I hear this song almost everytime I listen to Chante France (90,5 FM aris).

Florent Pagny - Combien de gens

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGFRkjomvR0

Timelines

(Future son) Stephen: "I/we're giving you 4 months (till end of Jan 2015?) to find a job, or we're leaving you".
"I love you. I want you to be my Daddy."
I told them that I'm registered with Sara Riel and to be patient a bit until they sort a work program out for me.

We (they in spirit) saw the movie "This is 40" at Mood Disorders this afternoon, so perhaps he got a bit anxious about my situation. The movie portrays a modern family, with modern issues.

I said to Andrew & Stephen that if they do choose to leave me, that I would find another son(s) by praying to God and the Angels. There are certainly other male souls who would choose to be my sons, who share similar values - so-called 'permissive parenting', similar music and movie likes, belief in homeschooling, as I do.

I can't really see myself spending the rest of my life alone. I DO want a family of my own. Sometimes things take time.

These two great souls have been waiting on me for 25-30 years already. Can it wait just another few months before I get a job, and get back on my feet?

Circular Shower

Has anyone ever heard or seen of a circular shower?

The concept is that several nozzles surround the user
and instead of the user moving to where the shower head is, he/she is sprayed from all sides at once.

The nozzles don't rotate, but several are placed at various points and the water comes out at once.

This is some sort of advanced shower design.

http://thatslikewhoa.com/revolving-bath-and-shower-in-1/

Very cool design, I say.

What I Want For My Life

1. A job that pays well enough to maintain a 4-member family.
2.  A wife that I love and she loves me too.
3. The two sons I'm meant to have - Andrew & Stephen, who chose me, years ago, to be their Dad.
4. A house for the 4 of us in a nice neighbourhood that isn't in a *new* suburb, but is in a mature area.
5. Driving lessons for me, so that I can drive my family around places. That's better than relying on public transit to go places.
6. A car. Doesn't have to be brand new. It can be a well-maintained older car. I've seen 2005 GM Pontiac for $4000. It's doable.
7. Nice furniture for us.
8. Homeschooling for one or both of my sons, so that they can learn at their own pace, not the pace of the formal school system.
9. Winter vacations, so that we can get away from this horrid snow, for at least one month.
10. Go to the same church together. I currently go to The Meeting Place, which is an Anabaptist Mennonite faith.
11. Tennis lessons for one or both of my sons. Any other hobby sport or hobby they'd want to take up that costs $.
12. Swimming lessons if they're interested so they can have fun at the beach, and other water places.
13. Easy access to great, locally grown food in the Summer, from farmer's markets.
14. A peaceful household where everybody is respected, and there is no abuse of any kind. I endured too much pysical and verbal abuse while I was growing up. This will stop with me.
15. That we pray together as a family. I've already started doing this with my two sons since mid-July 2014.

Other things:

1. To learn to dress so that my clothes fit me well, not having to constantly pick up my pants, or that my pants are always on the verge of falling down.
2. Learn to cook a bit more than now, so that I can cook meals for my upcoming family.
3. 
   

Grocery Shopping

I was just laying down, after a long day of traveling to and from an appt. at the HSC area.

I had a couple of issues, one housing related, the other was feedback on the appt. I had at HSC today.

I was laying down, it was about 19h30 (7:30 pm). I was thinking at the time... "hmmm I think I'm gonna go to Superstore to buy vitamins, beans, pears, and peaches"... almost immediately I felt a sensation at the top of my head like someone was patting it. No voices I heard, but a feeling of "let's go shopping!".

Must be my kids.