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4.30.2011

I saw a Grey alien in my bathroom

Uh oh...

This is a biggie for me...

As you know, since I've been out of my job since April 15th I seem to have been experiencing more psychic stuff happening, and also during these past two weeks I have also been meditating or trying to with this chemtrail-caused upper respiratory blockage that still hasn't completely gone away yet.

OK, so chalk one up to something completely or nearly new...

While in psychic trance mode - that's where my eyes are open and the room around me fades to black ... I saw start to appear a Grey alien in ether form (not solid). He or it had the oval eyes and was looking at me, but just like the friendly little boys (Jolly Roger Boy, Andrew and his little bro' Stephen) that I had seen, this alien had emerged for a second then went away only to reappear a couple of seconds later in a different pose.

There was another Grey, probably his overlooker or supervisor, who seemed a bit older, and larger, and his mouth had a frown-like shape.

One of them, I can't remember which one now,  did motion with his hands to come with it or him. This being's fingers were twice the length of mine. I did not because I know from others' experience there are two kinds of Greys - benevolent (friendly) and malevolent (the ones who poke us with surgical instruments and have inserted electronic implants). I chose to stay. If I had chosen to go with them my body would have stayed behind while my astral body would have traveled to their lightship.

I stayed because I didn't know if they were benevolent or malevolent. I had love inside me and kept that frequency as much as possible. Also earlier in the day, I had gone to a Massage & Reiki session, so some of my energy was cleared.

While I was sitting on my covered toilet seat I was doing pranic breathing and I could see the soft light of my Guardian Angel Rexufufus, and I felt that he was there to protect my spirit self. Moonwalker gave me the advice "white light yourself to the hilt"... And that I did.

Still I saw this Grey or Greys - it appeared one at at time,but there may have been more than one. And I also saw some sort of hybrid creature, but I only saw it for short seconds and then it vanished.

I tried communicating it by telepathy but got no response.

The Greys are part biological part android beings that are subservient to some sort of Reptilian aliens out there.

The Greys have no body parts for creating children, and their race has been dying off because of this. So their "plan B" is to create hybrid Grey-Humans and they do this by taking our sperm and eggs and matching it up with theirs.

I read last year that this "plan B" has not been very successful. They hybrids are not healthy or something like that. In a way I empathize for them, and want the best for their race of beings, which are part of this part of this Galaxy.

The other things to note is that my own physical health is not exactly 100%. I have a couple of major illnesses - Type 2 Diabetes, Low Thyroid, and a few minor ones - my left ear canal is narrower than the right, I have Eczema, and some Gallstones.

Why would they want me as a specimen?

More later as more info becomes available...

4.25.2011

Mom Says "I Love You"

While trying to fall asleep on the early morning hours of Saturday April 23 I hear what I think is my Mom (who died on January 3 2010)...

Mom/spirit: I love you, I love you, I love you.... (keeps repeating over and over again).

The next night, again I'm trying to fall asleep and I hear a woman's voice whispering...

Mom/spirit: I love you, I love you...you are special to me....I am special to you...

I asked who this spirit was, because as you know, I can only hear OR see spirits but not at the same time...My vibrational frequency at this time in my soul's progress doesn't quite allow that as of yet...

Mom/spirit: Mom......Mom.....Mom...can you hear me?

Me: Yes, sort of, but you're not coming in as loudly as (my Uncle) Rudy Sokalski (died 1995) as on March 2 2009 12 hours after Smiles the Cat dies and while at my parent's home I hear him loudly exclaim "Now that's the one I've been waiting for!". Or Fr. Brian Massie (died May 2009) saying "Jim, you won't get to Heaven if you keep treating your cats that way!"....I understand from reading books about transferring from the body to just spirit that it can take some time of reorientation and that that soul may need a bit of retraining to communicate telepathically to those of us still in a body.

No, I can't be 100% sure it really is my Mom because her communications are coming as loud as a whisper. Additionally my left ear has been having problems with wax and that just so happens to be the one she and her primary (female) spirit guide were using...

OK, so I think it's Mom trying to communicate with me, on Holy Saturday...Makes kind of sense because she was big on participating in Holy Week and this first event was in between Good Friday and Holy Saturday morning....

OK, now onto the second event...

She kept repeating (so that I'd receive the communication correctly) "You are special to me..." "I am special to you"...

OK...

So then I asked her, "what do you mean by 'special'? Are we 'karmically locked'?" It was like they didn't know what I meant...so I continued..."Are we both locked into incarnation together?" And then I heard a response that may have been a "yes".

At that there was a pause and then I asked a second question. "OK, how about the events of 2009?"

Her spirit guide answered that one and said "the events of 2009 are in the past, we are working on a new plan".

I interpret "new plan" as to be a new life plan for Mom/Rose.

But this is so soon after 2009. Is she (as a soul) ready to come back? I thought she would want more "vacation time" far away, perhaps on another planet or star system? Hey Mom, did you even check out the Sirius star system or Mars, or Jupiter or stuff like that?

In my case there was approx. 90 years of Heaven time in Earth years (1875 - 1966)...enough for me anyways to have a life review and have some fun, and learn about upcoming times on Earth.
But she was always complaining "Gee when do I get a vacation from his Hell hole?"

Anyways, I hope to have her come by more times so that I can hear her better and perhaps ask more questions just so that I'm sure it really is her.

4.23.2011

Saw Muzzle from a Dog Spirit

Saturday April 22 2011 I was at my Aunt's home for the evening.

I was sitting with my Dad and my Aunt's friend at the dining room table. The lights were low.

To the left is the kitchen and the the only light from the kitchen was the aux. light from the stove.

My Aunt has had 3 dogs over the past 45 years that I have known here - Skippy, Toby, and Jenny They're all gone now.

There were no living dogs at my Aunt's home when I was there on April 22 2011.

This past week I have been meditating privately at home, about 3 times 30 minutes, so I have re-raised my consciousness in this past while.

Last night, out of the corner of my left eye, and going for about 10 seconds, I could see the slender muzzle the kind from a dog. It was coloured very dark grey, the same colour of body when I saw the spirit of my cat Smiles three times in 2009.

A few minutes later and I thought I could hear animal nails from paws walk across the kitchen floor. Now I'm not totally sure of the sound event because my Aunt's friend's chair had made  creaking noises, but it was different from the walking sound.... Hmmm...

Later I looked whether this light from the stove could have been causing me to see some figure on the right side of the doorway, but no, it was not.

I believe the dog spirit I saw was from my cousin's German Shepard cross (something) female dog Diva, who passed away less than 5 years ago.

4.22.2011

Don't Focus on your Spirit Guides During Meditation

A couple of times this year, Daniel my main spirit guide, has noticed that sometimes when I start my meditation it is with the goal of being able to see or hear one of my spirit guides. He says not to do this...

Jim: (focusing on intent that if I meditate enough I will see or hear my guides better/more often).

Daniel: If you want to raise your level of consciousness, don't focus on us.

...

And he should have added to this advice by saying that by focusing on our guides, it creates sort of a loop - that doing so does nothing to help the external world and ourselves. Instead focus on clearing the chemtrails or moving out negative energy in my home or at the workplace or in public areas.

It is the difference between Service to Self and Service to Others.



I am sometimes feeling a certain kind of novelty in being able to see Daniel and Pete when they've tapped me on the shoulder - I wake up and one of them wants to show me something like my Book of Life (which looks like one of those large white Christian Bibles with the gold coloured edges), except that it had some text and a small coloured drawing on the left page and another one on the right).

Someone else might interpret this as a message (advice) for me to read the Bible more often. My intuition however tells me that this is my actual Book of Life retrieved from the Heavenly dimension. The book was pulled open approx. to the middle. After showing me this Book, Daniel backed up away from me and disappeared in my room.The apparition event all happened in about 5 to 10 seconds.

I have read that more advanced souls see their spirit guides and other people's guides ALL THE TIME. I'm not at that point yet.

4.18.2011

My April 1998 Partition Table

On the leading edge, back in the day, triple booting 3 OSes on one PC!

Linux Installation from April 1998
hda1 Extended container
hda2 Linux / (root) – LILO goes here!!!
hda3 Windows95 (16-bit FAT)
hda4 OS/2 Boot Manager
hda5 OS/2 HPFS (OS/2 system files)
hda6 OS/2 HPFS (OS/2 apps.)
hda7 Linux /usr (apps.)
hda8 OS/2 HPFS (OS/2 apps.)
hda9 Linux Swap (16096)

4.16.2011

I was a Spirit Guide to a 'Christopher'

Friday, April 15 2011 was my last day at work at Agriculture & Agri-Food, and I was feeling a bit like there was not closure in the sense that I feel like mainly the workplace bully supervisors who mistreated me during my years there have not yet had karma come back to them.

I've been reading about 'workplace bullying' and it seems like a lot of what was going on was that at some point I became a 'target' of this phenomenon.

So I called on my spirit guides, whichever ones would speak and give advice on this.

Moonwalker gave two bits of advice.
  1. You need to write a letter to yourself in a journal of all the things that were issues for you at work. This should take between 4 and 7 pages to write out.
  2. You need to heal of all the 'things they did to you'.
Moonwalker left me and said that if I call her, she'd be back.

Then another spirit guide, Christopher, addressed me by my birth name James, said that he has not had much interaction with me in this lifetime, but said that when I was a baby in the late 1960s that he'd look down at me (when I was lying in the crib) and comment to the other spirit guides on how cute looking I was. Christopher also said that I was his spirit guide in one of his prior lifetimes.

He didn't say (yet) during what time period I was Christopher's guide. I will have to ask him.

Cool.

See also:

Wikipedia - Workplace Bullying
Workplace Bullying Institute