Yannick Noah - On court

Yannick Noah - On court


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NIcvc_qLWgA


English translation...

We run, we sleep
You run, you wake
Time flies again
It is during sleep

We run, we're working
They ran after the train
We run like kids
We know where the brake is

We run, we live
You run, you're dead
They say stop, it's over
Over time, the short time still

We run after love
After the next meeting
We run like kids
We know where the brake is

(CHORUS)
Come one stops
and close your eyes
We contemplate the sea,
we contemplate the heavens
Come one stops
we walk in the other direction
Turning back, we not
We stop and dance (heee)

We run, we lie
We love each other and then short
Time is money
We lack, we are running out

We run after the world
We run on our roads
We advance as shadows
We know where the brake is

We run with or without goals
To prevent fall
Even if we cut or nothing
We know where is the brake!

CHORUS

We stop and dance!

CHORUS

We stop and dance ..
We stop and dance!
(x3)

Angels of Mercy Part 2

Heard tonight ... "Angels of Mercy pray for us. Angels of Mercy be with us. Angels of Mercy be with us during the night. Angels of Mercy keep us safe. Angels of Mercy keep us safe during the day too."

I'd really like to know more about these Angels of Mercy... I can't find any written stuff on the Internet that mentions them.

Foreigner - Complete Greatest Hits

Released in 2002, this is a compilation album of one of the greatest rock bands.

Youtube - Complete Greatest Hits
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=myKvdzkYvoc

WIkipedia - Complete Greatest Hits (Foreigner Album):

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Complete_Greatest_Hits_%28Foreigner_album%29

Track Listing:

1.Feels Like the First Time 0:00 - 3:50

2.Long, Long Way from Home 3:50 - 6:47

3 Cold As Ice 6:47 - 10:06

4. Headknocker 10:06 - 13:08

5.Double Vision 13:08 - 16:53

6.Blue Morning, Blue Day 16:53 - 20:05

7.Hot Blooded 20:05 - 24:34

8.I Have Waited So Long 24:34 - 28:40

9.Dirty White Boy 28:40 - 32:21

10.Head Games 32:21 - 36:01

11.Rev On The Red Line 36:01 - 39:37

12. Juke Box Hero 39:37 - 43:59

13.Urgent 43:59 - 48:27

14.Waiting for a Girl Like You 48:27 - 53:18

15.I Want to Know What Love Is 53:18 - 58:17

16.Reaction To Action 58:17 - 1:01:52

17.That Was Yesterday 1:01:52 - 1:05:41

18.I Don't Want to Live Without You 1:05:41 - 1:09:39

19.Say You Will 1:09:39 - 1:13:54

20. Just Between You And Me 1:13:54

I hear this song almost everytime I listen to Chante France (90,5 FM aris).

Florent Pagny - Combien de gens

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGFRkjomvR0

Timelines

(Future son) Stephen: "I/we're giving you 4 months (till end of Jan 2015?) to find a job, or we're leaving you".
"I love you. I want you to be my Daddy."
I told them that I'm registered with Sara Riel and to be patient a bit until they sort a work program out for me.

We (they in spirit) saw the movie "This is 40" at Mood Disorders this afternoon, so perhaps he got a bit anxious about my situation. The movie portrays a modern family, with modern issues.

I said to Andrew & Stephen that if they do choose to leave me, that I would find another son(s) by praying to God and the Angels. There are certainly other male souls who would choose to be my sons, who share similar values - so-called 'permissive parenting', similar music and movie likes, belief in homeschooling, as I do.

I can't really see myself spending the rest of my life alone. I DO want a family of my own. Sometimes things take time.

These two great souls have been waiting on me for 25-30 years already. Can it wait just another few months before I get a job, and get back on my feet?

Circular Shower

Has anyone ever heard or seen of a circular shower?

The concept is that several nozzles surround the user
and instead of the user moving to where the shower head is, he/she is sprayed from all sides at once.

The nozzles don't rotate, but several are placed at various points and the water comes out at once.

This is some sort of advanced shower design.

http://thatslikewhoa.com/revolving-bath-and-shower-in-1/

Very cool design, I say.

What I Want For My Life

1. A job that pays well enough to maintain a 4-member family.
2.  A wife that I love and she loves me too.
3. The two sons I'm meant to have - Andrew & Stephen, who chose me, years ago, to be their Dad.
4. A house for the 4 of us in a nice neighbourhood that isn't in a *new* suburb, but is in a mature area.
5. Driving lessons for me, so that I can drive my family around places. That's better than relying on public transit to go places.
6. A car. Doesn't have to be brand new. It can be a well-maintained older car. I've seen 2005 GM Pontiac for $4000. It's doable.
7. Nice furniture for us.
8. Homeschooling for one or both of my sons, so that they can learn at their own pace, not the pace of the formal school system.
9. Winter vacations, so that we can get away from this horrid snow, for at least one month.
10. Go to the same church together. I currently go to The Meeting Place, which is an Anabaptist Mennonite faith.
11. Tennis lessons for one or both of my sons. Any other hobby sport or hobby they'd want to take up that costs $.
12. Swimming lessons if they're interested so they can have fun at the beach, and other water places.
13. Easy access to great, locally grown food in the Summer, from farmer's markets.
14. A peaceful household where everybody is respected, and there is no abuse of any kind. I endured too much pysical and verbal abuse while I was growing up. This will stop with me.
15. That we pray together as a family. I've already started doing this with my two sons since mid-July 2014.

Other things:

1. To learn to dress so that my clothes fit me well, not having to constantly pick up my pants, or that my pants are always on the verge of falling down.
2. Learn to cook a bit more than now, so that I can cook meals for my upcoming family.
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Grocery Shopping

I was just laying down, after a long day of traveling to and from an appt. at the HSC area.

I had a couple of issues, one housing related, the other was feedback on the appt. I had at HSC today.

I was laying down, it was about 19h30 (7:30 pm). I was thinking at the time... "hmmm I think I'm gonna go to Superstore to buy vitamins, beans, pears, and peaches"... almost immediately I felt a sensation at the top of my head like someone was patting it. No voices I heard, but a feeling of "let's go shopping!".

Must be my kids.

List of Prayers Before 23h / 11 pm

1. Our Father
2. Hail Mary
3. Glory Be
4. O My Jesus...
5. Act of Contrition
6. Prayer to my Guardian Angels
7. Prayer to St. Michael the Archangel
8. Intentions

After we complete these prayers my two future sons say individually "Goodnight LilZebra", and then they go back to Heaven.

3 Great New Albums for 2014

One of a few *new* Disques Compact that are being released in 2014.

I have so far bougtht:

1. Jill Barber - Fool's Gold
2. Sarah McLaughlin - Shine On
3. Tom Petty - Hypnotic Eye

Growing Your Face | Dr. Mike Mew | Full Length HD

Very good conference talk (1 hr) on face shape, and how it's affected by several factors like nose breathing or mouth breathing, what kinds of foods we eat, our posture, etc...

And the best part of it is that we can change the shape of our face by changing the factors.

It's never too late to look and feel GREAT!

A Beginners Guide To Super 8 and Standard 8mm Film Cine Cameras

I love the old analog film formats.

This guy says that you can still buy Super8 film.

When I have kids of course I'll "have to" use the current standards, but I much prefer using film or tape, which if cared for, will last for several decades.

Glorious by Bryan & Katie Torwalt

This song I first heard in July 2014 when I first started attending a Mennonite Christian church - The Meeting Place.

What IF in 1971...

This story is totally fictional. It is based on today's values of letting kids be kids and letting them grow up at their PACE, rather than the pace that the parents want.

It is based on What IF I had been allowed to continue my babyhood into age 5.

It's 6 am.  Baby James opens his eyes in his crib. His legs are almost reaching the other end. Soon he'll have to move to a twin sized mattress, but for now he's ok sleeping here.

He's just wearing an undershirt, a cloth diaper and blue coloured plastic pants. James feels loved and confident. He has a younger baby sister who is about half his age.

It's May 1971 and James will be 5 yrs. old in about 2 months.

The weather has been warmer, Victoria Day weekend is the start of the growing season in this part of Earth. Winter is gone for another 5 months.

James crys out "Mom! I'm awake. I need a clean diaper".

"OK, I'll be there in a minute", says Mom.

She enters the room, lowers the crib side and tells him to slide out of the diaper, and go to the bathtub to get cleaned up.

He does this and after a while, he confidently trots back to the crib where his Mom would put a clean diaper on his son. James has subconscious memories of being a Zebra, but doesn't quite remember.

James' Mom carries him back into the crib, and lays him there.

James feels so good inside because his Mom is allowing him to keep his babyhood and is did not take it away from him like most other parents did. He is soooo happy 'being in the moment' as they say.

"Whatcha gonna do today?" asks his Mom?

"Can we go to 'ssiniboine Park?" queries James.

"We can go on the weekend together", and James' Mom tickles her boy on the tummy.

She wraps the cloth diaper on him, which feels soft, warm, and cuddly. Then she slips the plastic pants over his legs. Next she puts on a clean undershirt on him because the one he had during the nighttime got a bit wet with urine.

"Uh uh uh mmm mmm".

"OK, I'm getting your formula".

She prepares the baby bottle for James, and he lays down across her on the sofa, while they both enjoy watching the tv programme on KCND channel 12 from Pembina, ND.

It's now about 7:30 am.

James' younger sibling, also gets her baby formula, a clean diaper too.

Still more time elapses...

It's now 10 am and The Friendly Giant is broadcast on CBWT (the local CBC station).

James loves hearing the calm, soothing sounds of the recorder that one of the puppets plays (actually played by a Human off camera). He feels so good inside and looks forward to the rest of the day.

It's now 10:30 am and Mr. Dressup appears on CBWT. James likes the show, but thinks that Friendly Giant should have had more air time. His Mom prepares some barley baby cereal for him, his favourite, although he has looked at the supermarket shelf when his Dad has taken him shopping and noticed that barley isn't stocked as much as rice and oatmeal. His next favourite is sobey baby cereal which is made from soybeans, another flavour that is not well stocked.

11 o'clock and now it's time for Sesame Street, with Ernie and Bert, Cookie Monster and the rest of the cast. James likes this programme because he learns the ABCs and 123s.

Somewhere in the middle of Sesame Street James has wet his diaper, and Mom will be checking him to see if he's wet or not.

"I'm ready to put a clean diaper on you, because you're wet".

James gets up off the living room carpeted floor, and goes back to the crib.

The sun is shining very hot today. James' room is getting warmer. He can smell the scent of baby powder, clean cloth diapers in the basket in the room. He has a subconscious connection with Owls, but he does not know where this comes from.

He gets into the crib again, and Mom puts a clean diaper on him. She leaves off the plastic pants and just pins on the diaper on him.

It's about 11:40 am now.

"What do you want for lunch, dear?"

"Oh, I'll have a salami sandwich with some apple juice".

"Ok, I think we still have some salami, if not is a jam sandwich ok instead?"

"Yup".

James hops off the crib and runs to the kitchen. His Mom finds the last slice of salami meat and makes him a sandwich with mustard and margarine. She pours him a cup of apple juice from the fridge.

A couple of hours later, Mom is watching her favourite soap opera, Anothe World. James is also watching too. He thinks that Rachel and Mac shouldn't get divorced and break up their family like that. "People should stay 'gether Mom".

After Another World is finished, James has an afternoon nap on the sofa, and doesn't wake until about 5:30 pm.

James awakes from his nap and pees. His Mom had placed a couple of towels under his diaper so that the sofa doesn't get damaged from the urine.

Time for another diaper before Supper.

His Dad is now home, reading the daily newspapers.

After that James sits on his Dad's lap and they watch the local news on CJAY channel 7.

It's now 7:30 pm and James is feewing sleepy. He can barely keep his eyes open. His Mom carries him back to the crib and raises the side where it makes a clicking sound.

Another day has gone by.

Tomorrow James and his Mom will go on the bus to downtown to do some shopping at Eaton's and The Bay.

Goodnight Baby James...

Say NO To Nursery Rhymes

My two future sons have indicated to me recently that they want me to NOT read them nursery rhymes when they are young.

They have stated that nursery rhymes can damage a child's mind.

I am OK with that.

When I was younger 40+ years ago, I felt the same way.

I feel that it is in the past 20-30 years that western civilization has realized this truth too, and has moved onto better kids literature.

http://www.ncregister.com/blog/matthew-archbold/the-horrible-meanings-behind-nursery-rhymes

The article above says that reading Harry Potter to yer kids may be a safer option.

Am I A Man Child?

I have been described by my son Andrew as being a "man child". He says that some women don't like being with people like me. He says it makes them "uncomfortable".

Well, here is a list of 13 man-child qualities that some men have. I don't exactly line up with this list. The last ones do though.

http://collegetimes.com/2014/05/13/signs-youre-man-child

1. Watching cartoons while eating breakfast - I used to when I was a toddler, like in the late 1960s. Then at school age I started watching ABC's GMA in the 70s. By the 1980s I'd wach CTV's Canada AM. The 90s tv was icky and news breakfast tv was crap too.

2. Breakfast consists of sugary cereals - Uhhh...another NO. Until I was in grade 2 I was allowed baby cereal. More heathy for me...In high school in the 80s I would have no-name oatmeal hot cereal. When I moved out on my own (1989) I went back to the baby cereal, and on and off of it in the 90s, and 2000s, and 2010s. It's just more healthy than some of those crunch sugary cereals... I love the Barley cereal the best.

3. Wears superhero socks and PJs. Uh close. I did have made for me back in 2005 a PJ with a lamb/sheep print from Babykins. In the 90s I found at Woolco an adult sized fleece sleepers for $20.

4. Pixar & Disney your favourite films. Yes, some of the movies I saw. Toy Story 1 & 2, Tarzan (1998). But I like a movie if it has a good music score, good dialogue, believable enough plot. It can also be an adult movie I like. I don't go out for Romantic films except if they're romantic a romantic comedy - like Manequin (1986).

5. Need to take a nap. Yup, thru my own evolution on planet Earth I find I have more energy if I get a nap in the afternoon. Some Asian countries (Japan) and Mexico (?) also have afternoon naps, and they seem to be doing fine.

6. Laughs at potty humour. I find potty humour revolting, so NO on this one.

7. Gets read a story before rest/sleep. I'd LOVE it if someone would do this for me. Even CBC doesn't have radio plays anymore. In the 90s I'd have some Jazz music on the radio while reading PC Magazine or BYTE...ya that's kids reading material. NOT.

8. His favourite band has not changed in years. I have been a fan of Phil Collins and Genesis since the early 1980s. They are both retirement mode. I have moved on to other groups/bands/individuals.

9. Favourite author is Dr. Seuss. Nah. My favourite author just passed away THIS YEAR... Knowlton Nash, who wrote the excellent biography of Canadian broadasting in 'Microphone Wars' (1994).

10. Favourite poem is a nursery rhyme. No again. My favourite 'poems' tend to be Rock & Pop lyrics. I do enjoy childish tunes too though....take Carly Simon's Coming Around Again-Itsy Bitsy Spider for example.

11. Has baby biscuits on him at all times. Sort of. Maybe when I first moved out I had Mr. Cristie's arrowroot cookies at home, and would put honey on them, and have them with a glass of milk. Now honey is as expensive as maple syrup ($9). In the past 2 years I have been eating choc. puff cookies because I had a craving for those. I do eat my fruit like strawberries, pears and peaches to balance things out too.

12. Still makes pillow forts. No. However, I do like to decorate my sleeping space similar to a nursery though. If I had a wife though I guess I couldn't do that, but then we'd have kids and could decorate *their* room like that for a while...

13. Sleeps with a cuddle toy. Yup, I still have a 1988 era Teddy bear I bought from Superstore. He's a bit flattened out because I have used him as a secondary pillow, but ...

OK, that's it. So I'm not exactly like was listed here by the original poster.

TV5 (1989-90) Fabienne Thibeault -

Decades ago I was watching TV5's Telidon based schedule in the middle of the morning.

I caught this really cool, haunting French tune, which was from 1978, but this was the first time I heard it in the late 1980s.

I q, just postiung here so I cqn re,e,ber the link to the song:

Fabienne Thibeault ~ Les uns contre les autres 

 http://youtu.be/f_pRyIiuq7s 

 

The DROUGHT Will END Within This Lifetime!

Andrew said the other day... "Making the Impossible Possible" in reference to changing my life fast enough so that I can have my own family - a Wife that's good for me, and two sons that are good for me.

The past 15,000 years have been a "drought" for me in terms of having offspring. I was told that about 15,000 years ago I had Whale offspring, and they "swam away" which is natural for that type of animal.

I want to END the drought, and learn to have kids again.

Praise the Creator! Praise Jesus! Thank you Creator! Thank you Jesus!

4 People Witness Angels Pulling People From Car Wreck!!!

Portal Between Our Plane and Heaven

I have figured out that when one of my guides says they're going up to Heaven, I can hear a tone frequency. I assume that this is what I experience when they are returning to Heaven after visiting with me, and that on their side they experience going thru the tunnel of light.

When I mentioned this last night Moonwalker added that she can open and close 3 portals. Each has a  Portal Name, and each can transport one instantly anywhere around this planet, to/from Heavenly realm. A third Portal accesses the Akashic Records for their charges.

There is a Portal Name that can connect us via Interstellar Communications to other star systems, like Alpha ********* my home star system before Sol, 500 ly away. I was told that I could send a msg. to Higher Consciousness of the planets of Alpha ********* 1 or 2, and that it'd take a while (several hours / days?) for them to receive the msg. and return one back to me. Andrew said to let him know when I've received the first communications from that star system.

All I said was:

"May the Creator bless your whole planet, from a former Alpha ******ian. Love LilZebra"

As of 19h36 19 aout 2014 I have not yet heard anything back.

I will write here when I do. But remember, I have been advised by Andrew not to reveal the name of the star system I came from.

Stephen's Animal Past Lives

Stephen spent some time this evening telling me of his animal past lives:

"I was a Tiger", "I was a Whale", "I was a Horse", "I was a Chimpanzee", "I was a Hallucinogenic Herb" (?), "I was a Hurricane".

"My last Human life I lived in Poland, close to the border with Ukraine, in the Crimea"


Interesting.

Modified Prayer to St. Michael the Archangel

Since I have joined the Cenacle group prayers with my friend in November 2012 I have included the Prayer to St. Michael the Archangel...my version is modified to be simpler / easlier to say than the original.

Here's my version:

"St. Michael the Archangel, defend us in the battle against the snares and wickedness of Demons and Satan. BIND them and keep them safely away from us so they cannot harm us physically or spiritually, until they change their ways to be Beings of Light. Because they roam through this and other worlds, seeking the ruin of souls."

Andrew was listening to me just now praying the prayers as he has since July 17th, 2014.
His version adds a bit:

"St. Michael the Archangel, defend us in the battle against the snares and wickedness of Demons and Satan, monsters, and Spirit Guides that are not Spirit Guides..."

Andrew has advised that I regularly do deep breathing to raise my consciousness.

Tonight he said: "In the name of Jesus Christ your defenses are low," meaning that I need to eliminate all negativity from my consciousness in order to have more good in my life.

LOL. See, he's so good at helping me, and has a sense of humour.

Subway Restaurant Bread - YUCK!

I've really been going after Subway resto this past few days, after my bad experience with their food ... on Sunday and Wednesday.

There is just something wrong with the bread, still, after the company promised it wouldn't use a chemical used in the mfg. of yoga mats in their bread.

To me it tasted like foam cushion. It goes down easily and is light, but it don't taste anything like bread is supposed to. Is this part of the Transhumanism project?

So until they change, I'm just gonna avoid eating there.

Not much other options though... TH hires Temp. Foreign Workers, Subway adds rubber to their bread. McDonald's and BK - doesn't taste like food anymore.

A&W is still good, and they recently (a year or two ago) reduced the amount of salt in their burgers and fries. Their food is good. For now.

Sals is good, as a regional resto. Stella's is good as an all day breakfast resto.

CNN - Subway promises to remove chemical rubber from bread recipe

My Life Plan - BINDING and LOOSING

God, continue to help me manifest my life plan I agreed to before I was born... This includes:

* my two (future) sons - Andrew & Stephen, and possibly a daughter (Meghan?)
* a wife
* a job that I can handle
* large enough home that we can afford and maintain
* a vehicle to transport our family to places
* to afford a tutor or have someone in our family tutor our kids - home schooling
* enough $ to pay for really great vacations, including to warmer places during the winter.

* for help in finding and KEEPING my future wife/partner.

* for understanding by my future wife, to see past my weaknesses, and that I'd see past her weaknesses

* I LOOSE the required finances on our family to provide us with the BEST opportunities and experiences we can have.

* I BIND anything negative that would sabotage this Life Plan, and sabotage not just mine, but all above mentioned!

* I LOVE YOU Andrew, Stephen, Meghan (?), my future wife.

* I love you God, in all that God IS.

It's Time to have a Family. ... But first I must find a place to stay.

Andrew & Stephen's LIKES & DISLIKES

Andrew


 Music

Likes

1. early Madonna
2. Angel in my Pocket by One to One
3. A 3 Dressed Up As a 9 by Trooper
4. Goodbye, Goodbye by Tegan and Sara

Dislikes
Adult Education by Hall & Oates
Some Bruce Springsteen

Hobbies / Reading

Race Cars
Tennis (his favourite game, was tops in amateur adult league)
Raquetball ("I also like, because it's fun")
Likes sister (future Aunt) Pat's red Hyundi car. Said "Wheeeee" when he had a ride in Pat's Hyundi on 2nd August 2014 (in spirit of course).

Foods

Eggs Sunny side up
Peanut butter & Jam Toast


Stephen

Alpha ********* Star System

After asking several times which star system I came from before Sol (our sun), I found out today.

Leading up to this information was this.

I was asking Andrew where the ET ear implant came from... from his star system or mine?

He said it came from his, in the Aldebaran star system.

Then I thought, OK, is it possible that *I* could have also come from Aldebaran, prior to 28,000 years ago in time?

"No, you come from another place" was the reply.

I then asked what is the name of the star system where I'm from...

"Alpha "*********".

There is no such star named yet. The closest I can find on the Internet is one named by Earth scientists - Kepler 186. which is also about 500 ly away.
 
 He looked up some information and said that Alpha ********* is about 500 ly away and that it's a "pinkish red star".

I had some errands to run today...get my bike from the shop ... it was the Rear Derailleur that was worn out ... $22.

 Then I went to Polo Park to MTS Connect to put more air time on my cell phone $33.

Then I went to The Apple Store and used one of their iPads to search Wikipedia on 'Alpha *********' .... NOTHING...that doesn't mean the information is incorrect. It just means that the star probably goes by a number designation by NASA or some other space organization.

I asked him why Moonwalker didn't have the information. He said that she just couldn't access it.

I'm OK with keeping the ET ear implant, if it has some connection with the Aldebaran beings. I guess it serves some useful purpose.

PS: I was told by Andrew NOT to reference the name of the star system because it would disrupt the natural order of things. It is not for me to release the name of this star system before its time. So sorry there. Hopefully one day by the right people.

PS: He also said it was NOT Kepler 186 that I am from.

PS: The star system has at least two planets - 1 & 2. I had lived on '1' for one lifetime and spent the other (250,000 years) on '2', then came to Sol.

Cabin cabin cabin

Years ago, sometime in the late 1990s, I had some communications with my future son.
I asked him to tell me more about himself. I remember the moment. It was around midnight and I was standing right at my ghetto blaster portable stereo.

He said "Cabin cabin cabin" which means "Working for (some) cabin time".

Back then there was no outlet, aside from a personal journal, to share this information. Also I did not (yet) believe in reincarnation or that there was life in other star systems.

When I asked him again to tell me about his life in the Aldebaran star system, he repeated the saying "We'd say ... Cabin cabin cabin" which means "working for cabin time".

The other thing he told me was "we'd say 'How's your morning?" instead of "good morning" to others.

So the cabin bit most likely means that, in his recent past life in the Aldebaran system, his family had rented a cabin and that to get there his (Dad?) would have to save up for a bit to live there in the Summer".

Andrew: Star Child from Aldebaran

I heard from an elder ET presence last night. He spoke very clearly and slowly so that I could hear him the first time.

He said that he was from the Aldebaran star system (65 light years, K5III type, Orange, 'off of main seq.), and so was my future first born son Andrew.

He said that both Andrew and I would basically have to tweak our life plans if we still want to eventually be father and son. Said that this would be Andrew's first lifetime on Earth.

This means that he is one of the many Star Children on Earth, waiting to be born so that they can help transform this planet into something more beautiful.
Already I have experienced Andrew giving me a Reiki session, where he adjusted my Solar Plexus and Crown chakras by making them brighter. Moonwalker has focused more on herbal remedies to heal my Diabetes and Morgellons symptoms.

From the CrystalLinks.com website, the Star Child page says this about these types of souls:

Physical

• 65% are female: 35% are male
• Compelling eyes
• Great magnetism and personal charisma
• Sensitive to electricity and electromagnetic fields
• Lower body temperature than the norm
• Chronic sinustis
• Extra or transitional vertebra
• Hypersensitivity to sound, light, odors
• Swollen or painful joints
• Pain in the back of the neck
• Adversely affected by high humidity
• Survived a life-threatening illness
• Involved in a severe accident or trauma

Emotional

• Feel a tremendous sense of urgency to fulfill their missions
• Experienced a sense of oneness with the universe
• Many have difficulty dealing with / or expressing emotions or have a chemical imbalance

Extraterrestrial Experiences

• All believe in life on other planets
• Most believe that have lived on another planet and can tell you about it
• At an early age they had some kind of extraterrestrial, religious or mystical experience
• Believe they have encountered alien entities of an extraterrestrial or multidimensional level or a being of light
• Telepathic communication with an alien entity - physical or non-physical
• They receive some form of communication from a higher source

Out of Body Experiences

• Near Death Experiences
• Out of Body Experiences

Metaphysics

• Believe in their spirit guides or angel
• Believe they have been blessed after the appearance of a holy figure
• An intense religious experience
• Believe in a God or creational source of energy
• Believe in miracles
• Had an invisible playmate as a child
• Saw an elf - "wee person" - or "fairy"
• Saw a ghost
• Aware of parallel existence at this time in other worlds
• Contact with deceased loved one
• Believe in reincarnation
• Have past life memories or / memories from parallel experiences

Psychic Development

• Perform healing themselves and others

• Experienced a white light during meditation

• Experience clairvoyance and clairaudience

• Prophetic dreams or visions that have come to pass

• See auras

• Practice automatic art

• Practice automatic writing

External links:

Star Seeds - Star Children
Starchildren.info - Star Children
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Do Souls in Heaven Sleep/Rest?

Contrary to what we might think or what is taught...

When we die and spend some time in Heaven, we don't just stay awake in the 24/7 daylight.

In my experience, going by my phasing trance state in 2010, 2011, and last night...

...souls in Heaven get sleepy too, or do they just lose energy when they lower themselves to our plane to interact with us, the incarnate?

Last night, I was playing some music on CD till late in the night, around 01h30.

I was playing ABBA Waterloo (1974) and Whitney Houston's Greatest Hits (2000).

Whitney Houston - You Give Good Love
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EaT9NjgUNyE

ABBA - Sitting in the Palm Trees
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NQmnaYDi8y8

I sensed, who I thought was Stephen, leaning against my right side as I was sitting on my bed listening to ABBA's Waterloo album (rel. in 1974) was very sleepy by about 1h00... I played the CD till 130...In a real situation, I would have turned off the music eariler.

So I turned off the music, and 'carried' the boy to the sofa in the living room.

Now, at this time I cannot see him, only felt a bit of a electrical buzz on my right pinky finger as I was carrying him.

He was very very sleepy.

I went back to my room, and straightened out my comforter, then returned to the living room.

The boy I sensed was heavily asleep, with his head turned towards the sofa. He's not gonna wake up because the music was too loud for too long and its already 1h30 in the morning.

I went back to my room, turned off the lights and before I went to sleep, Moonwalker said to me:

"He's fine on the sofa" and
"He's breaking up. He needs to go back to Heaven".

and...

"That was not Stephen that you carried, that was Andrew"

"Huh? I think I quite know Andrew's energy signature by now, after all I've known him since the mid-1980s or mid-1990s"

Homelessness: Assigning Blame Isn't A Solution

Floyd Perras, a columnist with the Winnipeg Sun, and works at Siloam Mission, cautions us not to blame homeless people for being ("choosing") to be homeless.

For me, it's not a choice. For me, what I really want would be to live in a home with others, somewhere where my "baby self" can be respected and acknowledged. I've been told though, that "no one is going to baby a 48 yr. old"... So absent of that, I choose homelessness. And with that is going about stuff in my 'adult self' like volunteering, spending time with friends.

A voice cries out in the wilderness...

Here's the link to the column:

http://www.winnipegsun.com/2014/07/24/assigning-blame-isnt-a-solution

Those citizens who are homeless, are not always to blame for their predicament.

In my case it, it has just been decade upon decade of abuse and even more so, _neglect_ of MY needs.

And actually, when you look at my life, as an autistic gay man, I've been lucky enough to have worked as much as I have in the past 40 years in the various jobs I've had - newspaper carrier, flyer distribtion, fast food crew member, data entry clerk, public speaker, webmaster...

Sure, I didn't have a VCR in the early 1980s when tv was better. Sure I didn't have other stuff, like a 'real' (long) train ride on CN or VIA Rail when I was growing up.
Sure, the only compliments *I* got were from my Trib and Sun customers.

But I guess it's all for something, isn't it? It's all for soul progress/soul growth in the end...

So, 10,000 years or 100,000 years from now I will be stronger as a soul, more resilient, just like my Guardian Angel...not moving from his values.

Course: Planning Your Life

The other day (Sunday 20-juillet) to be exact), I wrote on here that both Andrew and Stephen, my two future sons said that they at first could not go on to Assiniboine Park with me that day. They said that they were taking a course that was important to them.

I let go and let them take this course. Afterwards, around 3 pm Moonwalker my spirit guide announced to me that both boys were ready to go to the Park.

By Tuesday I was wondering, what was the subject matter or title of this course they are taking in Heaven?

Andrew told me that the name or subject of the course is:

Planning Your Life

I guess this is just one session out of many for that particular detail about planning one's life path before incarnating to Earth.

Race Cars & Reiki

My future son, Andrew and I were chatting last night.

I asked him what hobbies or books he likes. He said:

"Car books".

So I asked him to give more detail. What kind of car books?

"Race cars".

This morning I went to the River Heights Library. There are two books that come the closest:

1) DK Eyewitness Books - Cars: Discover the story of cars - from the earliest horseless carriages to the modern supercar

2) DK Car Crazy: Awesome autos > blazing bikes > terrific trucks

The rest of the collection in the 629.222 section has to do with service vehicles, construction equipment, etc... not race cars.

That's what I so much disliked about coming to this small branch. It lacks variety.

Then I went onto the Internet and found a recent broadcast of the 2014 Daytona 500 broadcast on FOX last February.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZHx_cS_DsjE

Before that round of questions I had said that it'd be nice to have Reiki and Massage, but I can't afford it.

Andrew said for me to lay down on my tummy, and to rest my head straight.

I could feel warmth on the mid part of my back, and also on the top of my head.

He said "You have issues with your Solar Plexus and your Crown Chakra". To confirm, my first Reiki practitioner also said the same about my Solar Pexus chakra. This is the point that affects self image and how we feel others perceive us.

Then also said "You need to take the (oregano) oil every day for the next month so that you can have improved psychic experiences".

At the end of the 15 min. Reiki session, Andrew said "Your Solar Plexus chakra has been restored".

Moonwalker said "Thank you Andrew". Of course I also said thank you too.

Both my future kids spent time with me on Sunday afternoon at Assiniboine Park... I lay on the grass near the prairie dog area near Lyric Stage...while both boys I could sense (not see) sitting on the nearby bench.

Andrew said to me that he'd try and find a girlfriend for me... I guess I've never asked him before to do that ... Hey, I (and possibly you) helped find Mom and Dad while before we were born.

Men / Dad's Seeing Preborn Kids in Dreams or Trance State

I know it's almost common knowledge that women can sometimes see their future kids in their dreams.
Some have seen their future kids as far back as 10 years prior to birth them.
But because "future kids" are in spirit, in Heaven, and men are made of the same "star stuff" (soul and spirit) as women are...
...

Why is it not shared amongst men that they can sometimes see their future kids before they're born?

Here's one anecdotal story of a mother seeing his son play with her husband 5 months before he's born...

http://paranormal.about.com/od/lifeafterdeathreincarnat/a/Life-Before-Birth_2.htm

Assiniboine Park with Andrew, Stephen

My two future kids, Andrew (appears as a 7 yr. old boy) and Stephen (appears as a 3 1/2 yr. old boy) spent some time with me on the weekend. They are not yet incarnated, they are spirits who live in Heaven.

They said 'yes' to accompanying me to Assiniboine Pk. Sunday, but only after they had taken a course in Heaven. I don't know what subject this course was about. Andrew told me that I too had taken the same course once in the past (between lives) a LONG time ago. I guess I'll have to ask him what course it was.

This was a chance for me to be like a parent and give the priority to my future kids...They can accompany me, after they had completed the session of the course.

So around 3 pm I woke up from a nap. My friend had walked in the door, and Moonwalker my guide whispered in my ear:

Moonwalker: Do you still want to go to the Park? Your kids are READY.

Jim: Yes, I'm ready to go now.

So I got dressed and went by bus to Assiniboine Park.

We got off at Kelvin bus stop. I know I'm supposed to get off at Park, but the bus is just going so fast. I missed this same stop last February too, but alas, there was no snow this time.

Even though I can't see them, I sensed that at first, my two future sons walked behind me, then they walked in front of me later on.

So after spending some time at the Duck Pond ... there were actually Ducks there, no Geese...We went off to where the Groundhogs(?) / Prairie Dogs were.

I could sense that the boys sat at one of the benches, while I lay on the grass.

And then I / we crossed over the pedestrian bridge, and the 11 Portage bus came at that moment.

I sensed that they had gotten bored, and left me by the time the bus got back to Polo Park.

Later on, back home I lay down to rest because it was +32 C outside and no air. conditioning inside...

I heard Andrew say; emphasize one of the words:

"You've given UP.

You're living in the past."

He also said "I can help you, if you'll let me."

Of course he has something in it for him and his younger brother. If he were to help me in whatever way that is, including finding his Mom / my Wife/parter ...then they could incarnate and we'd be a family.

Yeah, OK guys, if you can help me, in my Broken state -- no job, no home, broken teeth (who'd wanna kiss THAT?)

Mommy? "Yes" "No"

Last night I asked my future sons - Andrew and Stephen ... if they like a certain woman of child bearing age (currently 35) if they'd like it if she was their Mom.

One boy said "Yes", the other said "No"... They said it one after the other.

Seeing My Future Son Andrew Again...

Came home yesterday early evening, after volunteering... Had some dinner, then lay down for a bit...

I heard in my left ear the following:

Other Spirit = early middle age woman.

Other Spirit: How much (money) does he have?

Moonwalker: Not much.

I heard this conversation for about 30 to 45 seconds.

Then I heard the Other Spirit address me and say:

Other Spirit: Mr. Jaworski we're going to pray for YOU.

Me: Who Me?

Other Spirit: Yes YOU.

Later on I asked Moonwalker how many spirits were in the room with us. She started counting, and reach 50.

Moonwalker: There are 50 Souls in the Room.

Still later on...

One of my future sons, either Andrew or Stephen, told me to go into the washroom so that I can see him.

I didn't act on that until Wednesday night after 10h30.

I saw the back of Andrew's head, his hair, which is NOT Blonde, but I think is more medium Blonde / Brown or so. I cannot say exactly because in spirit, from Heaven, I can only see them in Greyscale (B&W). Andrew showed me the back of his head of hair so I could recognize more clearly and map what the colour would be if he were in colour.

Some background is in order.

Back in early 2010 I had had another boy spirit who called himself Jolly Roger Boy. He had visited me when I had gone into my apt. washroom to go into trance state because there are no windows there and the room was very dark.

"Jolly Roger 14 Year Old Boy" I'd call out to him.

He had visited my workplace, as a spirit of course, in late 2010 and I asked him what he thought of my work. He said to me "It looks boring". Awww.....

He had even slept with me on a few occasions because I felt something against my back and I had checked at the time, it was NOT one of my cats.

Anyways Jolly Roger Boy stopped visiting me in February 2010 because I had not been able to keep a promise to him of not leaking - wetting beyond the capacity of my Tranquility ATN diaper. My blood sugar was high and when it is like that I tend to pee very often...I call it the "3 minute pee". So after Jolly Roger Boy left me, one day I heard a very loud, but sweet boy's voice about the age of 3 1/2 years say to my right ear "Come see what we look like! Come see what we look like!"

I told the boy spirit that I wasn't interested because the one who had left me I had loved so much because he was so peaceful and serene around me. And who is "we"?

Well I got into the washroom and after about 5 minutes of getting into trance state, I started to see one older boy of about 7 yrs. and the other about 3 1/2...

Around that time, prior or after, I had recorded an EVP where the boys introduced themselves as:

"I'm Andrew." "I'm Stephen" "and I'm ..." I can't remember the adult man's name, but it seems like he's their caregiver in Heaven. Haven't heard from him since, but the boys kept in contact with me through 2010 and into 2011.

One day I went to meditation group in Spring of 2010... and I guess my soul vibration was high enough, and I actually invited Andrew and Stephen to come along with me and my friend to meditation class.

I remember they were talking to me and giggling or something. I heard them for a bit and I said that I need to concentrate on meditation and that they'd have to be quiet for a few minutes.

I used to see the boys tousling their hair, rubbing their eye if they were tired and it was after 20h30 (8:30 pm). They used to wave at me. There wasn't anything else we could do besides wave and smile and pat their hair (I felt a mild electrical buzz).

One evening I was on my mattress, and I looked up at my bookshelf and I saw Andrew, sitting on my bookshelf, pointing his hand and index finger at me and smiling. He was basically saying...

"I know you can see me, cause I can see YOU!"

So, it's been about 3 years since that time.

Moonwalker, my great grandmother has been the majority of communication with Heaven since that time.

So this week was the first in 3 years since I saw Andrew, my possible future son.

I'd like to have him be my Human son, but I don't have enough $ and I don't have a job.

I want my two sons not to live off of EIA...I don't want them to learn to depend on that.

So, who'd be the right Mommie for my boys?

Jolly Roger Boy stopped

http://www.psychic-experiences.com/real-psychic-story.php?story=4352

BLOG FWD: There is no such thing as an Autistic Adult

http://pensiveaspie.wordpress.com/2014/07/14/there-is-no-such-thing-as-an-autistic-adult/

Of course this is ABSOLUTELY, 100% NOT TRUE, but this is something I am told every day by the media and organizations that claim to “support Autism.”

When I first suspected I had Asperger’s, I immediately began looking for more information about a diagnosis and support. A google search of Autism and Jacksonville, FL was hopeful. So many resources! CARD (Center for Autism and Related Disabilities). The HEAL (Healing Every Autistic Life) Foundation. Jacksonville School for Autism. The Learning Tree. There is even an annual Autism Symposium every year!! Surely I hit the Autism Support Jackpot, right?

Wrong.

I too have hit the 'brick wall' in MY search for proper supports as a now 48 yr old guy diagnosed just last year with this.

IDK, at this stage I really feel I just need to start over again. It's basically a LOST CAUSE at this stage.

But perhaps, if enough of us were to start OUR OWN Aspie / High Funct. Autism organisation... We surely have the Skills to set up websites, newsletters, staff organizations, architecture design... we all have the TOOLS to create an Org. that would be created by US to help US, and not hooked into BIG PHARMA, or standard Dr.'s willing to reduce us with pills.

Some REAL help is only as far away as a bunch of us taking the steps to begin something like this.

I've been told by my spirit guide, I'll be incarnating on this planet for another millennium, and then make it to the 5th Dimension (Star Trek space travel on a star ship)...So the best thing to do NOW is to gather enough SOMEWHERE on this planet and build the organizations to help US.

Applying for an apt. while on EIA

I'm in the process of applying for an apt. The Rent is $695 for a Bach. suite.

On the weekend I withdrew about $400 (minus 10% tax = $360) from my RSP so when an apt. comes up I can pay the Damage Dep.

Also I faxed in my Volunteer Form on Wednesday, so that I'd have an additional $100 income for the month.

Guess what happened today (Monday)?

I got the $360 from the RSP, but the $100 was not 'installed' into my account.

I spent about $20 of the $360 on Sunday, and also today spent another of the $20.
Now I have $323 left and no $100 yet from EIA.
I have to phone EIA on Tuesday to find out where is my $100?

Otherwise folks, it's getting closer and closer to July 31st and hey...I've not been Homeless in this lifetime yet, so hey...

My wish or want or need is to live in a group home environment...Not had that either...Been told that I'm too well (not Autistic enough) to need that. "Jim, you're smart, and you've lived on your own before, now just find an apt. You'll do FINE" is what my supports have been telling me... Some of the same supports have also been helping me look for places on Kijiji together - thank you Pat, Marie, Orianne and Candice.

High Funct. Autism and Homelessness

http://www.huffingtonpost.ca/steve-lafleur/homeless-spikes_b_5572897.html

The issue, for me at least, is not just to say "hey Jim, you'll do fine, now just find an apt. ... You've lived on your own before. You'll do fine" ... I'm sorry but it's more complicated than that... I'm a high functioning autistic adult, and because of that I was not able (priorities?) to put enough effort into keeping my apt. clean... I would frequently get complaints from my caretaker telling me to "clean your apartment". I had 2 cats in a carpeted suite. How do other people keep cats or dogs and not have their apt. smell of pet urine and feces? Life skills training is the answer...

I'm saying here that for autistic people and similar we NEED others to live with us, so we can SHARE in the responsibility of maintaining a home.

And not giving us, the HIGH FUNCT. AUTISTICS that OPTION... because we're NOT as NEEDY as the more severely autistic? I JUST DON'T GET IT!

This past week, I listened to an interview on CBC's The Current where they interviewed a French Canadian mother who adopted a Korean infant.



This baby developed PTSD and was diagnosed with Attachment Disorder.



http://www.cbc.ca/thecurrent/episode/2014/07/09/one-mothers-difficult-story-of-adoption/

The mother said that PTSD in this case causes ongoing stress.

So, in my case, where I was neglected in MY NEED to remain in my babyhood state, even at the age of 3, 4, 5, 6, etc... Was denied going back, even though I looked physically as a boy, emotionally I was not properly TRANSITIONED into boyhood, and was basically SHAMED for even wanting that.

That is not right, and I'm glad that this is being addressed by Gen X and Gen Y parents, who, through so-called 'permissive parenting' allow their pre-school offspring to COMPLETE their babyhood naturally. It should be up to the kid, boy or girl, to say when they are DONE with babyhood things... NEVER the parent. It should be part of a Human Right to that.

The Next Osama...

ISIS leader is the "next Osama Bin Laden"... He is an employee of the CIA.

The USA is building up this man's identity, trying to scare us UP, and one day blame "the next Osama" for some sort of 9/11-like event.

Just sayin'

http://www.ctvnews.ca/world/video-purportedly-shows-isis-leader-delivering-sermon-in-iraq-1.1900649

July 31st, 2014

So, I'm gonna do this ONCE and ONCE only.

As of 31st of July 2014 (that's this year), if I don't find another home, I will indeed become homeless.

It is not that I WANT to be homeless, it is indeed more close that I feel I need a new identity, new city, new experience, fix what was broken in THIS LIFE, etc...

I have been told by my Team (guardian angels - Rexy and now Elizabeth, and guide - Moonwalker) that if I had drowned myself in the River in 2013 I would be facing thousands of years in Hell.

Or other "wishes" on myself

In earlier 2014 I was told that a NEW Book of Life was set up for me, for my life as Adrien in Paris France.

All *I* need do is to keep away from thoughts of wanting to drown, or be eaten, etc... meditate daily, pray the rosary daily... and maybe, just maybe, I will be taken up to Heaven or at least a Purgatory planet, and return... have been guaranteed _before 2024_ to reincarnate as Adrien.

I am 48 yrs. old. I basically have no job prospects, as of later this month, no home.

I have been losing extended family for the past few years.

I cannot afford a good accommodation because now even a 1 bdrm. apt. will cost $800.... Just ask my friend Michael.

The so-called mental health system has told me, point blank... "No we can't help you much Jim, in your autism. If you had been born in 1996 or later, yes. But at your age, you'll just have to manage on your own... Now go out there and find an apt. before you become homeless".

Please, please, please ... people... pray for me as a soul, as a spirit, as someone who has incarnated on this planet several several times in the past 28,000 years. Pray that God, in all that God IS...guides me safely into Purgatory or Heaven, and that I do not fall to Hell if I die this year.

It is very important that you do this.

So is anyone in the Winnipeg area willilng to take me in? No I am NOT WORKING right now, and unless something changes... I do have a good work ethic though, and I do  volunteer... I don't play videogames in my basement while watching pay-tv (I guess Netflix is the equivalent nowadays).

Thank you, and Namaste.

It's Time To Be Adrien!

http://kingst0n-rossdale.tumblr.com/image/90153077933

There are preschool-age kids in the basement of the River Heights Library, participating in a group activity of some kind. Some left for home because I think that activity just ended at 11h.

That got me thinking...

Another + in my justification for me choosing to reincarnate now is this...

The souls who have come back in Human form...some of them are first time to Earth, others have waited perhaps 100 years or so, others are deceased Baby Boomers and Gen X'ers....

I have more in common with these souls, and as mentioned in parenting columns that kids born since about 2002 see their parents as friends and vice versa, compared to my generation X whose parents grew up in the Depression Era...

If I reincarnate now, I will have more in common with my parents and also the kids of 2002 and beyond (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Generation_Z)...

If I were to die, and then not be able to come back until decades later, and a newer, higher generation of souls come to Earth, who are HIGHER VIBRATION...it will become more and more difficult for myself and other souls to REACH that soul vibration.

So, the time is now.

Since the Fall of 2013 I have been working with my spirit guide, Moonwalker, to create a new life for me. That life is not yet 'activated', but is still in the planning stages...like when we're in Heaven before a life and we go thru a checklist with one of our guides and SELECT what options we want to be or experience coming up.

So, I have selected to be a Human male, living in Paris, France, will continue to have the Autism gene, will live close enough to access (by walk) rail rapid transit - whether that be the Paris Metro, the RER, or  Transilien. I know some French, and I've wanted to practice conversational French...

In this life / En cet vie ... I have had access to keyboard musical instruments. I have had more than 40 years (ans) experience in playing along with tunes on the radio. However, growing up, my Dad was not able to afford music lessons for me...But as Adrien, I choose to place myself into a family whose Dad CAN afford a good quality music keyboard (a Yamaha Tyros 2 or 3 would be fine), and to have music lessons at an early age, so I can perhaps when I get older, play in a Rock band playing 1960s-1980s music, or something similar.

Next... I (feel), based on a past life meditation in July 2010 that I was a Great White Shark approx. 2000 years ago, off the coast of the Northern Territory (territoire) of Australia. One day, while I was swimming in the sea, a young man about the age was swimming too. I think I ate him. His parents got some people together and they harpooned me to death... I think that, while I have had a total of 4 Human lives since the Middle Ages, I have been prevented (?) from swimming... Maybe it's karma, or maybe I just have promise God that I won't eat another Human... I don't know... But I DO want to learn to swim again. So I choose to have parents who also can swim and can teach me or send me off for swimming lessons.

Because I choose to continue with the Autism experience, and also because my babyhood was suddenly pulled from me approx. March 1969... and also if you look at  'baby culture' nowadays, you'll see some boys and girls, about 3 or 4, sometimes 5, sitting in a stroller and sucking on a binky/pacifier. I want to experience a FULL babyhood this time around and that it should be MY DECISION when to let it go... Just look at Kingston Rossdale, poster child for this natural babyhood... I have seen a photo of him with the title that he was 6 yrs. old and had a yellow binky and a Star Wars t-shirt. And diapers for me, even when I am 10 years old or so... I just HATE underwear. I love diapers and they make me feel 'complete'. Crib time, and when I have my younger sibblings, I just want to have my crib time, and if that means buying an additional crib or allowing me to have a 1 or 2 hour afternoon nap in my younger sibbling's crib, then that's all I want.

It's time to be Adrien!