Riding a Horse to the Town Library circa 1865

Since the past month I have been having more insight, analysis, "what makes sense" of my past life in western England (Cotswold region) between 1850 and 1875.

Until one day I can link a family surname and stuff like that I cannot prove that our family actually lived in this region of England, but it somehow feels right. This region is known for its sheep and wool production. In this life, my Dad's mother used to knit stuff for the grandkids like toques and mitts. My Mom never did that. I would think that my Mom would have carried over that talent of knitting, but perhaps the wool that we gathered we just sold off to the market. I don't know for sure yet. It's just speculation for now.

This insight was not part of a new meditation vision, but a portion/scene of the original one from June 22 2009. The new insight begins like this...

In 1865 when I am 15 years old, it is Summer, and I am wearing sandals. I am going to the town Library with my family (same Mom and Dad and one of my sisters - who is 8 years old at the time) on the horse(s). I am looking at some magazine and  I wanted to stay longer, but Dad says we have to go back to the farm.
Something very similar happened in 1979/80 when I had to go to the Centennial Library in Winnipeg here to do research for a school project on the Winnipeg Flood of 1950.

The next day or a few days after that I asked if I could ride one of the horses to the town Library on my own from then on.

I sense that we had 2 farm work horses, and so Mom and Dad made sure that I knew how to tie it up to a post, so that it wouldn't get lost and run away.

So, as I faintly recall...it's more of a knowing feeling and not an actual visualization.

I used to really enjoy riding this horse to and from the town Library on a regular basis. It used to be just me and the horse, and I could be thinking something about life and say something like "right Horsee?" (whatever the name of the horse) LOL.

Back in that lifetime there were no rubber casual shoes. In the Winter you wore boots, and in the Summer you wore dress shoes for nice occasional like Church or sandals for working in the field or just hanging outdoors.

In fact, just recently, based on this past life memory via past life session on June 22 2009, I decided to buy my first pair of sandals in 136 years. So in mid-May this year I went shopping for a pair. I went into a shop on Lilac St, but the shoes they had were not the style I wanted. They referred me to European Shoe on Academy Rd. When I went home and checked their website their prices were way more than what I was expecting to pay...like $200 for one pair.

So I typed in "Sandals Winnipeg" and up came a link to Canadian Footwear where they had a few reasonably priced ones...$60-$90. Much better. I wrote down a few styles that I liked and the next day tried my first choice. They looked cheap and rubbery, and didn't feel right. Next I tried on the $90 pair made of suede... N...i...c...e... The guy measured my feet and the size of the suede ones, with the Columbia label, and it was mine.

It feels so cool wearing the sandals while riding my bike, having the wind pass thru my feet like that. I guess the feeling is similar when riding a horse with sandals on.

The sandals I wear don't have the part that goes between your big toe and the toe next to it because that might irritate the skin and as I have type 2 Diabetes that is not a good thing. Also since I have been having troubles with getting a good pair of socks that don't scrunch my toes, having the sandals on a few times helps the toes on the left foot... I know not to overdo the sandals and that I should keep wearing the regular casual shoes and to rotate using them.

Back to the past life story...

So, one day at the Library I guess I was looking at possibly a horse racing magazine or the newspaper and I must have read about racing or steeplechase racing... Because at that point I got so fascinated by it that I wanted to have one of our two work horses become racers. Well, that wouldn't work out, and now I understand that when you just have 2 on the farm, you can't give one up to race because they are work horses. I suppose if we had more than 2 then maybe Dad could have given/sold one to me... But it didn't work out that way.

So I spent the next few years, I don't know when my fascination with doing this began or when it ended.

I could imagine that it must have created lots of stress in our family at the time, and I guess that Mom and Dad would have given me three options...

1. Stay on the farm and help with the chores and maybe get paid and then buy a horse
2. Get married, raise a family and then buy a horse and race it.
3. Move to town or a larger city and do something else

If I had just hung on for 3 or 4 years maybe I would have crossed paths with someone who could have helped me realize my dream. But something ended that in some way.

BTW, while I was contemplating this stuff I was on a bike ride. When I came back home the first clock I saw was my alarm clock in my room, which incorrectly read 12:34, so it is a sign from my spirit guide(s) that the part about not having enough horses to spare to have one to race is  correct.

See also:
June 22 2009 - Past Life Session 1
Researching 19th Century Past Life in Rural England
Flickr.com - Cotswold group

"I Am Annunaki"

Originally posted to the David Icke Forum, I'm re-posting here to my blog because it wasn't written about at the time.

Heard during meditation "I am Annunaki" - that the being saying that to me was.

This was approx. around February 24th or February 25th 2011 at 0500 GMT, while I was meditating.

I felt a slight presence on my left side, and I heard the phrase twice in my left ear.

I said telepathically in response "How do I know you are a legit Annunaki and not a Demon? How can I discern you?"

I didn't get a response.

I have been reading Zecharia Sitchin's books and have been watching interview clips of him and also about Nibiru and Tiamat recently. And also re-listening to Ramtha's talk about the beginnings of Humanity. So the Annunaki are in my near consciouness thought - I'm focusing on them.

If the voice did not continue to communicate with me, is that a sign it was really coming from a Demon who was trying to deceive/trick me?

Generation Y's Future Arthritis

One day I shall have the last laugh as millions and millions of cell phone users who text most of their day will start to feel the consequences of texting years before.

Our bodies have joints which contain a certain amount of lubricant. Athletes and others who over exert/overuse their joints will eventually run out of body lubricant ... and so those primarily under 30-year-olds ... the "Generation Y" ... or as I used to refer to them in the 1980s as ... "the Yuppie Puppies" ... one day it'll all catch up to them ....and they'll be the ones suffering from Arthritis in their hand joints.

I will be so happy, because right now I'm starting to warn them.... They look at me as if they don't care...they're still young...etc.

See also:
Yahoo! Search on 'Arthritis texting cell phone'

Music Video - Howard Jones - Let the People have their Say

A music video with a message of self empowerment, from 1998 by Howard Jones, who is a Lightworker soul helping to up the frequency of planet Earth...

Irritating Daily Fire/Ambulace Drills

Hi again,

I am writing this blog post that is somewhat off of my usual ramblings around here that has to do with spirituality.

I have lived in Downtown Winnipeg for the past 20 years and I have become used to the rhythms of this neighbourhood.

I am very sensitive/aware of the environment around me. I chose to be like that before I incarnated this life time, and I firmly believe that in my prior lifetime (1850-1875 in western England) that I was also similar.

I love urban life, and I choose to live downtown because when I chose to live in this neighbourhood 20 years ago it was so I'd be within walking distance to the central Library. I will write about my feeling/memory of my past life and how I used to go to the Library on a horse, but that is for another blog post.

Recently, in the past couple of years, the City bought additional emergency vehicles. It bought extra ambulances and extra fire engines. That is all well fine and good. Winnipeg is a growing city and we need to have more like this...

But the problem I have with the additional fleet is that the City fire/ambulance crew conducts daily drills - with full sirens blaring.

I have noticed two that are conducted on a daily, or aldmost daily occurrance:

1. Near the intersection of Main St @ McDermot Avenue around 2:30 p.m.
2. Near the intersection of Donald @ Broadway around 4:50 or 4:54 p.m.

I have noticed/observed the first incidence when I was working for Agriculture Canada. The second incidence was that if I walked home or got home about 10 minutes before 5 p.m. that almost every single weekday afternoon, with cars backed up in heavy traffic southbound on the Midtown Bridge, that there'd be this regular occurrance of an ambulance with its sirens wailing trying to get thru.

I have travelled several times to various larger cities in North America over the past 10-11 years and no where else but in Winnipeg have I heard sirens or emergency drills taking place as often as I have here... Not in Toronto, not in Vancouver, not in Chicago.

So, this has been quite annoying to me because while it is much more difficult to prove than chemtrail activity - because one can have photographed a location with sky above and when that person is finally aware of them they can review their old photos and see the chemtrail activity from years before.

My theory is that sirens of various kinds - from Police, Fire, or Ambulance are basically FEAR energy and the part of the purpose of doing the drills or having the Police have their sirens turn on and off during the night in the neighbourhood is to create a FEAR energy to lower the spiritual vibrations of our city and thus hold us down spiritually from becoming more loving. Didn't the Nazis conduct lots of siren drills before WWII to perhaps scare/annoy citizens?

But what I will do is to video this and post to Youtube and then I will link from here.

I'm just tired of the siren/ambulance/fire drill happening daily at the same time, and I want them to do this less frequently, perhaps once per week rather than the the regularity they are doing this at the moment.

This other writer, is asking why in his town the air raid sirens get activated daily. The official response was that that was the method the town/city gave notice that all the volunteer emergency vehicles (and staff) were available if/when an emergency occurred. Just like the poster says, it seems odd that they would do it that way rather than use a cell phone/pager. Perhaps the purpose in both cases is to desensitize us so that when a real big emergency happens ,only apathy will prevail.

Here's another post in which the writer mentions TETRA waves @ 17.6 Hz to affect us physically. I wonder whether the newer sirens create an output harmonic frequency of this that has the ability to disrupt our physical well-being.

Source Rense.com

For a specific example, the new TETRA system which will be used by the police and emergency services in the UK for communication, uses between 380 and 400 MHz, which is switched on and off at such a pulse rate that a pseudo-ELF of 17.6 Hz (17.6 times per second) is produced. this means the brain and nervous system are hit by pulses of UHF (USA terms) microwave (UK terms) every 1/17.6th of a second. This is rather like electrochemical hammer blows to the head at a rate of 17.6 every second. Some of us find hammer drills irritating to listen to, imagine 17.6 hammer-like blows being delivered to the nervous and endocrinal system, at a cellular level - might this not have a disruptive effect on the organism? Since the cells communicate to each other in the ELF range, these hammer-like blows of pseudo-ELF disrupts and derange cellular activities, leading to dysfunction, behavioural changes and onset of carcinogenic proteins which can lead to the organism developing tumours.

I saw a Grey alien in my bathroom

Uh oh...

This is a biggie for me...

As you know, since I've been out of my job since April 15th I seem to have been experiencing more psychic stuff happening, and also during these past two weeks I have also been meditating or trying to with this chemtrail-caused upper respiratory blockage that still hasn't completely gone away yet.

OK, so chalk one up to something completely or nearly new...

While in psychic trance mode - that's where my eyes are open and the room around me fades to black ... I saw start to appear a Grey alien in ether form (not solid). He or it had the oval eyes and was looking at me, but just like the friendly little boys (Jolly Roger Boy, Andrew and his little bro' Stephen) that I had seen, this alien had emerged for a second then went away only to reappear a couple of seconds later in a different pose.

There was another Grey, probably his overlooker or supervisor, who seemed a bit older, and larger, and his mouth had a frown-like shape.

One of them, I can't remember which one now,  did motion with his hands to come with it or him. This being's fingers were twice the length of mine. I did not because I know from others' experience there are two kinds of Greys - benevolent (friendly) and malevolent (the ones who poke us with surgical instruments and have inserted electronic implants). I chose to stay. If I had chosen to go with them my body would have stayed behind while my astral body would have traveled to their lightship.

I stayed because I didn't know if they were benevolent or malevolent. I had love inside me and kept that frequency as much as possible. Also earlier in the day, I had gone to a Massage & Reiki session, so some of my energy was cleared.

While I was sitting on my covered toilet seat I was doing pranic breathing and I could see the soft light of my Guardian Angel Rexufufus, and I felt that he was there to protect my spirit self. Moonwalker gave me the advice "white light yourself to the hilt"... And that I did.

Still I saw this Grey or Greys - it appeared one at at time,but there may have been more than one. And I also saw some sort of hybrid creature, but I only saw it for short seconds and then it vanished.

I tried communicating it by telepathy but got no response.

The Greys are part biological part android beings that are subservient to some sort of Reptilian aliens out there.

The Greys have no body parts for creating children, and their race has been dying off because of this. So their "plan B" is to create hybrid Grey-Humans and they do this by taking our sperm and eggs and matching it up with theirs.

I read last year that this "plan B" has not been very successful. They hybrids are not healthy or something like that. In a way I empathize for them, and want the best for their race of beings, which are part of this part of this Galaxy.

The other things to note is that my own physical health is not exactly 100%. I have a couple of major illnesses - Type 2 Diabetes, Low Thyroid, and a few minor ones - my left ear canal is narrower than the right, I have Eczema, and some Gallstones.

Why would they want me as a specimen?

More later as more info becomes available...

Mom Says "I Love You"

While trying to fall asleep on the early morning hours of Saturday April 23 I hear what I think is my Mom (who died on January 3 2010)...

Mom/spirit: I love you, I love you, I love you.... (keeps repeating over and over again).

The next night, again I'm trying to fall asleep and I hear a woman's voice whispering...

Mom/spirit: I love you, I love you...you are special to me....I am special to you...

I asked who this spirit was, because as you know, I can only hear OR see spirits but not at the same time...My vibrational frequency at this time in my soul's progress doesn't quite allow that as of yet...

Mom/spirit: Mom......Mom.....Mom...can you hear me?

Me: Yes, sort of, but you're not coming in as loudly as (my Uncle) Rudy Sokalski (died 1995) as on March 2 2009 12 hours after Smiles the Cat dies and while at my parent's home I hear him loudly exclaim "Now that's the one I've been waiting for!". Or Fr. Brian Massie (died May 2009) saying "Jim, you won't get to Heaven if you keep treating your cats that way!"....I understand from reading books about transferring from the body to just spirit that it can take some time of reorientation and that that soul may need a bit of retraining to communicate telepathically to those of us still in a body.

No, I can't be 100% sure it really is my Mom because her communications are coming as loud as a whisper. Additionally my left ear has been having problems with wax and that just so happens to be the one she and her primary (female) spirit guide were using...

OK, so I think it's Mom trying to communicate with me, on Holy Saturday...Makes kind of sense because she was big on participating in Holy Week and this first event was in between Good Friday and Holy Saturday morning....

OK, now onto the second event...

She kept repeating (so that I'd receive the communication correctly) "You are special to me..." "I am special to you"...

OK...

So then I asked her, "what do you mean by 'special'? Are we 'karmically locked'?" It was like they didn't know what I meant...so I continued..."Are we both locked into incarnation together?" And then I heard a response that may have been a "yes".

At that there was a pause and then I asked a second question. "OK, how about the events of 2009?"

Her spirit guide answered that one and said "the events of 2009 are in the past, we are working on a new plan".

I interpret "new plan" as to be a new life plan for Mom/Rose.

But this is so soon after 2009. Is she (as a soul) ready to come back? I thought she would want more "vacation time" far away, perhaps on another planet or star system? Hey Mom, did you even check out the Sirius star system or Mars, or Jupiter or stuff like that?

In my case there was approx. 90 years of Heaven time in Earth years (1875 - 1966)...enough for me anyways to have a life review and have some fun, and learn about upcoming times on Earth.
But she was always complaining "Gee when do I get a vacation from his Hell hole?"

Anyways, I hope to have her come by more times so that I can hear her better and perhaps ask more questions just so that I'm sure it really is her.

Saw Muzzle from a Dog Spirit

Saturday April 22 2011 I was at my Aunt's home for the evening.

I was sitting with my Dad and my Aunt's friend at the dining room table. The lights were low.

To the left is the kitchen and the the only light from the kitchen was the aux. light from the stove.

My Aunt has had 3 dogs over the past 45 years that I have known here - Skippy, Toby, and Jenny They're all gone now.

There were no living dogs at my Aunt's home when I was there on April 22 2011.

This past week I have been meditating privately at home, about 3 times 30 minutes, so I have re-raised my consciousness in this past while.

Last night, out of the corner of my left eye, and going for about 10 seconds, I could see the slender muzzle the kind from a dog. It was coloured very dark grey, the same colour of body when I saw the spirit of my cat Smiles three times in 2009.

A few minutes later and I thought I could hear animal nails from paws walk across the kitchen floor. Now I'm not totally sure of the sound event because my Aunt's friend's chair had made  creaking noises, but it was different from the walking sound.... Hmmm...

Later I looked whether this light from the stove could have been causing me to see some figure on the right side of the doorway, but no, it was not.

I believe the dog spirit I saw was from my cousin's German Shepard cross (something) female dog Diva, who passed away less than 5 years ago.

Don't Focus on your Spirit Guides During Meditation

A couple of times this year, Daniel my main spirit guide, has noticed that sometimes when I start my meditation it is with the goal of being able to see or hear one of my spirit guides. He says not to do this...

Jim: (focusing on intent that if I meditate enough I will see or hear my guides better/more often).

Daniel: If you want to raise your level of consciousness, don't focus on us.

...

And he should have added to this advice by saying that by focusing on our guides, it creates sort of a loop - that doing so does nothing to help the external world and ourselves. Instead focus on clearing the chemtrails or moving out negative energy in my home or at the workplace or in public areas.

It is the difference between Service to Self and Service to Others.

I am sometimes feeling a certain kind of novelty in being able to see Daniel and Pete when they've tapped me on the shoulder - I wake up and one of them wants to show me something like my Book of Life (which looks like one of those large white Christian Bibles with the gold coloured edges), except that it had some text and a small coloured drawing on the left page and another one on the right).

Someone else might interpret this as a message (advice) for me to read the Bible more often. My intuition however tells me that this is my actual Book of Life retrieved from the Heavenly dimension. The book was pulled open approx. to the middle. After showing me this Book, Daniel backed up away from me and disappeared in my room.The apparition event all happened in about 5 to 10 seconds.

I have read that more advanced souls see their spirit guides and other people's guides ALL THE TIME. I'm not at that point yet.

My April 1998 Partition Table

On the leading edge, back in the day, triple booting 3 OSes on one PC!

Linux Installation from April 1998
hda1 Extended container
hda2 Linux / (root) – LILO goes here!!!
hda3 Windows95 (16-bit FAT)
hda4 OS/2 Boot Manager
hda5 OS/2 HPFS (OS/2 system files)
hda6 OS/2 HPFS (OS/2 apps.)
hda7 Linux /usr (apps.)
hda8 OS/2 HPFS (OS/2 apps.)
hda9 Linux Swap (16096)

I was a Spirit Guide to a 'Christopher'

Friday, April 15 2011 was my last day at work at Agriculture & Agri-Food, and I was feeling a bit like there was not closure in the sense that I feel like mainly the workplace bully supervisors who mistreated me during my years there have not yet had karma come back to them.

I've been reading about 'workplace bullying' and it seems like a lot of what was going on was that at some point I became a 'target' of this phenomenon.

So I called on my spirit guides, whichever ones would speak and give advice on this.

Moonwalker gave two bits of advice.

1. You need to write a letter to yourself in a journal of all the things that were issues for you at work. This should take between 4 and 7 pages to write out.
2. You need to heal of all the 'things they did to you'.

Moonwalker left me and said that if I call her, she'd be back.

Then another spirit guide, Christopher, addressed me by my birth name James, said that he has not had much interaction with me in this lifetime, but said that when I was a baby in the late 1960s that he'd look down at me (when I was lying in the crib) and comment to the other spirit guides on how cute looking I was. Christopher also said that I was his spirit guide in one of his prior lifetimes.

He didn't say (yet) during what time period I was Christopher's guide. I will have to ask him.

Cool.

See also:

Wikipedia - Workplace Bullying
Workplace Bullying Institute

Main Star Systems Close to Sol

Since the very recent announcement by NASA of 1200+ exoplanets beyond our solar system, I have been using the software program Stellarium (Windows, Linux, Mac) which displays a moving (Live) graphic of the stars and planets of the night sky.

Together with that is the learning of these different civilizations from the other stars that have had some type of influence on Earth history over the past several 100,000 years.

Now I can actually spot and name some of the closest or brightest stars in the night sky, where before they were just stars ... now I know some of their names....Oooohhh.

Generally in the West are...

Sirius ... the brightest star closest to us at 8.6 light years

Above and a bit to the south of Sirius is Regulus, which is 77.49 light years away. The name of the star/sun is like something out of Star Trek:TNG.

To the north of Sirius and horizontal to it is Rigel.

Above Sirius is Procyon (11.4 ly), to the north/right is a huge star/sun called Pollux (33.71 ly).

Red dwarf star Betelgeuse is 427.47 light years and to the north/right of it is Aldeberan at 65.11 light years.

North/right of it is slightly fainter, but very important to Earth history...the group of 7 stars/suns called the Pleiades - including individual stars with names like Alcyone, Merope, Maia, and Taygeta.

Above and further north of the Pleiades is Capella at 42.20 light years. No one really talks about Capella for some reason.

"Waited 100 Years to Sleep in a Bed"

One of my sisters, relayed something my other sister's daughter (my niece) said this past week.

My sister and husband bought her a twin sized bed to replace the toddler size one she had been using for the past year or so...

She said to her Mom (my sister)...

"I've waited 100 years to sleep in a bed"...

This could be interpreted two ways:

1. Figuratively/exaggeratingly - that Reagan has wanted a bigger bed and didn't want the toddler one
2. Literally - She is recalling a point near the end of her past life, which was approximately 100 years ago, around 1910, indicating that it has been a while since she has incarnated into a body.

The thing is that Reagan's mother is not mystical and spiritual and new age like my other sister and I are, so I doubt she is going to believe the second theory and will just think that Reagan is exaggerating.

If, however Reagan, as a soul, up until 2006, has not had a human body since 1910/11 then that means she and I share something together... Both of us did not have bodies in the first half of the 20th century and totally missed the first and second World Wars.

So if you do the math, 2006 - 1911 you get  95/96 years of Heaven time...That's very similar to my past life recall but its based on the possibility of not having had a very short life in Ukraine between 1882 thru 1892 and instead just having the 90 years from the time I drowned in western England in 1875 and reincarnating in Winnipeg, Canada in 1966 ... that's 91 years of Heaven time for me.

But everyone's different...some kids born in 2003 have recall of being in the burning World Trade Centre towers on 9/11...They had come back not 2 years later, while there may be others who were so traumatized by the events that they would wish to wait it out for several decades or longer or perhaps incarnating in a totally different planet or star system (Sirius, the Pleiades, etc...)

Now, interpreting that as a past life recall, I wonder whether Reagan, in her past life was ill and was hospitalized and whether she includes any bed like one in a hospital, or does she just include her own bed at her own home back in the beginning of the 20th century?

It also says something about Reagan at the soul level if this is indeed a past life recall...that she really loved sleeping in her old bed in her past life..it could have been really comfortable to her that she loved spending time sitting in it.

Perhaps this is why I got the impression that Reagan really didn't enjoy her babyhood (unlike me who just loved mine), and that she just wanted to fast forward that portion of her life and just get on with being an kid or adult already... Oh, by the way...she's also a Leo, which tends to have a bossy nature.

Again, I'm not that close to her mother in this life, and she is not at all into belief in Reincarnation, but I wonder what else Reagan has said to reveal who she was in that past life and possibly other past lives?

TCP Dup. ACK & Google SafeBrowsing

I'm about the switch careers in the next couple of years -- from data entry to (UNIX) System Administration.

I want to learn as much as I can in the next few months before deciding on courses and narrowing down which path to take for what I'd be best at.

In Linux there is a freeware Internet packet analysis tool Wireshark. It can print out at the packet level and give out highly technical details of what is coming in and going out of your Internet connection.

I was fiddling with the knobs so to speak and one of the packets has a certain MIME type of "application/vnd.google.safebrowsing-chunk", much like you might see a MIME type for HTML, or another one for displaying MPEG4 video or a PDF document, each MIME type has a different descriptor.

What is this particular one, and someone wrote that it has something to do with Firefox browser and connecting to another site.

http://ubuntuforums.org/showthread.php?t=1041601

I'm also seeing 'TCP Dup(licate) ACK' packets in the data stream.

So what exactly is happening, and if I tweak some of these settings in Firefox and my network, will it make my connection faster and truly more secure? I'm comfortable with some trial and error testing of this, but also have to see what others are experiencing and whether this really does need fixing or turning OFF.

Here is some of the 37 seconds of datastream captured...

GET /safebrowsing/rd/ChNnb29nLW1hbHdhcmUtc2hhdmFyEAAYgYQCIMCGAjItAYIAAP______________________________3_________7__-________8A HTTP/1.1
Host: safebrowsing-cache.google.com
User-Agent: Mozilla/5.0 (X11; U; Linux i686; en-US; rv:1.9.2.15) Gecko/20110303 Firefox/3.6.15
Accept: text/html,application/xhtml+xml,application/xml;q=0.9,*/*;q=0.8
Accept-Language: en-us,en;q=0.5
Accept-Encoding: gzip,deflate
Accept-Charset: ISO-8859-1,utf-8;q=0.7,*;q=0.7
Keep-Alive: 115
Connection: keep-alive
Cookie: PREF=ID=6cf5f6260b7a3930:U=88b7013107a9dbc0:FF=0:TM=1244476268:LM=1300530406:S=RCZWX5VFuDK1Dznz; NID=41=O1SP7Sw5WgITNg6LZN3tlS5BC0c5s8Ek0j9E87NXe7YIfPUlx4zZV4HC4Mb3pEcIElZUNlWJIzGhzlgsG1wZ8asKhesGivQRWT2ywqp4S-qD5ev0RxWnGPwr5aoYZuk_
Pragma: no-cache
Cache-Control: no-cache

HTTP/1.1 200 OK
Content-Type: application/vnd.google.safebrowsing-chunk
X-Content-Type-Options: nosniff
Date: Wed, 23 Mar 2011 02:02:57 GMT
Server: Chunked Update Server
Content-Length: 201654
X-XSS-Protection: 1; mode=block
Cache-Control: public,max-age=172800
Age: 11989

LINK: James the Zebra Game

http://www.sugar-free-games.com/jamesthezebra.php

Now I've seen everything...

Healing Animal Past Lives Part 1

I am in the middle of reading Jason Wentworth (aka Jason The Horse's) autobiography titled 'What If You Are a Horse in a Human Form?', available from Lulu.com.

He says that he has hooked up with the souls of two former horses that he knew in his current life and can communicate with them from the 'other side'. He did this by doing a chakra balancing type action - 'pulling in light' from the Universe/Holy Spirit, and also pulling in the energy of the ground (Earth) - focusing both at your belly button.

In the book, Jason says he wanted to find out how/why he got a back pain after falling off a horse in 1980 at the age of 14... Jason is 3 mos. younger than I.

So during my last meditation I did like he says, and my question:

Jim: Who was the young male Zebra who got fatally taken down by that Hyena 1,000 years ago that I witnessed in a past life memory?

Female spirit guide (Clarabelle or Moonwalker): That Zebra doesn't like you (want you) messing with their head.

Translation...Since that time 1000 years ago the Zebra has fully forgiven the Hyena and it is not wise for me to try and re-open old wounds in time if it didn't directly affect me.

OK, no problem.

See the original post:
http://jamesandrewjaworski.blogspot.com/2010/07/zebra-vision.html

Dreams Of School

Someone on the David Icke Forum posted a dream story about being at school. It was very similar to mine I used to have repeatedly in the mid- late-1980s...

One reacurring element is I always have a locker and usually forget where it is or I can't get in to it. I have no idea what it means but I think such dreams are quite common because there is some part of us that wants to fulfill something we missed.

Yes, yes, yes.

When I was in my late teens/early 20s (1985-1988) I took a course at a faraway suburban school (I lived close to the edge of our central city) that taught Apple Mac (new at the time) and linear video editing.

Before that time I attended grades 10-12 (1981-1985) at a much closer high school.

A few times in those years I had a reoccurring dream just like yours.

The scene of the dream was at the first high school. And just like you my dream story had to do with being assigned a locker at the beginning of the school year, was issued a combo lock with a paper giving the numbers. The hallways are full of kids. Then somehow losing or not remembering the combo lock numbers and having to go back (the hassle) to the student office to tell them I forgot the combo. The woman at the student office gave me a strange look like there was something wrong with me.

Once there was a variant of that where there were other kids in the lineup ahead of me, waiting to talk with the student office.

Another similar story line goes like this...

Previous months had signed up for some high school classes, and on the day that I'm supposed to start the first class on whatever subject, I lost/misplaced the paper where (room #) I'm supposed to go. I end up just walking around, almost in a daze (lucid dream state) trying to find this damn room.

WTF?

Yeah, these kinds of dreams must have some kind of meaning... LOL

This never happened in real life however. Life was much easier back then with less to remember in daily life.

Blood Sugar Meter shows LO First Time

Yesterday before I visited my ND doctor, I quickly measured my blood sugar.

Usually don't measure every day, but only when I sense I feel different (better or worse). Why give the pharma cos. more $?

That day (Tuesday Feb 15 2011) around 16.15 p.m. (22:15 GMT) it says LO, which on my meter means equal to or less than 3.3 mmol/l.

Today it is in my slightly higher range.

I have been on Armour thyroid hormone and have been religously taking the Metformin and the Glyburide pharma pills for a while now.

What could have caused the LO reading? The very same day we experienced an X2 level Solar Flare. One of two things happened.

1) The solar radiation was affecting the blood sugar meter reading.

2) The solar radiation was positively affecting (lowering) my blood sugar itself in a natural way.

I tested again a couple of minutes later, same result.

In the 5 years I've been testing my blood sugar levels, I have had times where it's read HI (34 or above), but never has it ever read LO (3.3 or lower). I did not feel week or anything, in fact the morning of... I felt quite energized, not like I could run a marathon, but I felt like myself, not tired.

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Pet Wisdom from Daniel

"If you respect your pets, they will be loyal to you" -- Daniel, my main spirit guide.

Introducing Moonwalker

Yeah, I know...sounds like what Michael Jackson did, but this is the name, or nickname of one of my spirit guides. She's a she.

And when I said:


Jim: Why are you called Moonwalker?

Moonwalker: Because I like to see (look at) the Moon when I walk.

That means possibly that in her former human life that she is like me in a way ... someone who likes to stay up late at night.

More later...