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11.26.2014

Invisible Friends for Me

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Imaginary_friend ... Imaginary friends and spirit guides are quite the same thing or at least the same phenomenon.

Had I asked the divine realm for a male child spirit to have as a friend whilst I was growing up,

I didn't have a child spirit. I had a few adult spirits who were my guides - Moonwalker, Daniel, and Pete (now reincarnated).

Would have been nice to have Andrew and Stephen as friends while I was growing up.

But I didn't. I'm not supposed to look back as they say.

Connection between Jinn and Family Violence

I was told yesterday of why I didn't have divine intervention when my Dad was physically and verbally abusing me in the 1970s...that indeed Aern the Jinn (a type of demon) was working thru my Dad to abuse me... Moonwalker (my good guide) had on several occasions said to my Dad to "STOP IT!". My Mom used to urge my Dad to the same thing. He didn't listen. In fact in the 1970s, Moonwalker said yesterday, that Aern had so possessed my Dad that, "on a couple of occasions" he had thoughts of killing me. At that point it wouldn't have mattered, as I probably needed a new start anyways.

In the 1970s when I had had several encounters with Aern, as an (approx.) 80% solid spirit...He of course never told me what he was. His only words were that "can you help me find my family?"

So during the Summer, after moving to my current place I had been to my Dad's basement to get one of my belongings. This was at about 10 pm.

11.24.2014

11.18.2014

Aldebaran I






"Aldebaran I" ... NOT the planet that Andrew and Stephen were from, prior to Earth...their planet was further away from the star. I'm not allowed to name it or give any more details about it however. That's a secret in confidence I'm supposed to keep because no planets have been detected yet

http://www.geir.org/art/future/Aldebaran.html

http://www.solstation.com/stars2/aldebaran.htm

Aldebaran 4
http://aliens.wikia.com/wiki/Aldebaran-4

Aldebaran: Planet of the Extraterrestrial  Beings of Light
http://www.amazon.com/ALDEBARAN-PLANET-EXTRATERRESTRIAL-BEINGS-LIGHT-ebook/dp/B00N4OKYXC



11.17.2014

Olivia Newton-John - Magic



A song a bout our spirit guides, angels, and future kids.



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2014 and The Role of the Spirit Babies and YOU!



"2014 is the year of the spirit baby".

I can confirm this, if just for my own experience, although i have experienced my future offspring in previous years too -- 1986, 1989, 1994, 2001, 2002, 2005-06-07, 2009-10-11, 2012-13, *2014*.

Urban Rail Blog: 10 Years of the Minneapolis LRT

The Urban Rail Blog reviews the Minneapolis LRT, 10 years after it's been in operation:

http://schwandl.blogspot.ca/2014/09/minneapolisst-paul-light-rail.html

11.16.2014

Raising Consciousness



While I was listening to this piece, Andrew was on my left side putting his hand on my back, while Stephen was atop my head (Soulfire Connection spot).

11.13.2014

Birth Timing

Photo: Getty Images


Having a serious discussion tonight with Andrew &
 Stephen.

My future sons say that I might have to wait up to 5 years (2019) before they're born...time for me to get a job, find the mother/wife, buy a house, "settle down".
I have said to them and to my guide Moonwalker, that I'd prefer Andrew to be born by 2017; giving 2 extra years Andrew isn't born by the end of 2019 that I'd prefer to be hit by a car and be paraplegic...to which they usually say "We don't want a Dad like that" and they threaten to leave me forever and would choose another set of parents.

They have suggested that I adopt them instead...that I would get a job and both of them would incarnate into another family. The birth father would die and the mother widow would choose me to be the next dad. But that would mean, based on current age separation between Andrew & Stephen...that Andrew would already be at least 3 1/2 yrs. old or more...

That would mean that I wouldn't experience him as an infant or baby...no bottle feeding or some of the other baby related stuff.

The mid-1980s were a different story. I envisaged adopting Andrew via an agency at the age of 5 1/2 or 6 yrs old. To my knowledge, he didn't have a brother yet...but really he didn't have a brother Stephen or I didn't know about him...

How long ago really did we choose each other? Did this happen between lives, or since the 1980s?

This is all very, very frustrating to me. ...

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/women/mother-tongue/9330961/A-loving-father-is-more-important-to-children.html

Olivia Newton John - Let Me Be There
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xB2cY-8xFdI

11.12.2014

Allowing Stephen to Lean Against My Back

In experiencing pre-birth tonight, Andrew was sleeping against my back (I could feel a heavy weight against it) while I was watching Youtube clips.

Stephen comes onto the sofa that I'm leaning against.

I said "Stephen, how are you?" He says "fine"...

I said "How about leaning against me?" Stephen says "I can't because Andrew is leaning against your back right now"

Andrew was fast asleep. I didn't really wanna wake him up because he and I have had lack of sleep issues these past few weeks.

So I tapped him on the back, and then I felt a ripple feeling and the weight against my back disappeared. I think I woke Andrew up.

That's when Moonwalker says "Stephen wants to sleep on LilZebra's back now."

Andrew then started saying "I don't wanna sleep with you anymore..." repeatedly.

I just can't win sometimes. I don't want the brothers fighting over me.

So now Stephen is leaning against my back and I'm leaniing against the sofa, and typing this on a coffee table on my laptop.

Parenting 101 Course I'm enrolled in at the moment.

11.10.2014

Rooibos Tea for Kidney Infection & Insomnia

I self diagnosed that I have some sort of kidney infection, and I feel that the best way to rid myself of it is to take Rooibos Tea.

I tried this tea about 5 years ago, when I was trying various herbal remedies. The tea takes some getting used to, but I suppose if I used the right sweetner - honey or raw sugar or whatever I'm supposed to mix it with...it should be fine.

11.09.2014

From the archives...August 1992

I wrote the following in my personal journal, on August 5th & 6th, 1992...Quote:
"I want to cuddle a little boy. The young boy would be pre-school age 3 or 4 years old.
I want to adopt a little boy -- 6 years old and let him sleep in a crib and cuddle him because he's cute.
Foretelling of the presence of future sons Stephen, the "3 or 4 year old"; Andrew "6 years old".

However since that time, future sons have told me (telepathically) that they wish to co-sleep, not sleep in cribs.

11.02.2014

Spirit has Weight & Volume, no Mass

Spirit has Weight and Volume, but no Mass.




This is why a spirit (another entity) can touch us and we will feel it

The Wikipedia article on Mass, defines it as:

Mass is not the same thing as weight, even though we commonly calculate an object's mass by measuring its weight. A man standing on the Moon would weigh less than he would on Earth because of the lower gravity, but he would have the same mass (he would have to recalibrate his bathroom scale for lunar gravity).