Past Life Session 1 - June 2009

These are just the notes that my past life therapist jotted down while under hypnosis on June 22, 2009. Since then I have not yet gone back, but I have had other past lives memories come back to me, as written in other recent blog posts here. I fully believe now that the area I lived in during the lifetime described below was in the western portion of England, which is hilly, and that around age 20 I had dreamt of becoming a steeplechase racer, competing at Cheltenham, or somewhere similar.

• Age = 15 years old (1865)
  • Outdoors
  • Grass & Trees
  • Standing
  • Rolling hills, sparse trees
  • Alone
  • Male
  • Sandals on feet
  • Shorts
  • Hair brown
  • White skin
  • Rural England (what Town Name?)
  • Name = ?
• Description of our house
  • steep roof with red shingles
  • outside Tudor style
  • white with brown stucco
  • inside – chandaleer in entrance
  • 2 or 3 storey (quite large house)
• girl with blue & white dress (age 7?) - Marie?
  • walking right to left (friendlier than now)
  • resembles one of my sisters
  • man at top of stairs looking down
  • looks like current Dad
  • seems like he doesn't understand me
  • tension between him and I
  • Mom not there (maybe there, wearing dress)
  • Mom in older kitchen, with wood burning stove
  • Dad is the owner of the farm
  • Had others working for him
  • I did not help with farm
• Cat (1870)
  • Grey cat walking farm fence
  • Cat is in a happy mood
  • Short haired, age 5-10 years
  • Cat stays outdoors
  • family's cat
  • Nice day, feeling happy & peaceful
• I'm 20 years old (1870)
  • Another man (not Dad) who is leading the horse
  • Somebody who could help my Dad, who helped fix things around the farm
  • Dad is outside
  • I'm outside watching
  • Man has work clothes, not professionally dressed
  • Behaviour & health of horse
  • Now I'm talking with the man
  • He is a good conversationalist
  • He sends me to get my Dad
  • I'm walking with him (the horse behaviour man) & the horse
  • I'm on the left of the horse, he's on the right
  • He is a behavioural healer
    • being very gentle
  • I have nothing else to do
• Just live at home with family
• 25 years old – just a blank
• Death experience (1875)
  • See hills behind shore
  • Going underwater
  • Lake – like Lake Winnipeg, but in rural England
  • A few people are watching from the shore (about 10)
  • They see me going under water
  • Fair distance out fromothe shore (about ¼ Km)
  • Soul is separating from body & going to the light
• Lessons learned
  • To be kind (with a capital K)
  • Grow spiritually – round stained glass window circle shaped with red & blue glass.
  • Church – beige (not too big though)
  • More duty
  • Done Better – could have helped out more – had it too easy
  • Greatest fulfillment – none – just day to day – plain
  • More sadness or hurt – wanting a bigger family – too much loneliness
  • Help for current life – be more pro-active – initiating stuff – be more risk taking
  • Past life person saying to current life person – Go For It!
  • Present day to past life self – You did the best you could with the resources & surroundings you had (limited resources you had)
  • Do now? - More people in my life
  • This is a fuller life

During, and after this session, I had asked myself why I was getting this man to check out this particular horse. At first I didn't know whether I wanted to train it for horse jumping, or horse racing. But recently I re-discovered that there is a sport that combines BOTH...
I believe it was to see if it was worthy to be trained for steeplechase racing.


See also: 19th Century Past Life in Rural England - Cheltenham Steeplechase