Second Dimension Demon

This week I saw for the second time a 'demon elemental' which to me is defined as a spirit being with just a 'head' but without the rest of the body.

Last time I saw this shape was on November 4 2009 when two demon elementals pushed me off of my mattress and onto the floor, crashing into a plastic table where I had put my keys, some coins and stuff like that. These were brightly coloured (light yellowish/whiteish) but malevolent to me.

About 10 days ago I was at a friend of a friend's home and slept over there during the weekend.

There is a female sex demon at this home named Georgina, and she asked me 'do you want me?' ... When I said "no" she said other stuff like 'do you want to die tonight? There is an ambulance waiting for you.' I told her to 'buzz off'.

When I told my sister about this she said I should sage my apt. So I bought a stick this weekend, and a lighter and a metal bowl.

Did a sage smudge Sunday, and Monday.

On Monday / Tuesday early morning as I was going to sleep I partly opened my eyes and see this smaller head shape (non-human) that is floating along my heat register where I have my hygiene stuff on it. This elemental was almost as large/tall taking up the height of a 623 gram container of Johnson & Johnson Baby Powder.

It looks like this...



It appeared two dimensional and its facial features were darker than the rest of the face. It was two different shades of grey. It was kind of both minding its own business but also was just nearby my bed.

It was bigger than the dark grey/almost black 'blobs' that I had seen in my early childhood (which turned out to be my spirit guides) and the other blobs I saw on December 22 2009 that followed me home from the General Hosp. where my Mom had stayed.

Has anyone seen these?

I sensed it was neither malevolent nor benevolent, but my consciousness had seen it because I had been meditating near a sacred site (the Manitoba Legislature/Temple) and smudged my apt. recently. My pineal gland has been buzzing/vibrating recently too.

Maybe it wasn't even a Demon. Maybe just a plain two dimensional harmless elemental. And I sensed that in terms of soul age, going by Michael Newton's scale - Baby Soul, Young Soul, Mature Soul, Old Soul... this one was a late Baby Soul... It is quite possible that all of us looked like this millions or billions of years ago.

BOOK: The Vengeful DJinn

Earlier this year a book written by paranormal researcher Rosemary Ellen Guiley and Philip J Imbrogno was published.

Because of my personal experiences with a Jinn, I was curious to find out more about them, since up until maybe 2005 not much has been written or posted about them on the Internet or in books in Western culture. Lots of stuff via the Muslim faith but not as much in English.

This is starting to change as more and more of us raise our level of consciousness and as a result re-open our psychic senses like our 3rd eye, psychic hearing, and psychic feeling.

Rosemary was interviewed last year on July 10 2010 about their upcoming book about the Jinn/Djinn and I was excited for when it'd be published..

I bought a signed copy in the Spring and I have read some of it...The whole book is not totally devoted to Shadow Men but a chapter is. Maybe that's why the book hasn't held my interest 100% unlike some of the other books I've read recently, like Zecharia Sitchin's The 12th Planet, about the Annunaki from Sirius C.

Anyways, here's a link to the DJinn book...

Thomas Sheridan on Psychopathic Mind

We live in a time of the Great Awakening. A time when we can finally move this planet from a path to tyranny to one of responsible freedom.

Until recently I had worked for the federal government as a clerk and I believe in altruism - being of service to others. However during those 12 years of service, I was a victim of workplace bullying and stuff, some of it was subtle, and other stuff more open.

Sheridan has written a book about psychopathic personalities, which are those who are rewarded with positions of power in the workplace. It is Human Resources departments who track who is a "good person" like myself and who is the psychopathic personality. We'd get rid of (they'd move back to being a "processor") after personality conflicts between myself and them. Then I'd have the intention that our next Supervisor would be nice and treat all of us well. Turned out that the next one -- didn't matter what year or time, that the next Supervisor would be as bad as the previous one ... usually it would come out in the form of micro-managing my work, which my personality seems to clash with/is not compatible with. I prefer an arms-length relationship between me and my supervisor - that he or more than likely in gov't , she, would trust me enough to not come up to my desk more than is necessary. But then some other people love to be micro-managed because at the soul level, they are Young Souls (as per Michael Newton) need the direction of others moreso than Mature souls like myself.

So going back to psychopathic supervisors in the workplace. You know at our workplace we had posters saying "respect in the workplace" is our , but it was the supervisors, with the backing of the HR that treated us poorly and the federal gov't Union would side with the supervisors and HR to "toe the line"....

But like Thomas says in his radio interview, stuff like this can only serve to "wake up" Humanity, and I'm glad that he is letting the "normal" (non-Reptilian brain dominant / more spiritually advanced) Humans know just why our workplaces and some relationships, and politicians are the way they are.

Red Ice Radio - Thomas Sheridan
http://www.redicecreations.com/radio/2011/06/RIR-110626-tsheridan-low.mp3

amazon.com - Puzzling People: The Labyrinth of the Psychopath
http://www.amazon.com/Puzzling-People-Psychopath-Thomas-Sheridan/dp/1905605285

Names of the Stars in the Big Dipper

The easiest constellation to identify in the night sky is The Big Dipper. But why do most of us not know more detail about this set of stars?

The stars that we can see easily and not so easily have been studied for eons by astronomers and the better telescopes we have the clearer the stars have become.

I use this program Stellarium to identify the stars that I see at night, so that I can know which is which and not just say to myself "what a beautiful night time sky with all those stars visible above."

Nah, I'm ready to go more deeper than that, with the aid of technology ... a star map if you will...

This is the sort of that kids should be learning - more than just studying our immediate Solar system. I know when I was in forced education camp during the 1970s and 1980s, we never learned this back in the day... But with computer technology, and the Internet, there is no longer an excuse not to.

Here's The Big Dipper as viewed in Stellarium program.

From the top left part of the "handle" back to the top right of the end of the "pan" are:

1. Alkaid - 100 ly
2. Mizar - 78 ly
3. Alioth - 80 ly
4. Megrez - 81 ly
5. Phad - 83 ly
6. Merak - 79 ly
7. Dubhe - 123 ly

What I note about this set of stars is that two of them, Alkaid and Dubhe, are not 80 light years away but about 20 ly further back from us.

And just out of the frame of this screen capture is Arcturus, 36 ly away. If you can see Alkaid and Mizar, they point to Arcturus which is SW and lower in the sky (from Earth) than them.

Chakra Colours - 8th, 9th, and 10th

This is info channeled/received by my spirit guide, Moonwalker tonight during meditation.

8th Chakra - Gold
9th Chakra - Blue (darker than the 5th/Throat)
10th Chakra - Green (like the 4th/Heart)

8th Chakra - Shaman healing ability, Karma, OOBE, cosmic-level observation
http://www.wisdomsdoor.com/hb/hhb-21.shtml

9th Chakra -Karmic blueprint, cumulative skills/abilites from all past lives,
http://www.wisdomsdoor.com/hb/hhb-22.shtml

10th Chakra - Integration of masculine-feminine energy
http://www.wisdomsdoor.com/hb/hhb-23.shtml

Aern Peeps Out from Laundry Room Door

I hadn't written about this at the time because when it had originally occurred Mom had just passed away. I didn't want to tell others that Aern was still living in the basement even after trying to send him to Heaven (Jinns live for 1000 years at a time) - until I learned about the Jinn I had assumed that Aern was just a former Human who died and couldn't get to Heaven for some reason.

The day was Sunday January 10 2010.

Both my Dad and young sister were in the middle of that lab-engineered stomach flu that was making its rounds. Dad was sick and was laying down on the sofa, and sister was laying down in her room.

One of them vomited and so I put the item into the washing machine.

After stepping off the last step to reach the basement, from partly opened doorway that leads to the laundry room/furnace room, I stopped in my tracks because I could see this hat peeping out from the door. I knew it was Aern because I know his soul/energy signature... This was his second appearance after we prayed for him on November 8 2009.

So he was kind of wanting to show that he was still living in the basement, and that he was still near our dimension, but also was still a tad angry at me and also fearful of me after the prayer.

Anyways, my third eye had still been very much active a week after Mom died.

Aern the Jinn taps me on shoulder

Sunday July 3rd 2011 I was coming back upstairs after I got something. I felt a medium-force tap on the right part of my upper back in the back hallway.

I didn't see anything behind me that I could have bumped into, and it did feel like an index finger.

It must have been none other than Aern the Jinn, who was just letting me know he was nearby.

He did not speak to me, nor did I see him this time round.

It looks like he's forgiven me for trying to send him to Heaven on November 8 2009.

The 5th/Throat Chakra

"The Throat Chakra is connected with Out of Body Experiences."

— My female spirit guide Moonwalker

My chronological age in Mars years

If I were currently living on the planet Mars, my age would be 23.9 years old.

On Earth each year is counted as 364.4 days.

On Mars each year is counted as 686.9 days.

Someone on Wikipedia did the calculation for the difference between Earth years and Mars years.... it's 1.8808 times that of Earth.

So if you take 45 years and divide by 1.8808 you get 23.9 Mars years.

So if I were to live for 80 Earth years, that would mean my age in Mars years would be 42.

But the good thing about this slower chronological aging in Mars time is that you'd appear physically almost 2x the same as you would on Earth.... Does that mean a sort of extended childhood, or does it work a bit differently than that?

Alex Collier, who has been in contact with beings from Andromeda since 1964 says that the Andromedan kids have an education that lasts for about 150 years. So if that is what is... then the time they spend before they are educated ... their baby and toddler years.... how long does that last? Why I ask is because if you notice..... when we are born, our bodies grow very very quickly, and then sometime in our late teens early 20ies our bodies "fill out" and growth stops.

So to really slow down biological aging and live a full life, one must do things like meditation, Reiki, Yoga, eat and drink well, and keep a positive attitude.

The love you withhold is the pain that you carry

"The love you withhold is the pain that you carry, lifetime after lifetime."

— Vasais of Andromeda via Alex Collier

Similarities Between George W Bush and Robespierre

Monday I was in our local Library and beside me where I was sitting was a bookshelf full of 'graphic novels' - comic strip like stories.

I picked one out randomly and the title was . The year and dates that the story is set in is during the French Revolution of the late mid-1790s. This book was just published April 2011.

I don't know much about this time in history, since I'm not European (in this life) and in school we were mainly shown Canadian History.

At the time I didn't know how much of this particular story is true and how much was fiction.

The stories characters are:

- a tyranical ruler of France who has a campaign called the Reign of Terror
A boy, 13 year-old boy, Bara who is used as a model to paint The Supreme Being
The painter, David.

In both the story and the Wikipedia page about Robespierre, this ruler kills by cutting off the heads of anyone who opposes him.... Guantanemo Bay torture anybody?

He was part of a a Committee of Public Safety, just like George W set up Homeland Security.

From Robespierre's Reign of Terror to the War Against Terror of George W.

The list goes on.

Some differences do exist .. .Robespierre was an orator and could speak for 2 hours at a time. George W either intentionally or unintentionally is not able to speak very convincingly.

At the end of the real life Robespierre, one day the people stood up to him, captured him. He tried to shoot his head off but only injured his jaw. Then he was taken the guillotine and sliced....heads up...



So because I believe in reincarnation, I'm wondering whether G W Bush is a reincarnated Robespierre.

Riding a Horse to the Town Library circa 1865

Since the past month I have been having more insight, analysis, "what makes sense" of my past life in western England (Cotswold region) between 1850 and 1875.

Until one day I can link a family surname and stuff like that I cannot prove that our family actually lived in this region of England, but it somehow feels right. This region is known for its sheep and wool production. In this life, my Dad's mother used to knit stuff for the grandkids like toques and mitts. My Mom never did that. I would think that my Mom would have carried over that talent of knitting, but perhaps the wool that we gathered we just sold off to the market. I don't know for sure yet. It's just speculation for now.

This insight was not part of a new meditation vision, but a portion/scene of the original one from June 22 2009. The new insight begins like this...

In 1865 when I am 15 years old, it is Summer, and I am wearing sandals. I am going to the town Library with my family (same Mom and Dad and one of my sisters - who is 8 years old at the time) on the horse(s). I am looking at some magazine and  I wanted to stay longer, but Dad says we have to go back to the farm.
Something very similar happened in 1979/80 when I had to go to the Centennial Library in Winnipeg here to do research for a school project on the Winnipeg Flood of 1950.

The next day or a few days after that I asked if I could ride one of the horses to the town Library on my own from then on.

I sense that we had 2 farm work horses, and so Mom and Dad made sure that I knew how to tie it up to a post, so that it wouldn't get lost and run away.

So, as I faintly recall...it's more of a knowing feeling and not an actual visualization.

I used to really enjoy riding this horse to and from the town Library on a regular basis. It used to be just me and the horse, and I could be thinking something about life and say something like "right Horsee?" (whatever the name of the horse) LOL.

Back in that lifetime there were no rubber casual shoes. In the Winter you wore boots, and in the Summer you wore dress shoes for nice occasional like Church or sandals for working in the field or just hanging outdoors.

In fact, just recently, based on this past life memory via past life session on June 22 2009, I decided to buy my first pair of sandals in 136 years. So in mid-May this year I went shopping for a pair. I went into a shop on Lilac St, but the shoes they had were not the style I wanted. They referred me to European Shoe on Academy Rd. When I went home and checked their website their prices were way more than what I was expecting to pay...like $200 for one pair.

So I typed in "Sandals Winnipeg" and up came a link to Canadian Footwear where they had a few reasonably priced ones...$60-$90. Much better. I wrote down a few styles that I liked and the next day tried my first choice. They looked cheap and rubbery, and didn't feel right. Next I tried on the $90 pair made of suede... N...i...c...e... The guy measured my feet and the size of the suede ones, with the Columbia label, and it was mine.

It feels so cool wearing the sandals while riding my bike, having the wind pass thru my feet like that. I guess the feeling is similar when riding a horse with sandals on.

The sandals I wear don't have the part that goes between your big toe and the toe next to it because that might irritate the skin and as I have type 2 Diabetes that is not a good thing. Also since I have been having troubles with getting a good pair of socks that don't scrunch my toes, having the sandals on a few times helps the toes on the left foot... I know not to overdo the sandals and that I should keep wearing the regular casual shoes and to rotate using them.

Back to the past life story...

So, one day at the Library I guess I was looking at possibly a horse racing magazine or the newspaper and I must have read about racing or steeplechase racing... Because at that point I got so fascinated by it that I wanted to have one of our two work horses become racers. Well, that wouldn't work out, and now I understand that when you just have 2 on the farm, you can't give one up to race because they are work horses. I suppose if we had more than 2 then maybe Dad could have given/sold one to me... But it didn't work out that way.

So I spent the next few years, I don't know when my fascination with doing this began or when it ended.

I could imagine that it must have created lots of stress in our family at the time, and I guess that Mom and Dad would have given me three options...

1. Stay on the farm and help with the chores and maybe get paid and then buy a horse
2. Get married, raise a family and then buy a horse and race it.
3. Move to town or a larger city and do something else

If I had just hung on for 3 or 4 years maybe I would have crossed paths with someone who could have helped me realize my dream. But something ended that in some way.

BTW, while I was contemplating this stuff I was on a bike ride. When I came back home the first clock I saw was my alarm clock in my room, which incorrectly read 12:34, so it is a sign from my spirit guide(s) that the part about not having enough horses to spare to have one to race is  correct.

See also:
June 22 2009 - Past Life Session 1
Researching 19th Century Past Life in Rural England
Flickr.com - Cotswold group

"I Am Annunaki"

Originally posted to the David Icke Forum, I'm re-posting here to my blog because it wasn't written about at the time.

Heard during meditation "I am Annunaki" - that the being saying that to me was.

This was approx. around February 24th or February 25th 2011 at 0500 GMT, while I was meditating.

I felt a slight presence on my left side, and I heard the phrase twice in my left ear.

I said telepathically in response "How do I know you are a legit Annunaki and not a Demon? How can I discern you?"

I didn't get a response.

I have been reading Zecharia Sitchin's books and have been watching interview clips of him and also about Nibiru and Tiamat recently. And also re-listening to Ramtha's talk about the beginnings of Humanity. So the Annunaki are in my near consciouness thought - I'm focusing on them.

If the voice did not continue to communicate with me, is that a sign it was really coming from a Demon who was trying to deceive/trick me?

Generation Y's Future Arthritis

One day I shall have the last laugh as millions and millions of cell phone users who text most of their day will start to feel the consequences of texting years before.

Our bodies have joints which contain a certain amount of lubricant. Athletes and others who over exert/overuse their joints will eventually run out of body lubricant ... and so those primarily under 30-year-olds ... the "Generation Y" ... or as I used to refer to them in the 1980s as ... "the Yuppie Puppies" ... one day it'll all catch up to them ....and they'll be the ones suffering from Arthritis in their hand joints.

I will be so happy, because right now I'm starting to warn them.... They look at me as if they don't care...they're still young...etc.

See also:
Yahoo! Search on 'Arthritis texting cell phone'

Music Video - Howard Jones - Let the People have their Say

A music video with a message of self empowerment, from 1998 by Howard Jones, who is a Lightworker soul helping to up the frequency of planet Earth...

Irritating Daily Fire/Ambulace Drills

Hi again,

I am writing this blog post that is somewhat off of my usual ramblings around here that has to do with spirituality.

I have lived in Downtown Winnipeg for the past 20 years and I have become used to the rhythms of this neighbourhood.

I am very sensitive/aware of the environment around me. I chose to be like that before I incarnated this life time, and I firmly believe that in my prior lifetime (1850-1875 in western England) that I was also similar.

I love urban life, and I choose to live downtown because when I chose to live in this neighbourhood 20 years ago it was so I'd be within walking distance to the central Library. I will write about my feeling/memory of my past life and how I used to go to the Library on a horse, but that is for another blog post.

Recently, in the past couple of years, the City bought additional emergency vehicles. It bought extra ambulances and extra fire engines. That is all well fine and good. Winnipeg is a growing city and we need to have more like this...

But the problem I have with the additional fleet is that the City fire/ambulance crew conducts daily drills - with full sirens blaring.

I have noticed two that are conducted on a daily, or aldmost daily occurrance:

1. Near the intersection of Main St @ McDermot Avenue around 2:30 p.m.
2. Near the intersection of Donald @ Broadway around 4:50 or 4:54 p.m.

I have noticed/observed the first incidence when I was working for Agriculture Canada. The second incidence was that if I walked home or got home about 10 minutes before 5 p.m. that almost every single weekday afternoon, with cars backed up in heavy traffic southbound on the Midtown Bridge, that there'd be this regular occurrance of an ambulance with its sirens wailing trying to get thru.

I have travelled several times to various larger cities in North America over the past 10-11 years and no where else but in Winnipeg have I heard sirens or emergency drills taking place as often as I have here... Not in Toronto, not in Vancouver, not in Chicago.

So, this has been quite annoying to me because while it is much more difficult to prove than chemtrail activity - because one can have photographed a location with sky above and when that person is finally aware of them they can review their old photos and see the chemtrail activity from years before.

My theory is that sirens of various kinds - from Police, Fire, or Ambulance are basically FEAR energy and the part of the purpose of doing the drills or having the Police have their sirens turn on and off during the night in the neighbourhood is to create a FEAR energy to lower the spiritual vibrations of our city and thus hold us down spiritually from becoming more loving. Didn't the Nazis conduct lots of siren drills before WWII to perhaps scare/annoy citizens?

But what I will do is to video this and post to Youtube and then I will link from here.

I'm just tired of the siren/ambulance/fire drill happening daily at the same time, and I want them to do this less frequently, perhaps once per week rather than the the regularity they are doing this at the moment.

This other writer, is asking why in his town the air raid sirens get activated daily. The official response was that that was the method the town/city gave notice that all the volunteer emergency vehicles (and staff) were available if/when an emergency occurred. Just like the poster says, it seems odd that they would do it that way rather than use a cell phone/pager. Perhaps the purpose in both cases is to desensitize us so that when a real big emergency happens ,only apathy will prevail.

Here's another post in which the writer mentions TETRA waves @ 17.6 Hz to affect us physically. I wonder whether the newer sirens create an output harmonic frequency of this that has the ability to disrupt our physical well-being.

Source Rense.com

For a specific example, the new TETRA system which will be used by the police and emergency services in the UK for communication, uses between 380 and 400 MHz, which is switched on and off at such a pulse rate that a pseudo-ELF of 17.6 Hz (17.6 times per second) is produced. this means the brain and nervous system are hit by pulses of UHF (USA terms) microwave (UK terms) every 1/17.6th of a second. This is rather like electrochemical hammer blows to the head at a rate of 17.6 every second. Some of us find hammer drills irritating to listen to, imagine 17.6 hammer-like blows being delivered to the nervous and endocrinal system, at a cellular level - might this not have a disruptive effect on the organism? Since the cells communicate to each other in the ELF range, these hammer-like blows of pseudo-ELF disrupts and derange cellular activities, leading to dysfunction, behavioural changes and onset of carcinogenic proteins which can lead to the organism developing tumours.

I saw a Grey alien in my bathroom

Uh oh...

This is a biggie for me...

As you know, since I've been out of my job since April 15th I seem to have been experiencing more psychic stuff happening, and also during these past two weeks I have also been meditating or trying to with this chemtrail-caused upper respiratory blockage that still hasn't completely gone away yet.

OK, so chalk one up to something completely or nearly new...

While in psychic trance mode - that's where my eyes are open and the room around me fades to black ... I saw start to appear a Grey alien in ether form (not solid). He or it had the oval eyes and was looking at me, but just like the friendly little boys (Jolly Roger Boy, Andrew and his little bro' Stephen) that I had seen, this alien had emerged for a second then went away only to reappear a couple of seconds later in a different pose.

There was another Grey, probably his overlooker or supervisor, who seemed a bit older, and larger, and his mouth had a frown-like shape.

One of them, I can't remember which one now,  did motion with his hands to come with it or him. This being's fingers were twice the length of mine. I did not because I know from others' experience there are two kinds of Greys - benevolent (friendly) and malevolent (the ones who poke us with surgical instruments and have inserted electronic implants). I chose to stay. If I had chosen to go with them my body would have stayed behind while my astral body would have traveled to their lightship.

I stayed because I didn't know if they were benevolent or malevolent. I had love inside me and kept that frequency as much as possible. Also earlier in the day, I had gone to a Massage & Reiki session, so some of my energy was cleared.

While I was sitting on my covered toilet seat I was doing pranic breathing and I could see the soft light of my Guardian Angel Rexufufus, and I felt that he was there to protect my spirit self. Moonwalker gave me the advice "white light yourself to the hilt"... And that I did.

Still I saw this Grey or Greys - it appeared one at at time,but there may have been more than one. And I also saw some sort of hybrid creature, but I only saw it for short seconds and then it vanished.

I tried communicating it by telepathy but got no response.

The Greys are part biological part android beings that are subservient to some sort of Reptilian aliens out there.

The Greys have no body parts for creating children, and their race has been dying off because of this. So their "plan B" is to create hybrid Grey-Humans and they do this by taking our sperm and eggs and matching it up with theirs.

I read last year that this "plan B" has not been very successful. They hybrids are not healthy or something like that. In a way I empathize for them, and want the best for their race of beings, which are part of this part of this Galaxy.

The other things to note is that my own physical health is not exactly 100%. I have a couple of major illnesses - Type 2 Diabetes, Low Thyroid, and a few minor ones - my left ear canal is narrower than the right, I have Eczema, and some Gallstones.

Why would they want me as a specimen?

More later as more info becomes available...

Mom Says "I Love You"

While trying to fall asleep on the early morning hours of Saturday April 23 I hear what I think is my Mom (who died on January 3 2010)...

Mom/spirit: I love you, I love you, I love you.... (keeps repeating over and over again).

The next night, again I'm trying to fall asleep and I hear a woman's voice whispering...

Mom/spirit: I love you, I love you...you are special to me....I am special to you...

I asked who this spirit was, because as you know, I can only hear OR see spirits but not at the same time...My vibrational frequency at this time in my soul's progress doesn't quite allow that as of yet...

Mom/spirit: Mom......Mom.....Mom...can you hear me?

Me: Yes, sort of, but you're not coming in as loudly as (my Uncle) Rudy Sokalski (died 1995) as on March 2 2009 12 hours after Smiles the Cat dies and while at my parent's home I hear him loudly exclaim "Now that's the one I've been waiting for!". Or Fr. Brian Massie (died May 2009) saying "Jim, you won't get to Heaven if you keep treating your cats that way!"....I understand from reading books about transferring from the body to just spirit that it can take some time of reorientation and that that soul may need a bit of retraining to communicate telepathically to those of us still in a body.

No, I can't be 100% sure it really is my Mom because her communications are coming as loud as a whisper. Additionally my left ear has been having problems with wax and that just so happens to be the one she and her primary (female) spirit guide were using...

OK, so I think it's Mom trying to communicate with me, on Holy Saturday...Makes kind of sense because she was big on participating in Holy Week and this first event was in between Good Friday and Holy Saturday morning....

OK, now onto the second event...

She kept repeating (so that I'd receive the communication correctly) "You are special to me..." "I am special to you"...

OK...

So then I asked her, "what do you mean by 'special'? Are we 'karmically locked'?" It was like they didn't know what I meant...so I continued..."Are we both locked into incarnation together?" And then I heard a response that may have been a "yes".

At that there was a pause and then I asked a second question. "OK, how about the events of 2009?"

Her spirit guide answered that one and said "the events of 2009 are in the past, we are working on a new plan".

I interpret "new plan" as to be a new life plan for Mom/Rose.

But this is so soon after 2009. Is she (as a soul) ready to come back? I thought she would want more "vacation time" far away, perhaps on another planet or star system? Hey Mom, did you even check out the Sirius star system or Mars, or Jupiter or stuff like that?

In my case there was approx. 90 years of Heaven time in Earth years (1875 - 1966)...enough for me anyways to have a life review and have some fun, and learn about upcoming times on Earth.
But she was always complaining "Gee when do I get a vacation from his Hell hole?"

Anyways, I hope to have her come by more times so that I can hear her better and perhaps ask more questions just so that I'm sure it really is her.

Saw Muzzle from a Dog Spirit

Saturday April 22 2011 I was at my Aunt's home for the evening.

I was sitting with my Dad and my Aunt's friend at the dining room table. The lights were low.

To the left is the kitchen and the the only light from the kitchen was the aux. light from the stove.

My Aunt has had 3 dogs over the past 45 years that I have known here - Skippy, Toby, and Jenny They're all gone now.

There were no living dogs at my Aunt's home when I was there on April 22 2011.

This past week I have been meditating privately at home, about 3 times 30 minutes, so I have re-raised my consciousness in this past while.

Last night, out of the corner of my left eye, and going for about 10 seconds, I could see the slender muzzle the kind from a dog. It was coloured very dark grey, the same colour of body when I saw the spirit of my cat Smiles three times in 2009.

A few minutes later and I thought I could hear animal nails from paws walk across the kitchen floor. Now I'm not totally sure of the sound event because my Aunt's friend's chair had made  creaking noises, but it was different from the walking sound.... Hmmm...

Later I looked whether this light from the stove could have been causing me to see some figure on the right side of the doorway, but no, it was not.

I believe the dog spirit I saw was from my cousin's German Shepard cross (something) female dog Diva, who passed away less than 5 years ago.

Don't Focus on your Spirit Guides During Meditation

A couple of times this year, Daniel my main spirit guide, has noticed that sometimes when I start my meditation it is with the goal of being able to see or hear one of my spirit guides. He says not to do this...

Jim: (focusing on intent that if I meditate enough I will see or hear my guides better/more often).

Daniel: If you want to raise your level of consciousness, don't focus on us.

...

And he should have added to this advice by saying that by focusing on our guides, it creates sort of a loop - that doing so does nothing to help the external world and ourselves. Instead focus on clearing the chemtrails or moving out negative energy in my home or at the workplace or in public areas.

It is the difference between Service to Self and Service to Others.

I am sometimes feeling a certain kind of novelty in being able to see Daniel and Pete when they've tapped me on the shoulder - I wake up and one of them wants to show me something like my Book of Life (which looks like one of those large white Christian Bibles with the gold coloured edges), except that it had some text and a small coloured drawing on the left page and another one on the right).

Someone else might interpret this as a message (advice) for me to read the Bible more often. My intuition however tells me that this is my actual Book of Life retrieved from the Heavenly dimension. The book was pulled open approx. to the middle. After showing me this Book, Daniel backed up away from me and disappeared in my room.The apparition event all happened in about 5 to 10 seconds.

I have read that more advanced souls see their spirit guides and other people's guides ALL THE TIME. I'm not at that point yet.

My April 1998 Partition Table

On the leading edge, back in the day, triple booting 3 OSes on one PC!

Linux Installation from April 1998
hda1 Extended container
hda2 Linux / (root) – LILO goes here!!!
hda3 Windows95 (16-bit FAT)
hda4 OS/2 Boot Manager
hda5 OS/2 HPFS (OS/2 system files)
hda6 OS/2 HPFS (OS/2 apps.)
hda7 Linux /usr (apps.)
hda8 OS/2 HPFS (OS/2 apps.)
hda9 Linux Swap (16096)

I was a Spirit Guide to a 'Christopher'

Friday, April 15 2011 was my last day at work at Agriculture & Agri-Food, and I was feeling a bit like there was not closure in the sense that I feel like mainly the workplace bully supervisors who mistreated me during my years there have not yet had karma come back to them.

I've been reading about 'workplace bullying' and it seems like a lot of what was going on was that at some point I became a 'target' of this phenomenon.

So I called on my spirit guides, whichever ones would speak and give advice on this.

Moonwalker gave two bits of advice.

1. You need to write a letter to yourself in a journal of all the things that were issues for you at work. This should take between 4 and 7 pages to write out.
2. You need to heal of all the 'things they did to you'.

Moonwalker left me and said that if I call her, she'd be back.

Then another spirit guide, Christopher, addressed me by my birth name James, said that he has not had much interaction with me in this lifetime, but said that when I was a baby in the late 1960s that he'd look down at me (when I was lying in the crib) and comment to the other spirit guides on how cute looking I was. Christopher also said that I was his spirit guide in one of his prior lifetimes.

He didn't say (yet) during what time period I was Christopher's guide. I will have to ask him.

Cool.

See also:

Wikipedia - Workplace Bullying
Workplace Bullying Institute

Main Star Systems Close to Sol

Since the very recent announcement by NASA of 1200+ exoplanets beyond our solar system, I have been using the software program Stellarium (Windows, Linux, Mac) which displays a moving (Live) graphic of the stars and planets of the night sky.

Together with that is the learning of these different civilizations from the other stars that have had some type of influence on Earth history over the past several 100,000 years.

Now I can actually spot and name some of the closest or brightest stars in the night sky, where before they were just stars ... now I know some of their names....Oooohhh.

Generally in the West are...

Sirius ... the brightest star closest to us at 8.6 light years

Above and a bit to the south of Sirius is Regulus, which is 77.49 light years away. The name of the star/sun is like something out of Star Trek:TNG.

To the north of Sirius and horizontal to it is Rigel.

Above Sirius is Procyon (11.4 ly), to the north/right is a huge star/sun called Pollux (33.71 ly).

Red dwarf star Betelgeuse is 427.47 light years and to the north/right of it is Aldeberan at 65.11 light years.

North/right of it is slightly fainter, but very important to Earth history...the group of 7 stars/suns called the Pleiades - including individual stars with names like Alcyone, Merope, Maia, and Taygeta.

Above and further north of the Pleiades is Capella at 42.20 light years. No one really talks about Capella for some reason.

"Waited 100 Years to Sleep in a Bed"

One of my sisters, relayed something my other sister's daughter (my niece) said this past week.

My sister and husband bought her a twin sized bed to replace the toddler size one she had been using for the past year or so...

She said to her Mom (my sister)...

"I've waited 100 years to sleep in a bed"...

This could be interpreted two ways:

1. Figuratively/exaggeratingly - that Reagan has wanted a bigger bed and didn't want the toddler one
2. Literally - She is recalling a point near the end of her past life, which was approximately 100 years ago, around 1910, indicating that it has been a while since she has incarnated into a body.

The thing is that Reagan's mother is not mystical and spiritual and new age like my other sister and I are, so I doubt she is going to believe the second theory and will just think that Reagan is exaggerating.

If, however Reagan, as a soul, up until 2006, has not had a human body since 1910/11 then that means she and I share something together... Both of us did not have bodies in the first half of the 20th century and totally missed the first and second World Wars.

So if you do the math, 2006 - 1911 you get  95/96 years of Heaven time...That's very similar to my past life recall but its based on the possibility of not having had a very short life in Ukraine between 1882 thru 1892 and instead just having the 90 years from the time I drowned in western England in 1875 and reincarnating in Winnipeg, Canada in 1966 ... that's 91 years of Heaven time for me.

But everyone's different...some kids born in 2003 have recall of being in the burning World Trade Centre towers on 9/11...They had come back not 2 years later, while there may be others who were so traumatized by the events that they would wish to wait it out for several decades or longer or perhaps incarnating in a totally different planet or star system (Sirius, the Pleiades, etc...)

Now, interpreting that as a past life recall, I wonder whether Reagan, in her past life was ill and was hospitalized and whether she includes any bed like one in a hospital, or does she just include her own bed at her own home back in the beginning of the 20th century?

It also says something about Reagan at the soul level if this is indeed a past life recall...that she really loved sleeping in her old bed in her past life..it could have been really comfortable to her that she loved spending time sitting in it.

Perhaps this is why I got the impression that Reagan really didn't enjoy her babyhood (unlike me who just loved mine), and that she just wanted to fast forward that portion of her life and just get on with being an kid or adult already... Oh, by the way...she's also a Leo, which tends to have a bossy nature.

Again, I'm not that close to her mother in this life, and she is not at all into belief in Reincarnation, but I wonder what else Reagan has said to reveal who she was in that past life and possibly other past lives?

TCP Dup. ACK & Google SafeBrowsing

I'm about the switch careers in the next couple of years -- from data entry to (UNIX) System Administration.

I want to learn as much as I can in the next few months before deciding on courses and narrowing down which path to take for what I'd be best at.

In Linux there is a freeware Internet packet analysis tool Wireshark. It can print out at the packet level and give out highly technical details of what is coming in and going out of your Internet connection.

I was fiddling with the knobs so to speak and one of the packets has a certain MIME type of "application/vnd.google.safebrowsing-chunk", much like you might see a MIME type for HTML, or another one for displaying MPEG4 video or a PDF document, each MIME type has a different descriptor.

What is this particular one, and someone wrote that it has something to do with Firefox browser and connecting to another site.

http://ubuntuforums.org/showthread.php?t=1041601

I'm also seeing 'TCP Dup(licate) ACK' packets in the data stream.

So what exactly is happening, and if I tweak some of these settings in Firefox and my network, will it make my connection faster and truly more secure? I'm comfortable with some trial and error testing of this, but also have to see what others are experiencing and whether this really does need fixing or turning OFF.

Here is some of the 37 seconds of datastream captured...

GET /safebrowsing/rd/ChNnb29nLW1hbHdhcmUtc2hhdmFyEAAYgYQCIMCGAjItAYIAAP______________________________3_________7__-________8A HTTP/1.1
Host: safebrowsing-cache.google.com
User-Agent: Mozilla/5.0 (X11; U; Linux i686; en-US; rv:1.9.2.15) Gecko/20110303 Firefox/3.6.15
Accept: text/html,application/xhtml+xml,application/xml;q=0.9,*/*;q=0.8
Accept-Language: en-us,en;q=0.5
Accept-Encoding: gzip,deflate
Accept-Charset: ISO-8859-1,utf-8;q=0.7,*;q=0.7
Keep-Alive: 115
Connection: keep-alive
Cookie: PREF=ID=6cf5f6260b7a3930:U=88b7013107a9dbc0:FF=0:TM=1244476268:LM=1300530406:S=RCZWX5VFuDK1Dznz; NID=41=O1SP7Sw5WgITNg6LZN3tlS5BC0c5s8Ek0j9E87NXe7YIfPUlx4zZV4HC4Mb3pEcIElZUNlWJIzGhzlgsG1wZ8asKhesGivQRWT2ywqp4S-qD5ev0RxWnGPwr5aoYZuk_
Pragma: no-cache
Cache-Control: no-cache

HTTP/1.1 200 OK
Content-Type: application/vnd.google.safebrowsing-chunk
X-Content-Type-Options: nosniff
Date: Wed, 23 Mar 2011 02:02:57 GMT
Server: Chunked Update Server
Content-Length: 201654
X-XSS-Protection: 1; mode=block
Cache-Control: public,max-age=172800
Age: 11989

LINK: James the Zebra Game

http://www.sugar-free-games.com/jamesthezebra.php

Now I've seen everything...

Healing Animal Past Lives Part 1

I am in the middle of reading Jason Wentworth (aka Jason The Horse's) autobiography titled 'What If You Are a Horse in a Human Form?', available from Lulu.com.

He says that he has hooked up with the souls of two former horses that he knew in his current life and can communicate with them from the 'other side'. He did this by doing a chakra balancing type action - 'pulling in light' from the Universe/Holy Spirit, and also pulling in the energy of the ground (Earth) - focusing both at your belly button.

In the book, Jason says he wanted to find out how/why he got a back pain after falling off a horse in 1980 at the age of 14... Jason is 3 mos. younger than I.

So during my last meditation I did like he says, and my question:

Jim: Who was the young male Zebra who got fatally taken down by that Hyena 1,000 years ago that I witnessed in a past life memory?

Female spirit guide (Clarabelle or Moonwalker): That Zebra doesn't like you (want you) messing with their head.

Translation...Since that time 1000 years ago the Zebra has fully forgiven the Hyena and it is not wise for me to try and re-open old wounds in time if it didn't directly affect me.

OK, no problem.

See the original post:
http://jamesandrewjaworski.blogspot.com/2010/07/zebra-vision.html

Dreams Of School

Someone on the David Icke Forum posted a dream story about being at school. It was very similar to mine I used to have repeatedly in the mid- late-1980s...

One reacurring element is I always have a locker and usually forget where it is or I can't get in to it. I have no idea what it means but I think such dreams are quite common because there is some part of us that wants to fulfill something we missed.

Yes, yes, yes.

When I was in my late teens/early 20s (1985-1988) I took a course at a faraway suburban school (I lived close to the edge of our central city) that taught Apple Mac (new at the time) and linear video editing.

Before that time I attended grades 10-12 (1981-1985) at a much closer high school.

A few times in those years I had a reoccurring dream just like yours.

The scene of the dream was at the first high school. And just like you my dream story had to do with being assigned a locker at the beginning of the school year, was issued a combo lock with a paper giving the numbers. The hallways are full of kids. Then somehow losing or not remembering the combo lock numbers and having to go back (the hassle) to the student office to tell them I forgot the combo. The woman at the student office gave me a strange look like there was something wrong with me.

Once there was a variant of that where there were other kids in the lineup ahead of me, waiting to talk with the student office.

Another similar story line goes like this...

Previous months had signed up for some high school classes, and on the day that I'm supposed to start the first class on whatever subject, I lost/misplaced the paper where (room #) I'm supposed to go. I end up just walking around, almost in a daze (lucid dream state) trying to find this damn room.

WTF?

Yeah, these kinds of dreams must have some kind of meaning... LOL

This never happened in real life however. Life was much easier back then with less to remember in daily life.

Blood Sugar Meter shows LO First Time

Yesterday before I visited my ND doctor, I quickly measured my blood sugar.

Usually don't measure every day, but only when I sense I feel different (better or worse). Why give the pharma cos. more $?

That day (Tuesday Feb 15 2011) around 16.15 p.m. (22:15 GMT) it says LO, which on my meter means equal to or less than 3.3 mmol/l.

Today it is in my slightly higher range.

I have been on Armour thyroid hormone and have been religously taking the Metformin and the Glyburide pharma pills for a while now.

What could have caused the LO reading? The very same day we experienced an X2 level Solar Flare. One of two things happened.

1) The solar radiation was affecting the blood sugar meter reading.

2) The solar radiation was positively affecting (lowering) my blood sugar itself in a natural way.

I tested again a couple of minutes later, same result.

In the 5 years I've been testing my blood sugar levels, I have had times where it's read HI (34 or above), but never has it ever read LO (3.3 or lower). I did not feel week or anything, in fact the morning of... I felt quite energized, not like I could run a marathon, but I felt like myself, not tired.

??

Pet Wisdom from Daniel

"If you respect your pets, they will be loyal to you" -- Daniel, my main spirit guide.

Introducing Moonwalker

Yeah, I know...sounds like what Michael Jackson did, but this is the name, or nickname of one of my spirit guides. She's a she.

And when I said:


Jim: Why are you called Moonwalker?

Moonwalker: Because I like to see (look at) the Moon when I walk.

That means possibly that in her former human life that she is like me in a way ... someone who likes to stay up late at night.

More later...

4 Spirit Guides

I have now counted 4 spirit guides that have been with me since my birth. Two are male and two are female. I do remember seeing 6 black circles (orbs) when I was 3 or 4 years old, so I don't know (yet) who the other 2 are. I have asked for the names of the female ones and got an answer tonight...

1. Daniel (male)
2. Pete (male)
3. Clarabelle (female)
4. Moonwalker (female)

My primary spirit guide through my life so far has been Daniel. I recognize his voice from age of 3 or 4 and again when I was 9 or 10 and again in the 1990s and again in mid-2000s, and seen a few times since March 5 2010.

The others, like Aern, Jolly Roger Boy, Andrew and Stephen, are just Jinn/benevolent demons who I've met in since November 2009. But in a different class. I didn't have an agreement with them before I incarnated this time around.

Hair Analysis Test Results (October 19 2010)

Latest results of Hair Analysis Test done in October 2010.  The mercury levels are about 1/3 what they were in March, but the amount of Lead has doubled, and the amount of Aluminum went from 7.7 in March to 10 in October.

Toxic Elements (ug/g)

(A=Above Range B=Below Range)

Aluminum 10 -- A
Antimony 0.064 --B
Arsenic 0.029 -- B
Barium 0.49 -- B
Bismuth 0.008 -- B
Cadmium 0.22 -- A
Lead 2.0 -- A
Mercury 0.28 -- A

Rubidium 0.15 -- A
Selenium 0.96 -- A
Sulfur 47,100 -- A
Strontium 0.74 -- B

One, Two shadow 'businessmen'

Thursday night October 28 2010 I said to myself, "gee, except for seeing Jinn kids, I have never seen more than one adult (shadow person) at one time".

I guess Pete heard my thoughts and later that evening I woke up from a micro-sleep and lo and behold I see not one but TWO shadow men, come in through the wall from the neibouring apt. suite. One in front of the other.

One of the them (can't recall which one) was carrying a black briefcase, they both had 1940s style hats and wore dark black suits, they were very serious looking as if they were on a mission or something.

They just floated (no legs) from south to northward direction in my bedroom and just disappeared. They were pretty oblivious to me and were not staring or anything, but were just passing thru.

Whole event lasted about 10 seconds. It happened very fast.

I believe it was Pete that got another -- Daniel? -  besides himself to create this demonstration for me.

Thanks Pete.

I think that they really want to tell us about themselves, and they are more than eager to demonstrate if we ask them the right questions, like in early September I said to Pete "can you guys shapeshift?" And, that night or the next I got the response by Pete appearing inches from me after waking up from a nap, and then backing up towards the ceiling in my room and turning himself into a blue square with red and orangy dots - just like a Bank of Montreal credit card ... and lo and behold the very next day I crossed paths with a couple of students at Portage Place centre court who were signing up people for Bank of Montreal Mastercards.

Call Upon Jinn to Put a Stop to Chemtrails

I have been aware of chemtrails since April 2009, and have done my best to psychically remove/disappear them using meditation.

Since July 2010 I have been aware that Shadow People are Jinn. Jinn are plasma-based beings who can fly through walls, move objects, become objects (shapeshift), and can see the future. They are Free Will beings just like us humans and when they die they will have life reviews in Heaven just like us.

I propose that Humanity call upon the Jinn to be proactive and help the Earth by stopping the chemtrail planes by deactivating the part that disperses the chemical from the tanks. That or stopping the chemtrail planes before they even take off by shorting out the spark plugs or things like that.

The Earth needs to have chemtrails stopped AT ONCE. It is in the interests of the good Jinn that chemtrails be stopped immediately because they harm humans, animals, plants, trees, our food source(s).

I call each and every one of you reading this to meditate and white light your space (your home) and call forth a good Jinn. When they do make their presence known you will hear them whisper in one of your ears like a human or see them as shadow person, or shapeshift into an object. They will tell you their first name. Jinn don't have last names. The ones I know go by names like Aern, Pete, Doreen, and Roger. Tell him or her that to help the Earth they can volunteer to stop the chemtrail planes from spewing out their junk and that this will make them have good points (karma) in Heaven.

With the help of the Jinns, the Earth can be rid of chemtrails and we will once again see and experience clear blue skies. No more will our bodies be filled with junk like aluminum, barium, mercury, and other s**t.

Meaning of new e-mail userid lil_zebra

The story behind the e-mail alias is that since April/May 2009 I have been doing quiet meditation quite often. By June 2009 my psychic "3rd eye" had been reactivated.

At Cafe Asante in Lombard Concourse (under P&M) there is a photo of two zebras - one standing up, the other laying down. There are other African/Asian large animals on other photos in the restaurant. But the zebra photo seemed to have caught my attention more. Around mid-November 2009 I had begun to believe that all humans have had several animal past lives, and that it could be that I was a plains zebra 1000 to 1100 years ago just like in the  photo.

My Mom was in the hospital and I had updated my supervisor about my Mom's condition... this was already December 2009. I said to myself "This lil' zebra is going to be fine," so hence the username.

Owl Talons & Equine-like walk

During my most recent (October 9 2010) Reiki session, as the Reiki master was putting her hand on my neck area, I again had a connection to my owl self.

An aboriginal flute and drum music CD was playing in the background during the Reiki session. I was laying on my back.

In my mind's I started seeing the words RELAX, not in bright red lettering but slightly less intense. The lettering was on a greyish platform made of plasma.

Sometimes as the Reiki person walks into the room and walks to me, it feels like the table and I are spinning clockwise. This time the feeling was that just my astral legs were out of my body and were situated about 10 degrees to the left.

Later on...

For about 60 seconds I felt as if both my hands were turning into the talons (feet) of a Great Horned Owl. I felt it much more on my right hand than on my left. I could feel the right "talon" (bird's claw) and I could see in my mind's eye the sharpness and shiny black of the claws. I could "feel" as if I was sitting on a tree and that my claws were digging deep to the tree to hold on.

It felt so tactile, and I interpret it as just remembering how it felt to be that particular bird, such a long, long time ago.

Afterwards I told the Reiki lady about this and I also told her that I was wondering about who that 2 week old baby zebra was that I saw got fatally bit on the neck by a hyena. Who is that, and have I met them in my current human life as another human? My hunch (men have 'hunches' while women have 'intuition', LOL) tells me that it is one of my classmates from early elementary school, but I am not 100% sure.

So during that conversation she did say that the first time she saw me she noticed I had an equine-like walk - like a donkey or a horse. So yes, there is something to my Zebra personality. Told her that even before I got into New Age/ancient wisdom stuff, that back in the 1990s I would notice that I "walk like a horse".

My experience with Jinn/Genies

My experience with a couple of Jinn (genies) that I have come in contact with since 1976 - the can shape-shift into anything they want - a 3' x 6' daguerreotype (photo), a blue coloured elephant teddy bear, a cribbage game piece, a spinning glass bottle of Coke, a shadow (hat) man, little kids. The two Jinn I know (Aern and Pete) are friendly and have NEVER harmed me in any way. They don't seem to have a surname like us humans do.

I used to be frightened of Aern when I was 10 years old because I was not informed (or I forgot from previous lifetimes) about them, but I have learned to not fear him.

When he became a spinning glass Coke bottle in July 2010 I believe he did that to tell me to watch my blood sugars as I was drinking 3 cans of pop in a day, but I haven't done that since then.

When Aern became a daguerreotype, he was trying to show me what his family looks like.

I am not sure what Pete (who is younger than Aern) was trying to do when he appeared as a cute blue elephant teddy bear in my bedroom on Palm Sunday 2010, but perhaps he wanted me to give one as a gift to my nephew, which I did.

My friend Wally and his brother, who are in their 60s, when they were growing up, saw a Jinn (appearing as a shadow person/hat man) in their washroom across from their bedroom. He would sit on their toilet. The washroom had no door and they wanted their Dad to install one. Because he didn't see the genie the two boys saw, the Dad couldn't understand why the request. They also had sleep paralysis for 5 years. No name for this Jinn.

Another friend of mine, B*, sees a shadow man, at his workplace during the night where he works. He hasn't found out the name of this Jinn.

A couple of weeks back I went downstairs at my Dad's home (Mom passed away Jan. 2010) to sleep on the sofa there, and while I did not see/hear Aern, I ack'd him by saying "Hi Aern". Five to 10 mins. later .... Boom, crash! All three of us (Dad, sister, and myself) heard it coming from the back of the laundry room. I had been trying to call Aern since Spring and this was his acknowledgment that he was present. I was just too tired to communicate that day.

See also:

Wikipedia - Djinn/Genie
IslamAwareness.com - The World of Jinn
Psychic-Experiences.com - Different Types of Shadow People
GhostlyTalk.com - Shadow People and 'hat man'

Thing That Goes Bump ... In the Daytime

So I was visiting my Dad and sister Pat Saturday. We were watching tv for a bit, then I got tired and cold. Sister and dog were on one sofa, while Dad was on the other. It was around 4.30 / 5 p.m.

I headed for the basement, and said a hello to Aern (the Jinn) whom I did not see or hear from, and lay on the sofa and covered myself with a comforter.

A few minutes later, I hear this loud thud coming from the workbench, which is at the back of the laundry room south side of house, I'm on the north side. I fell asleep.

About an hour later I wake up and walk back upstairs. Sister asks me if I heard any loud bang, and said that Dad had heard it too and had gone downstairs (while I was sleeping) to check it out. Everything looked in place. Sister says it sounded like a bowling ball falling down. We have no bowling balls in the house, so it must have been something else.

I think that Aern (the Jinn) was trying to tell me he wanted to get my attention so he could communicate with me, but this time I was much too tired to talk with him.

As it gets darker and darker, earlier on in the day, I'm sure that I might see or feel his presence more and more in the next months until about February when it gets lighter outside.

Zebra Vision

I can now confirm my Zebra past.

About a week ago I was meditating at home and I saw this moving image, not as large or as clear as the moving image of seeing Torres Del Paine, Chile, but different.

In this vision I saw some adult Zebras and Hyenas, and the image was moving forwards and sideways quickly. I guess to interpret this, our herd was being attacked by Hyenas during the night.

And here is an interesting thing. They say that some animals see all the colours, while others see only some. The vision was as if a red filter was applied. I read that Zebras have "night vision", so I guess this is it. Everything is a shade of red.

Unlike the memory clip of being a Great Horned Owl, my Zebra vision was monocular (view from a single eye at a time) - a much smaller field of view, as compared to an Owl's which sees binocular (widescreen, like human eyesight).

In the last few seconds of the vision, I saw a baby Zebra about 7 feet ahead and to the right of me, not more than a few days old, being taken down by a Hyena.

And so I know that using this vision, that I had reached Zebra adulthood, because the baby Zebra I saw was lower down from me.

Then the vision ended. Who was that baby Zebra?

And I have another question. I thought the Akashic Records (God's 'Book of Life'), where I am retrieving this past life info from, is supposed to store everything about what we have said and done, so why am I not hearing anything from the scenes, just the visual?

Shark Past Life in the Timor Sea (Northern Territory Australia)

Recently, when I traveled to Grand Beach for the weekend where I stayed with my friend's friend, my friend and his kids at his cottage.

On the Saturday night, I meditated for a bit and another past life memory was presented to me.

I began to see, in B&W, tentacled fish, swim towards me, and then disappear. Every time one would swim towards me, it would disappear and then another one would appear and swim towards me. There were about a 10 in the span of a minute or minute and a half.

The next day, when I asked my friend's kids "What kind of animal eats Octopus?", the older one said "a Shark".

So later on, I accessed the Akashic Record's metadata (information about information) about this event, and I came up with:

What: Shark (not a bottle-nose type)
Where: off the coast of Northern Territory of Australia, in the Timor Sea
When: 0 A.D. (2000 years ago)

That's it. No other information. No info on how I died.

I do know now that my Shark self is the part of me that is the aggressive part.

A Shark is considered like the "Bear of the Sea".

I'm also wondering whether before we incarnate in Human form, that we must live animal lives in various forms and that at least one of them MUST be a predator animal ... Great Horned Owl, Shark, etc...

Years ago, way before I got into spiritualism, whenever I'd look at my orange tabby cat, Tiger, he'd kind of remind me of how a Shark looks. Now I believe that he was also a Shark too in his prior animal past life. However I don't know what part of the world he lived or what time period.

In my experience, at the soul level, when I was in animal form and then my body died, I would spend between 300 and 400 years in the Heavenly realm, and then incarnate as another animal, so Tiger might have been a Shark back in the 1600s  or 1700s A.D.

See also:

Wikipedia - Northern Territory, Australia
Wikipedia - Timor Sea

End of Great Horned Owl Life

When I went for my first Reiki session on June 5, 2010 and the practicioner put her hands over my neck area, I immediately got this flashback vision.

The scene that I saw was at the edge of a forest - a treed area, and to the left was grassy.

There was an owl (me) sitting on a horizontal branch of this 200 year old tree. I estimated the time was about 1.30 p.m. in the afternoon. I believe I was sleeping at the time. Owls sleep during the day and are awake until part of the late evening and early morning hours.

Along comes this Mayan man. He is alone and is wearing a white or beige coloured tunic.

He draws his arrow towards the owl, and it strikes his neck and the owl falls from the tree within a few seconds.

Bye bye birdie.

The Reiki practitioner says that I do have a myofascial scar on my neck, so this could be DNA cell memory, going back eons - 1,400 years.

Nightmare - Winnipeg Natural Disaster Premonition?

Early this morning, around 6 a.m. I had a nightmare story that is part possible and part weird/impossible.

The first part is a scene at the Forks Market Plaza area. The sky is overcast, the way it's been the past few days, and there are some people walking around the area, then there is a HUGE tornado-like wind, and all the people scurry as fast as they can inside the buildings nearby.
Remember that tornados can happen in urban areas, like the one in Edmonton in 1987.

The second part of the nightmare is that during this tornado-like storm in Winnipeg, the cars are sticking sort of crashing into one another back fender to front fender - and they cannot get unstuck -- two cars together, sort of melted like that. How is that possible?

Anyone else have a similar nightmare recently? Is it a premonition of something similar to come?

Trance State - Particles and Waves

When I would enter trance state to see the ghost kids in the past few months, the moments before I 'd see particles like a star field come towards me inside the totally darkened bathroom.

But for the past few weeks, say since April, the star field has been replaced by a wave field.

What happened to change that? Is that another part of my consciousness, or another frequency?

Past Life Session 1 - June 2009

These are just the notes that my past life therapist jotted down while under hypnosis on June 22, 2009. Since then I have not yet gone back, but I have had other past lives memories come back to me, as written in other recent blog posts here. I fully believe now that the area I lived in during the lifetime described below was in the western portion of England, which is hilly, and that around age 20 I had dreamt of becoming a steeplechase racer, competing at Cheltenham, or somewhere similar.

• Age = 15 years old (1865)
  • Outdoors
  • Grass & Trees
  • Standing
  • Rolling hills, sparse trees
  • Alone
  • Male
  • Sandals on feet
  • Shorts
  • Hair brown
  • White skin
  • Rural England (what Town Name?)
  • Name = ?
• Description of our house
  • steep roof with red shingles
  • outside Tudor style
  • white with brown stucco
  • inside – chandaleer in entrance
  • 2 or 3 storey (quite large house)
• girl with blue & white dress (age 7?) - Marie?
  • walking right to left (friendlier than now)
  • resembles one of my sisters
  • man at top of stairs looking down
  • looks like current Dad
  • seems like he doesn't understand me
  • tension between him and I
  • Mom not there (maybe there, wearing dress)
  • Mom in older kitchen, with wood burning stove
  • Dad is the owner of the farm
  • Had others working for him
  • I did not help with farm
• Cat (1870)
  • Grey cat walking farm fence
  • Cat is in a happy mood
  • Short haired, age 5-10 years
  • Cat stays outdoors
  • family's cat
  • Nice day, feeling happy & peaceful
• I'm 20 years old (1870)
  • Another man (not Dad) who is leading the horse
  • Somebody who could help my Dad, who helped fix things around the farm
  • Dad is outside
  • I'm outside watching
  • Man has work clothes, not professionally dressed
  • Behaviour & health of horse
  • Now I'm talking with the man
  • He is a good conversationalist
  • He sends me to get my Dad
  • I'm walking with him (the horse behaviour man) & the horse
  • I'm on the left of the horse, he's on the right
  • He is a behavioural healer
    • being very gentle
  • I have nothing else to do
• Just live at home with family
• 25 years old – just a blank
• Death experience (1875)
  • See hills behind shore
  • Going underwater
  • Lake – like Lake Winnipeg, but in rural England
  • A few people are watching from the shore (about 10)
  • They see me going under water
  • Fair distance out fromothe shore (about ¼ Km)
  • Soul is separating from body & going to the light
• Lessons learned
  • To be kind (with a capital K)
  • Grow spiritually – round stained glass window circle shaped with red & blue glass.
  • Church – beige (not too big though)
  • More duty
  • Done Better – could have helped out more – had it too easy
  • Greatest fulfillment – none – just day to day – plain
  • More sadness or hurt – wanting a bigger family – too much loneliness
  • Help for current life – be more pro-active – initiating stuff – be more risk taking
  • Past life person saying to current life person – Go For It!
  • Present day to past life self – You did the best you could with the resources & surroundings you had (limited resources you had)
  • Do now? - More people in my life
  • This is a fuller life

During, and after this session, I had asked myself why I was getting this man to check out this particular horse. At first I didn't know whether I wanted to train it for horse jumping, or horse racing. But recently I re-discovered that there is a sport that combines BOTH...
I believe it was to see if it was worthy to be trained for steeplechase racing.


See also: 19th Century Past Life in Rural England - Cheltenham Steeplechase

Can you take it with you?

My last couple of posts deal with the subject of ghosts, or, stuck souls, that wear clothing like striped shirts, hats, and carry around their blue elephant stuffed animals.

This brings up the question. Common wisdom says that when we die, we can't bring our belongings up to Heaven with us, nor can we bring our monetary wealth, whether it be dollar bills or gold, or real estate.

But my experience with the paranormal over the last 3 and a half decades proves that, at least for souls that refuse to or can't go to Heaven yet, that they don't move around naked. But technically, how does this happen? If a non-"flesh and blood" spirit has a human or animal shape that can be considered par for course, but what of the other "stuff" that he or she may cling onto - like a favourite shirt, or teddy bear such as Stephen's Aurora brand stuffed elephant? After all, it is not made of human DNA, it is just fake fur and plastic eyes, but surely it is somehow created from the other soul's memory, or is somehow, because the fur and plastic also comes from God's creation - plastic is made from oil, which once were dinosaur remains.

I just wonder whether some other researchers have delved deeper into this, whether they have neared any conclusion to what exactly comprises the spirit world and how they can create or manifest non-sentient objects.

Blue Stuffed Elephant Belongs to Stephen

Tonight around 9.30 p.m. I entered trance state in my bathroom and saw Greg's two sons, Andrew and Stephen.

After a while of the boys sitting peacefully near me and sitting next to each other and things like that, I saw Stephen clutching the blue stuffed elephant that he showed me on Palm Sunday in mid-air in my bedroom. Stephen and his stuffed toy were not as brightly lit as on that Sunday, but I did catch a glimpse of it for about 2 seconds.

I have been asking since that day for them to show me who the elephant belongs to, and tonight I finally got my answer.

This also says something of my encounters with the pair. Unlike the "home movie" that Aern the shadow person has shown me that keeps replaying the same scenes of his son Joe monkeying around while undressing, before going to sleep, and then superimposed ontop of that the moving image memory of his wife as a bride on their wedding day where she walks from right to left, carrying a bouquet of flowers... the images of the boys are, I feel live, because they're different every time.

Spirit Contact Family Tree

Since November 2009 I have been introduced to 5 souls that have not crossed over for various reasons.

The first one I was introduced to was Jolly Roger Boy Hepburn, a 14 year old that I've written about in previous blog posts.

I'm not sure how or when he met the other family, consisting of younger kids Andrew, Stephen, and their Dad Greg, but it could be that little Hepburn was looking for a father-like mentor and I guess the 4 of them just became friends.

Sometimes I have forgotten to specify "Boy" (or Jr.) when calling for Jolly Roger, and instead a couple of times I have had this other male, an adult, who also has the nickname of "Jolly Roger" show up at my apartment.

J.R. Boy told me last November in a recording on the computer that he had a youger brother named Bob, but no contact has ever been made with Bob, most likely because he chose to go into the light when he died some decades ago.

Andrew and Stephen are brothers. They have a Ying-Yang sense about them. One says something. The other says the opposite. For example, I recorded them fighting over a technicality of whether I was recording or taping them. It's really a recording to magnetic media, but recording is the proper term. One would say "Is he recording us?" "Is he taping us?" Then one of them correctly concluded "He's recording us." I have also had recordings (EVPs) where they notice the blue wavy lines on the Audacity program. They have been known to fight over the mic. too. Yesterday Andrew, the older boy says to his younger brother, "give me that or I'll hit y0u.' So even in the spirit realm, where souls have not gone on to Heaven yet, they still can have issues with other souls.

These ghosts do sleep, and in trance state I have seen them sometimes more active in the earlier part of the evening and more sleepy later on. When they were more active I saw them put their hands to their mouth like a bullhorn as if they were trying to shout to me, and also put their hand to their ear to try and hear me. As the daylight has been getting longer, I was contacting (clairvoyantly) later on the day. They will start to rub their eyes, and just look more tired at 9 or 10 or 11 p.m. than at 6 or 7 p.m. My friend has human kids near the same age, and they should be going to sleep around 8.30 p.m. so I'll try and keep contact to before that time.

When I first was introduced to Andrew and Stephen in mid-February 2010, I was lying on my mattress in the evening and I felt a small human body crawl beside me, his left leg on the mattress and the right one kneeling or on the carpet. Then he whispered close to my ear "Come see what I look like, come see what I look like". The experience was just soooooooooooo cuuuuute.



On Palm Sunday I was sleeping and awoke to the sight of a wooden block with 4 rows of peg holes floating in mid-air near my b'room closet. Then it fizzled out. Then it appeared again. This time at the food of my mattress over head about 5 to 6' high. And it stayed up for a good 15-20 seconds, then fizzled out.



Third thing I saw was a blue elephant, and of course I know that elephants AREN'T BLUE, so it must have been a stuffed animal. I'm guessing that the wooden game piece was a cribbage board, and the stuffed animal both belonged to Andrew? The stuffed animal jutted forward in mid-air once, stayed there, then disappeared.

Hair Analysis Test Results (March 29 2010)

Today I received the results of the hair analysis done recently. There were 4 metals found that were a bit high.

Toxic Elements (ug/g)

(A=Above Range B=Below Range)

Aluminum 7.7 -- A
Antimony 0.053 -- A
Arsenic 0.054 -- B
Barium 0.43 -- B
Bismuth 0.004 -- B
Cadmium 0.044 -- B
Lead 1.1 -- A
Mercury 0.84 -- A

Rubidium -0.24 -- A
Selenium 1.3 -- A
Sulfur 53,200 -- A
Strontium 0.58 -- B

The N.P. doctor recommended a series of foot baths to take out some of this guck. However, upon further research, the foot detox bath is a SCAM. One does not need to put their foot in the tub to make the water turn a urine-like yellow.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f0-Ogaa4jZA

I will call the N.D.'s office in the morning to CANCEL my foot detox appts.

Researching 19th Century Past LIfe in Rural England

Last June I went for a past life regression (hypnosis) session, and in it found one of my past lives was living as an upper-middle-class farmer in rural England during the 1850-1870s period.

I don't remember our family's or my own first name from back then, so there is very little to go on.

All I saw in these visions were gently rolling hills, and a beach nearby and a desire to race or do horse jumping.

Doing more research this evening has lead me to possibly get closer to the locale where I lived during that time.

Typing in "hilly part of england farming" at Yahoo, lead to this page:

http://www.gpswebcam.com/England-Saunton-u1753.html

And searching Wikipedia for Cotswolds Hills found this page on the area:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cotswolds

Cotswolds has a large horse racing track called Cheltenham, which has a race called the Gold Cup - combining both racing and jumping horses.

http://www.prestburypark.co.uk/

The horse race track was moved in 1831 (still before 1850 A.D.) to Prestbury Park.
http://www.prestburypark.co.uk/

Prestbury Park "The village is known as one of the most haunted in the country with various famous ghosts making regular appearances"

"Cheltenham Racecourse is widely regarded as the home of National Hunt racing and stages some world class jumps and steeplechase events."

Interesting to say the least. So Cheltenham held BOTH racing and jumping events in the 19th century too. I guess I was undecided which one to choose to go with at the time... Horse racing means riding quite fast, but there is also a beauty to jumping.

Hmmm...

I think I'm onto something here.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GcCuIVn6egM

Animal Past Life Recalled - Owl in Southern Chile

Thursday I went to group meditation, and while our instructor was having us focus on balancing two of our chakras (solar plexus and the next upper one), I had this short past life recall.

I was flying through the air. Ahead of me was a mountain and it was dark coloured (because of the time of day). Directly below me and behind me was a grassland area. I sensed the time was early evening (like around 7.30 p.m.). The Sun was behind us, meaning we were flying eastward.

To my left was a beige coloured owl. He was looking forward, and then moved his head to he right to look at me. Then he turned his head again to look forward. When he looked at me it was as if to say "There, we've reached the mountains". Did I somehow get lost over the Pacific Ocean, and this other owl helped me get back to land?

Afterwords I "asked the universe" (the Book of Life, or Akashic Record) when this happened. I got the number 1400. Similar to when I recalled being a Zebra in Tanzania Africa 1,000 years ago, I just subtracted 1400 from 2000 A.D., leaving the time period of 600 A.D.

I also sensed this was somewhere in South America around the Andes Mountains. I sensed that these mountains were large, and it is true that the Andes are the second highest and longest in the world.

So, in database format

Animal: Owl (could be Great Horned Owl)
Time Period: ~600 A.D.
Continent: South America
Region: Andes Mountains

So I can now trace my soul, going back 1400 years. My friend thinks it - flying with an owl - just a loose metaphor meaning something else.

I sensed that this other owl was a male and that he was a bit older than myself. Could it be the soul of my buddy Wally? Could I have known him from back then? He does like South America, Machu Piccho, Brazil, in this life and has traveled to those areas.

See also:

Wikipedia - Patagonia Region
Wikipedia - Great Horned Owl
Wikipedia - Torres del Paine

"Jolly Roger" Hepburn 1893-1907

About a week after my uncle blessed our family's home, I was thinking it might be kinda nice to have a ghost buddy that I could help, ala Ghost Whisperer.

My "spirit guide", Daniel, found someone, a 14-year old boy with a nickname of "Jolly Roger" which is the skull and crossbones pirate symbol. He was introduced to me on November 12, 2009. His surname is Hepburn.

I did some recording of him on my laptop, but his voice is very quiet. I used audio editing program Audacity to boost the sound and to get rid of as much background sounds as possible. It is very difficult to hear on the computer. It was much easier when he communicated telepathically and would say things like "It's cold in your apartment". This was in late November / early December when Winnipeg had a frigid spell and the heat couldn't keep up, despite turning up the thermometer, the temperature went no further than 21 Celcius. Yet another day when I saw an orb light enter my apt. suite through the window and I asked who it was he said "It's Jolly Roger boy".

I would be ready to go to sleep and turn over to the left part of the mattress when I'd hear J. R. say "you're sitting on my neck". "Oh sorry J. R. I can't see you."

Another night around 11.30 p.m. I saw his tiny orb exit my apartment through the living room window. The next day I asked him where he went and he replied "I just went out for a bit," which is fine for me because it would be impossible for me to be his parent. I cannot ask that he stay in after a certain time. I am just his friend, nothing more.

One recording he gave me details about the circumstances of his death, and he said that he wants "proper burial for my pieces of bones". " What happened to him was that on or near February 22, 1907 he had somehow fallen through the ice on one of the Winnipeg area rivers (I sense though that it was the Red River).

I asked him whether he had any brothers or sisters, and he told me he had a younger brother named Bob (Robert).

When I had some time, I had gone to the Library to view the Free Press microfilm from that date. I may have missed it, but all I could see similar was a Mr. Hawthorne of Winnipeg had frozen to death while in Calgary. The story appeared on the February 23, 1907 edition. He was a member of the Canadian army and was in his 20s. Not the guy I was looking for.

When I first saw "J. R." I had to make a space as dark as possible with little or no light. That room was my washroom. I had turned off all the lights in the living room and closed the curtains. Closed the washroom door and sat on the toilet seat cover.

First there was an orange orb light near the floor. That's a sign that a spirit is trying to make itself visible. Then blue & white lights form and move about. Within a couple of minutes I could "see" J. R. sitting on the edge of the bathtub, blueish-coloured, with his hands on his face and looking downward. Then he'd switch positions and sit in the bathtub and keep switching positions every couple of seconds, always only giving me a side view of him. He had Harry Potter-like eye glasses and fairly thick light-coloured hair with sideburns, but not covering his ears.

Why I have not really seen him face on is that it is known that ghosts don't have eye pupils, so their eyes are completely black and I guess that he didn't want me to see him that way.

When a spirit is visible, so much energy is used up in manifesting in that form that there isn't enough left to speak. It's an either or decision.

More recently I wanted to try photographing him, and read that if you keep using the flash on the camera that this will encourage the spirit to be visible. Well, that actually did something else. I don't think he wants to be photographed because when I pointed the camera into the washroom, I saw this wavy light near the bottom of the doorway move to my bedroom and I followed the light pressing the shutter button. One particular frame had a grey transparent vertical rectangle on the right side of the image. I believe J. R. was doing all he could to prevent a photo of him. What I think this means is that it doesn't matter whether people "see" him or not, but that he somehow gets closure and can then ascend to Heaven.



I don't know how else to help this kid. I am not willing to go swimming into the River. That I do know. I wish I could prove through some kind of written account that he went missing back then and his body was never found.

What makes finding more details about him difficult are two things. He has not given me his real first name (unless it really is Roger), and secondly the Free Press has taken away access to its electronic edition at the Library. That would make it really simple to just type in the name Hepburn into the search box and have it look in the 1907 Free Press text.

I also do not know how many others he has communicated with over the past 103 years, and whether those others ever got any further than I have in helping him.

At least then he would become a Winnipeg documented ghost.

Since then he has told me that he does no longer wish to stay with me because he doesn't like sitting near where the cat litterbox is, and my bed is not wide enough for him to sleep on.

J. R. is a much more friendly ghost than Aern ever was and I wish to continue to make his cause known.