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5.03.2015

Colour Management in Linux

Since 2014 I have had  colour management software working in my Linux.

I have access to a software program called dispcalgui, which works in conjunction with a colorimeter.

Here are some settings that are specific and some variable for use with my hardware (IBM LP154W02):
  • D50 / 5000 K
  • White Level =86 cd/m2 screen brightness - this is the max. brightness that my particular LCD screen can produce.
  • 174 lux. was setting for previous home. 21 lux is for current home

3.23.2015

Storix System Backup for Linux

I wish there was a simple, easy to use, integrated software for Linux that allowed me to:

* create a compressed tar file
* allowed manipulation of the tape drive (erasing, forward, search, backup, restore, list of files)
* freeware
* GUI or really good char. mode interface

I think I may have found a decent GUI (char. mode) programme for Linux for backing up by tape. Storix System (Tape) Backup. I found it while typing in 'Linux tape' in Archive.org today. It's freeware for personal use.

The person who started the Storix company in 1999, , used to work for IBM, so the programme must be high quality.

I haven't tried it out yet, but here is a screenshot from Archive.org:


To install and run Storix, I had to do the following:
  1. Download the .tar.gz files from Arcive.org
  2. Login as root
  3. Create the storix directory in /usr/local
  4. Extract the .tar file into /usr/local/storix
  5. cd /usr/local/storix
  6. Type stinstall
  7. All the install programme asked me was am I intending on running this as an Individual or as a Company? I chose 'p' for Personal (this is the freeware ver.)
  8. To run the programme, just type sudo /usr/bin/stadmin
I will hopefully write more on how to run this, after I've tried backing up a couple of times.

Storix has a tutorial on Youtube on how to run it.

The Streetcars of Winnipeg: Our Forgotten Heritage

A new book about the history and use of the streetcar in metro Winnipeg has now been published... The Streetcars of Winnipeg: Our Forgotten Heritage by Brian Darragh. As part of the launch party, an interview was conducted by West End Dumplings host ... http://westenddumplings.blogspot.ca/2015/03/sundays-radio-edition-winnipeg.html

3.20.2015

Update

  1. Strabismus - Just one more week to go of Home Care visits. My eye has significantly improved since the operation. I have let them know that they can come at 8 am and 7 pm and that the 11 am and 3 pm I can just put the drops in myself.
  2. OfE - I've contacted my new Employment Counsellor at OfE and am in the process of scheduling an appt. to meet with her, hopefully some time next week.
  3. BlackBerry Phone? - On Tuesday I was at Superstore and spotted a BlackBerry z432 phone for $79. It is via ROGERS pay as you go...So when I get my CPP I can buy this phone, and then when I pay off the remaining bal. at MTS ($160) switch over my acct. to the BlackBerry but I'm still staying with MTS or ROGERS depending on who could offer the lowest monthly plan.
  4. Left Foot - I've made an appt. with a nearby physiotherapist to take a look at my left foot that's been feeling stiff ever since I fell 2 yrs. off the bus 2 yrs. ago. The cost is $70 for a 1 hr. consultation.
  5. Mental Health Worker - On Tuesday I met with *** and *** with *** at his office. The meeting went well. I have a follow-up appt. with Idalia next Wednesday at 11h. I should have brought my paper notebook with me to recall the list that L. and I wrote up a few weeks back "Goals of Therapy".
  6. Bicycling Season Has Begun - Rode the bike firs time this year on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. Friday the temps were below 0 C, and I had $0 so I just stayed inside.
  7. Movies - Saw the movie The Imitation Game, about one of the most brilliant minds of the 20th century, Alan Turing, who cracked the German secret crypto code during WW II. I didn't know that he was ostracized for being gay. He suicided himself in the early 1950s because they forced sterilization of him, despite having a girlfriend who knew he was gay.
That's all for now.

3.08.2015

Haddaway - What is Love (Remix)





Good for jumping on a bed or inside a crib. It's that spring sound from the synth I like.
Heard this in a store in St. Vital Centre on Sunday.
Song was released in '93 but the rhythm sound is from the '90-'91 period.

3.06.2015

What Is Spirit?

In my experience, spirit can do everything an incarnate can, and more...:

  1. Has a form -- Animal, Human, or Demon
  2. Has all 5 senses like incarnates - Sight, Sound, Smell, Touch, Temperature
  3. Travel to/from Heaven/Hell
  4. Communicates telepathically
  5. Can eat food, not like an incarnate - the food and drink will still be there, but the 'etheric' part of the food and drink can be consumed by spirit
  6. Can express emotion -  can laugh, cry
  7. Touching an incarnate is easy, the reverse is more difficult.

Can A Demon Remove Your Blood?

Last month I had a demon visit me that attaches some sort of thing to me, and proceeds to remove my blood from inside of my body.

It feels very similar to when a nurse sticks a needle thru the skin, then finds a vein to draw blood from - for a blood test or donation.

The thing is what is preventing me from dying is that my spirit son "cast a spell on the demon so that he can't hurt you".

My child spirit son says that "I don't want you to die, we need you here."

Last Wednesday I attended a meeting with my CMHA Wpg. caseworker and her supr,, my Aunt, my sister, a social worker who can do assessments.

The purpose of the meeting was to review the Psych. Assessment (more of a background history this time around). The social worker concluded that, in his view, I don't need additional help...that I should just continue to attend OfE and get a job like everyone else.

However the others supported me in the view that that is not enough for me to get me back into the workforce.

The others recommend "supportive housing" and to be a part of the Provincial Special Needs programme.

3.04.2015

Archival documents, electronically republished by me, for information purposes.

Greater Winnipeg Investigative Commission (1959)
PDF

Future Development of the Greater Winnipeg Transit System (1959)
PDF

2.09.2015

Heaven Has No Money


When my two sons Andrew & Stephen spend time with me, if I close my eyes I can see them wearing clothing that you'd find in commonplace stores anywhere in the West.

Long sleeved shirts with wide stripes on them. PJs for night time. They say they wear jeans, and of course they'll wear parkas or hoodies in the Winter.

These etheric versions of clothing are provided by Heaven. But they're NOT FREE. They're given when souls will help others out -- other souls in Heaven or those of us in incarnate form.

But this also illustrates, how, if mankind just got rid of money altogether...what kind of world would we have...that as long as we help each other out...we'll get our needs met...clothing, housing, a car...anything we need would be just there for us....Just like on Star Trek.

Abusive Mom Supported by CFS is Exposed!

"The mother went from claiming her husband emotionally abused her, to claiming he was a sexual abuser and murderer who used his eldest child “as a gun in his hands to try to kill the mother of these three children,” Harper wrote. 
Recordings, text messages and e-mails showed the woman to be verbally abusive to her sons and often drunk. 
The boys repeatedly tried to alert the CAS to their mother’s violence, alcoholism and manipulation, only to see the agency side with her."

I bet alot of these false allegations of 'abuse' from the single moms of the 1990s, made against Men, and supported by the CFS/CPS establishment were what went on in a lot of cases.


I'm so glad that this is finally being EXPOSED for what it is...

http://www.sunnewsnetwork.ca/sunnews/canada/archives/2014/04/20140410-195616.html

2.08.2015

Trust in the Water

I had lunch at the Ground Floor restaurant in downtown Winnipeg this afternoon with both of my spirit sons.

Right away Andrew wanted to sit behind me in the chair.

I told him, "no, I want you both to sit in separate chairs" so that I'm not viewed as favouring you." He started to exclaim that and insisted on sitting behind me.

Now a bit of background... Recently I've discovered how spirits can eat and drink with us...not by eating the physical food & drink but by eating the etheric or spirit version of it.

As I understand it, what happens technically for a spirit to drink a liquid is that they put their index finger somewhere mid-point in my rear chest, and take it in that way.

Andrew says that I cannot gulp down liquids anymore if he wants to ingest the liquids too. I must take "little boy sips" as he calls them. 

That works just fine when Andrew is alone with me and he has been taking in water, or Stella's iced tea, or an ice cream at DQ.

I've also had Stephen with me last year when we shared an ice cream together at DQ. I just had to hold the cone in front of me, and tell him (telepathically) that he can have a few licks. So fast forward to today.

Today I wanted Stephen to drink some of the ice water at the restaurant. I made the mistake of not managing the boys' take from the water properly - sharing it.

I did give Stephen the first sips, then Andrew. If they were both incarnate, of course we'd all have separate cups and wouldn't be sharing.

It's easy to look after kids if all you do is cuddle them....That's the easy part. The challenge is to maintain their trust and yours for lifelong time and not to destroy it while raising them. I was almost saying subconsciously to Andrew "Hey, I don't know why you want to sit behind me even though we do it regularly and there is no problem. I don't trust you with the water."

What an awful message I was sending both boys.

I'm sorry Andrew & Stephen the way I acted. I'm apologize for assuming that Andrew wouldn't share the water. I will do things different from now on.

2.07.2015

Iced Tea

Every day I learn more and more about pre-birth communications.

Now I find, I'm 'eating for two'...Myself, and my yet to be born son.

I eat the 'physical version' of the food & drink, while he eats the 'etheric version'.

So I have a container of Safeway brand iced tea (I won't buy the others because they include 'silicon dioxide'), and while I know it's not the best, it's cheap liquid to go along with food.

He says that it'd be better to drink plain water rather than the iced tea...says the iced tea is "yuck". But just the other day he really liked this lime drink I bought from that ethnic store on Notre Dame . Also he was reluctant to try Stella's homemade iced tea, something I've tried for at least the last 2 yrs. I told him that it has less sugar. He took 'little boy sips' from me and loved the taste of their mix.

Interview - Doreen Virtue

1.27.2015

G L O S S A R Y

Aern A 800 yr old Jinn

Aldebaran orangy red star 65 ly away from Sol.

Alpha ********* / Ion is a Red Dwarf star approx. 500 ly away from Sol. LilZebra spent 250,000 yrs incarnating there before Earth

Andrew Future (soon) eldest son

Daniel

"Jolly Roger Boy" Hepburn a 14 yo. teenage boy spirit, who apparently lived prev. life 1893-1907. He drowned by the shore of the Red River.

LilZebra Me

Moonwalker Female spirit guide that looked after me from 2011-2014

Personal Demon

Pete An adult male bald headed spirit guide I had. He is now incarnate

Rexy/Rexufus my Guardian Angel

Rupert An adult male spirit guide that helped me in 2010-11 sent by a member of the David Icke forum.

Stephen Future (soon) youngest son


1.24.2015

Zach and Noah



The older boy in this video looks quite like my son Andrew.

Donnie & Joe Emerson - Baby



Just discovered this beauty of a song...Was rel. in 1979. I don't really recall it being played on Winnipeg radio at the time, or ever, for that matter.

All I did was to type into Youtube "baby brothers" and I got this.

1.17.2015

Pleiadian/Nordic Race



Aldebaran ETs also included in Pleiadian helpers to this Earth.

1.16.2015

Hot gay movies 2014 - Summer storm English - Full Movie



German film (Eng. subs) deals with being gay amongst straight people.

Deals with CONSENT issues amongst teens that want to explore their sexuality with others.

1.05.2015

MARGARET THATCHER Interview Barbara Frum CBC 27 Sep 83



The Iron Lady speaks to CBC The Journal's Barbara Frum.

1.01.2015

A Boy Called Dad (Full length film)





A 14 yo. boy has intercourse with a teenage woman. They conceive a boy, and name him Elliot.

The girl takes care of baby Elliot. Then the boy shoots her new boyfriend and takes Elliot.

At first the baby is crying and the boy doesn't know how to stop him from doing so, but later the boy learns, through a paternal instinct, to care for Elliot. And he is quite capable of doing so.

The film was done in the Welsh language, so in parts it can be quite difficult to understand the conversations.

This film shows that boys/men are capable of looking after infants/babies on their own, if they're given the leeway to do so.

In the whole, it is not just the mother's responsibility or being allowed to look after their offspring, but also the Dad's too.

There is just something inherently wrong with society still, not fully healed but moving forward a bit, in bringing back the Dad's, which is essential, to look after, nurture their kids.

12.28.2014

Pray that you get lots of good things come your way in 2015.

Spiritual Renaissance

Spiritual Renaissance. That's what you took from your past life.

12.27.2014

Joyce Meyer - How To Instantly Increase Your Joy (Pt1)

You're too hard on yourself

You're too hard on yourself.
You get depressed when you don't allow good things into your life.

-- future son Andrew Jaworski

Expect good things. Expect them. Get your "expectors" out of the back of the closet, dust them off and start expecting good things in your life.
 -- Joyce Meyer, posted to facebook, 27-December-2014

Youtube - Joyce Meyer - 2014-01-10 - Focus on the positive things in life
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mE0lfrM4nWc

12.15.2014

Both Sons Now Nap With Me

Today, for the very first time, both sons successfully had an afternoon nap with me.

On the first nap from 13h to 16h (1 to 4 pm), Andrew slept on my back, while Stephen slept to the left of me.

I have a Twin-sized mattress, so there is not enough room for both to sleep besides me.

On the second nap 19h to 20h30 (7 to 8:30 pm), they reversed positions...Andrew on the left side while Stephen took on top of my back.

I believe that this is the first time ever that Stephen and I are finally bonding properly.

Stephen Energy Can Be Good Energy

My younger son said a few things to me tonight while he lay next to me, trying to get me to go to sleep... His spirit age was that of an 11 yr. old boy. It's been quite rare for Stephen to spend time with me these past few months, though I have kept saying to him "I want to get to know you more Stephen. I want to spend more one-to-one time with you". For example, last August we walked along west end Portage Ave. thru Omand's Creek Bridge together.

"You think that Stephen energy can't be good energy, but Stephen energy can be good for everyone".

He said that he perceived Andrew as my "favourite son". I said that probably tends to happen in families with oldest kids. I also said that "I want to have an emotionally close relationship with you Stephen...you are my son". He replied "That's the first time you said that to me".

12.10.2014

Extremely Powerful Third Eye Opening Binaural Beat Meditation



Doing this 3rd eye meditation so that I can see my sons in a room - even a room that is brightly lit (like at a supermarket, mall, church or elsewhere).


Wake (Hillsong Young and Free) lyric video



 They sing this at our church.


12.07.2014

Randy Bachman, Reindeer, and Christmas Bells

Today I got to The Meeting Place church on time today.

After that I went to the Concert Hall to purchas a ticket for the Randy Bachman Symphonkic Overdrive (with the WSO). Literally got a front row seat.

Then went over to the RRC restaurant, and had pancakes and eggs. The eggs were the best part. Can't say much for the pancakes.

Andrew and Stephen both attended the concert. Incarnate people sat on either side of me, so my sons had to sit in between me and them (floating?) They said that the music was good but it was "too loud". I responded by saying that when they incarnate all concert music is loud like that and they'll have to get used to it.

Returned home around 17h.

Andrew said a couple of things...

"Horses sliding off of rooftops"

I said "Horses? Where?"

"Horses falling off of roofs"

"Do you mean Reindeer?"

Moonwalker or someone else informed him about what Reindeer are. Remember they came from another planet before that might not have had the story of Santa Claus with the Reindeer.

"Yeah" he replied.

Then he said "Christmas bells. Can you hear the bells?"



There was a quiet jingling sound I could hear in my left ear.

I said "yes. Where did you get them from?"

"From Heaven."

12.06.2014

CRTC Public Hearing on specialty channel applications (July 1987)




The July 1987 CRTC hearing on "new cable specialty channels".

This was the hearing that lead to the licensing of YTV, CBC Newsworld, VisionTv, The Weather Network, The Family Channel, and making TSN & MuchMusic basic services.

12.05.2014

1772-1838 Life

I was just thinking about how a boy who was a neighbourhood bully to me...how about 15 years later, after moving out of the neighbourhood...how I forgave him for what he did to me back in the Fall of 1970.

This boy, Stephen Gressman, was my age. Years later I recognized him in the class picture from Rockwood Elementary School. We both attended Kindergarten together in the 1971-72 class.

In the Fall of 1970 I was siting on the north side of the corner of Harrow @ Warsaw Ave. This boy comes up to me...all I remember is that he fought me to the ground and he was stronger than I was...I didn't seem to have the muscles to fight him off.

In 1985 while I was going thru life issues of wanting to have my own son, I was thinking about Stephen. I think I even cried for him. I felt a connection with him.

I can't confirm whether this is correct or not, but my Divine info says that Stephen Gressman was involved in a pedestrian-car accident in 1984 and died.

I never crossed paths with him at any other school. I attended Kelvin High School 1981-85. He could have possibly gone to Grant Park.

So I think that, back in 1985 when I was asking the question "what would it be like to have my own son? "What name would I like him to have?" And that around the same time I had forgiven Stephen... I think that is how I ended up with my still to be born sons...Andrew & Stephen.

Divine info says that "In the past life in the 1800s, Stephen Gressman was a great soul to you (me). And you were a great soul to Stephen."

12.04.2014

"God is ever drawing like towards like, and making them acquainted." — Lysis (a Greek philosopher).

11.26.2014

Invisible Friends for Me

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Imaginary_friend ... Imaginary friends and spirit guides are quite the same thing or at least the same phenomenon.

Had I asked the divine realm for a male child spirit to have as a friend whilst I was growing up,

I didn't have a child spirit. I had a few adult spirits who were my guides - Moonwalker, Daniel, and Pete (now reincarnated).

Would have been nice to have Andrew and Stephen as friends while I was growing up.

But I didn't. I'm not supposed to look back as they say.

Connection between Jinn and Family Violence

I was told yesterday of why I didn't have divine intervention when my Dad was physically and verbally abusing me in the 1970s...that indeed Aern the Jinn (a type of demon) was working thru my Dad to abuse me... Moonwalker (my good guide) had on several occasions said to my Dad to "STOP IT!". My Mom used to urge my Dad to the same thing. He didn't listen. In fact in the 1970s, Moonwalker said yesterday, that Aern had so possessed my Dad that, "on a couple of occasions" he had thoughts of killing me. At that point it wouldn't have mattered, as I probably needed a new start anyways.

In the 1970s when I had had several encounters with Aern, as an (approx.) 80% solid spirit...He of course never told me what he was. His only words were that "can you help me find my family?"

So during the Summer, after moving to my current place I had been to my Dad's basement to get one of my belongings. This was at about 10 pm.

11.24.2014

11.18.2014

Aldebaran I






"Aldebaran I" ... NOT the planet that Andrew and Stephen were from, prior to Earth...their planet was further away from the star. I'm not allowed to name it or give any more details about it however. That's a secret in confidence I'm supposed to keep because no planets have been detected yet

http://www.geir.org/art/future/Aldebaran.html

http://www.solstation.com/stars2/aldebaran.htm

Aldebaran 4
http://aliens.wikia.com/wiki/Aldebaran-4

Aldebaran: Planet of the Extraterrestrial  Beings of Light
http://www.amazon.com/ALDEBARAN-PLANET-EXTRATERRESTRIAL-BEINGS-LIGHT-ebook/dp/B00N4OKYXC



11.17.2014

Olivia Newton-John - Magic



A song a bout our spirit guides, angels, and future kids.



A

2014 and The Role of the Spirit Babies and YOU!



"2014 is the year of the spirit baby".

I can confirm this, if just for my own experience, although i have experienced my future offspring in previous years too -- 1986, 1989, 1994, 2001, 2002, 2005-06-07, 2009-10-11, 2012-13, *2014*.

Urban Rail Blog: 10 Years of the Minneapolis LRT

The Urban Rail Blog reviews the Minneapolis LRT, 10 years after it's been in operation:

http://schwandl.blogspot.ca/2014/09/minneapolisst-paul-light-rail.html

11.16.2014

Raising Consciousness



While I was listening to this piece, Andrew was on my left side putting his hand on my back, while Stephen was atop my head (Soulfire Connection spot).

11.13.2014

Birth Timing

Photo: Getty Images


Having a serious discussion tonight with Andrew &
 Stephen.

My future sons say that I might have to wait up to 5 years (2019) before they're born...time for me to get a job, find the mother/wife, buy a house, "settle down".
I have said to them and to my guide Moonwalker, that I'd prefer Andrew to be born by 2017; giving 2 extra years Andrew isn't born by the end of 2019 that I'd prefer to be hit by a car and be paraplegic...to which they usually say "We don't want a Dad like that" and they threaten to leave me forever and would choose another set of parents.

They have suggested that I adopt them instead...that I would get a job and both of them would incarnate into another family. The birth father would die and the mother widow would choose me to be the next dad. But that would mean, based on current age separation between Andrew & Stephen...that Andrew would already be at least 3 1/2 yrs. old or more...

That would mean that I wouldn't experience him as an infant or baby...no bottle feeding or some of the other baby related stuff.

The mid-1980s were a different story. I envisaged adopting Andrew via an agency at the age of 5 1/2 or 6 yrs old. To my knowledge, he didn't have a brother yet...but really he didn't have a brother Stephen or I didn't know about him...

How long ago really did we choose each other? Did this happen between lives, or since the 1980s?

This is all very, very frustrating to me. ...

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/women/mother-tongue/9330961/A-loving-father-is-more-important-to-children.html

Olivia Newton John - Let Me Be There
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xB2cY-8xFdI

11.12.2014

Allowing Stephen to Lean Against My Back

In experiencing pre-birth tonight, Andrew was sleeping against my back (I could feel a heavy weight against it) while I was watching Youtube clips.

Stephen comes onto the sofa that I'm leaning against.

I said "Stephen, how are you?" He says "fine"...

I said "How about leaning against me?" Stephen says "I can't because Andrew is leaning against your back right now"

Andrew was fast asleep. I didn't really wanna wake him up because he and I have had lack of sleep issues these past few weeks.

So I tapped him on the back, and then I felt a ripple feeling and the weight against my back disappeared. I think I woke Andrew up.

That's when Moonwalker says "Stephen wants to sleep on LilZebra's back now."

Andrew then started saying "I don't wanna sleep with you anymore..." repeatedly.

I just can't win sometimes. I don't want the brothers fighting over me.

So now Stephen is leaning against my back and I'm leaniing against the sofa, and typing this on a coffee table on my laptop.

Parenting 101 Course I'm enrolled in at the moment.

11.10.2014

Rooibos Tea for Kidney Infection & Insomnia

I self diagnosed that I have some sort of kidney infection, and I feel that the best way to rid myself of it is to take Rooibos Tea.

I tried this tea about 5 years ago, when I was trying various herbal remedies. The tea takes some getting used to, but I suppose if I used the right sweetner - honey or raw sugar or whatever I'm supposed to mix it with...it should be fine.

11.09.2014

From the archives...August 1992

I wrote the following in my personal journal, on August 5th & 6th, 1992...Quote:
"I want to cuddle a little boy. The young boy would be pre-school age 3 or 4 years old.
I want to adopt a little boy -- 6 years old and let him sleep in a crib and cuddle him because he's cute.
Foretelling of the presence of future sons Stephen, the "3 or 4 year old"; Andrew "6 years old".

However since that time, future sons have told me (telepathically) that they wish to co-sleep, not sleep in cribs.

11.02.2014

Spirit has Weight & Volume, no Mass

Spirit has Weight and Volume, but no Mass.




This is why a spirit (another entity) can touch us and we will feel it

The Wikipedia article on Mass, defines it as:

Mass is not the same thing as weight, even though we commonly calculate an object's mass by measuring its weight. A man standing on the Moon would weigh less than he would on Earth because of the lower gravity, but he would have the same mass (he would have to recalibrate his bathroom scale for lunar gravity).

10.31.2014

Françoise Hardy / All Over The World [Dans le monde entier ] (Piccadilly...

Françoise Hardy / All Over The World [Dans le monde entier ] (Piccadilly...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MMuNv9HiCI8

I discovered this jem while listening to a 1960s Rock & Roll playlist on YT.

Never heard this song before.

10.26.2014

Canoro

Last night Andrew told me that he has a best friend in Heaven named Canoro.

Never heard of that name. Looked it up on the Net, and it is an Italian name.

10.22.2014

Helping Stephen Come Out of His Shell

http://www.parents.com/toddlers-preschoolers/development/social/overcome-shyness/ ... I've _known_ that my future son Andrew has a younger brother named Stephen since about 1998.

Over the past 16 years he has not interacted with me much. Yet since that time I've known that Stephen would be looking out for Andrew, and vice versa.

But Stephen seems to be the shy one. It's not that I'm more focused on Andrew. I've invited Stephen (in spirit, he's not yet born) to visit with my Dad and sister. He just says:

"...your Dad is mean to you and I don't want to be near him..."

Stephen does join in at nighttime prayer, so that's a good thing. Because he's 3 1/2 yrs. old in spirit I have to remind myself to slow down the prayers so that he can keep up with us.

One time in late July/early August this year I was walking on this pedestrian bridge. I had been walking with Stephen after going to the nearby DQ for an ice cream. Suddenly a cyclist was approaching. I said to Stephen:

"Go up (float above me), there's a cyclist coming by".

Instead of going upwards, I felt (I'm clairsentient too) his spirit lunge towards me as if he embraced my legs tightly so he wouldn't get run over. It felt so good when he did that because it felt like Stephen was giving me a hug.

Anyways, I've got to learn how to let Stephen "out of his shell". I'm willing to learn what to do to get him there. He'll be a great son for me.

I love you Stephen. I want the best (upcoming) life for you.

10.18.2014

How to be ultra spiritual - Matthew Silver

Found the link to this video from the DavidIcke.com Forum.

How to be ultra spiritual

It is a message of LOVE.

Please pass it around.

10.16.2014

Love From Baby (pre-birth comms.) Website

A blog about pre-birth communications, including videos.

http://lovefrombaby.com/

Updated List of Prayers Before 23h / 11 pm

In a previous post, dated Aout-2014, I wrote out the list of prayers that I say with my two sons, Andrew & Stephen.

To recap, these are:

  1. Our Father
  2. Hail Mary
  3. Glory Be
  4. O My Jesus...
  5. Act of Contrition
  6. Guardian Angel Prayer
  7. Prayer to St. Michael the Archangel
  8. Intentions
Add to that a request from a group of Angels calling themselves Angels of Mercy...Also Andrew prefers to say the Prayer to Guardian Angel before saying the Act of Contrition.

Then after that, since mid-September-2014 we've been reading a passage from the Bible...
  1. Our Father
  2. Hail Mary
  3. Glory Be
  4. O My Jesus...
  5. Guardian Angel Prayer
  6. Act of Contrition
  7. Prayer to St. Michael the Archangel
  8. Intentions
  9. Bible reading

    So the whole thing takes about 20 minutes each day, but it is worth it.

10.13.2014

Tips On How To Talk To Spirit Guides

A Sleeping Child Spirit

In mid-September 2014 I bought my future son his own pillow [1], of which he exclaimed "Yippee! I finally have my own pillow!" Originally I placed this pillow next to mine, but recently he wanted it placed at the foot of the bed because when I roll over t'wards the wall, I have sometimes accidentally waken him up because my arm has put its weight on his arm. At this time, I cannot see him or his brother Stephen. I can only hear and feel their presence.

For the past 2  months or so, before I go to sleep, Andrew and I have a back and forth conversation that starts around 23h20/23h30 (11:20 or 11:30 pm) daily. It goes something like this. He goes first with whispers, then I follow about 30 secs. later:

Andrew: Go to sleep LilZebra
Me: Go to sleep Andrew

Andrew: Go to sleep LilZebra
Me: Go to sleep Andrew

Andrew: Go to sleep LilZebra
Me: Go to sleep Andrew

Andrew: Go to sleep LilZebra
Me: Go to sleep Andrew

Andrew: Go to sleep LilZebra
Me: Go to sleep Andrew
...

If I said my part really nicely - gently softly, then he'll respond with "that was a good one. Yeah".

This back and forth goes on for 15 to 30 minutes.

Sometimes, if I can't seem to fall asleep because I have thoughts from the day or what I'm gonna do the next day, or I'll recall a song, he'll say:

Andrew: Clear your thoughts (frustrated voice). I won't sleep with you*, if you keep having thoughts.

or

Andrew: I'm TRYING to fall asleep, but you're talking. I'm not going to be with you (or I'm going back to Heaven) if you can't go to sleep.

Lately, as we have entered Fall/Autumn time, I have had a more and more difficult time to fall asleep. I have been taking 5 mg's of Melatonin, been taking my Epsom Salt baths, avoiding caffeine beverages after 8 or 9 pm...yet there have been many nights where I cannot fall asleep. I'm gonna try 10 mg of Melatonin and see if that helps. If I cannot fall asleep by 1 am I know something's wrong because Andrew goes back to Heaven to sleep.

[1] This is the first gift I've ever bought a spirit.

[2] Heavenly spirits who have the ability to visit us incarnates, love us so much that they want to spend as much time as is possible with us, even to sleep with us. I recall another child spirit from 2010 "Jolly Roger (14 yr. old) Boy" who used to want to sleep with me also but his spirit body was too big with me to fit on a Twin size mattress...so he stopped visiting me.

** Heavenly spirits don't need food. But what they really need is rest. When they are in Heaven, they get their rest and when they are close to us, their energy stores start to drain. So getting enough rest is critically important to them.

*** I've asked him why he doesn't want to sleep in Heaven. He said that after spending so much time (years, decades?) there that it gets boring, because there is little to do there. Says "I want to sleep with you because I love you".

Healing music - 432HZ DNA REPAIR MODE [ 40 mins ]








Filled with the sounds of Nature - crickets, frogs, and night birds.

10.10.2014

Yannick Noah - On court

Yannick Noah - On court


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NIcvc_qLWgA


English translation...

We run, we sleep
You run, you wake
Time flies again
It is during sleep

We run, we're working
They ran after the train
We run like kids
We know where the brake is

We run, we live
You run, you're dead
They say stop, it's over
Over time, the short time still

We run after love
After the next meeting
We run like kids
We know where the brake is

(CHORUS)
Come one stops
and close your eyes
We contemplate the sea,
we contemplate the heavens
Come one stops
we walk in the other direction
Turning back, we not
We stop and dance (heee)

We run, we lie
We love each other and then short
Time is money
We lack, we are running out

We run after the world
We run on our roads
We advance as shadows
We know where the brake is

We run with or without goals
To prevent fall
Even if we cut or nothing
We know where is the brake!

CHORUS

We stop and dance!

CHORUS

We stop and dance ..
We stop and dance!
(x3)

10.07.2014

Angels of Mercy Part 2

Heard tonight ... "Angels of Mercy pray for us. Angels of Mercy be with us. Angels of Mercy be with us during the night. Angels of Mercy keep us safe. Angels of Mercy keep us safe during the day too."

I'd really like to know more about these Angels of Mercy... I can't find any written stuff on the Internet that mentions them.

10.03.2014

Foreigner - Complete Greatest Hits

Released in 2002, this is a compilation album of one of the greatest rock bands.

Youtube - Complete Greatest Hits
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=myKvdzkYvoc

WIkipedia - Complete Greatest Hits (Foreigner Album):

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Complete_Greatest_Hits_%28Foreigner_album%29

Track Listing:
    1.Feels Like the First Time 0:00 - 3:50

    2.Long, Long Way from Home 3:50 - 6:47

    3 Cold As Ice 6:47 - 10:06

    4. Headknocker 10:06 - 13:08

    5.Double Vision 13:08 - 16:53

    6.Blue Morning, Blue Day 16:53 - 20:05

    7.Hot Blooded 20:05 - 24:34

    8.I Have Waited So Long 24:34 - 28:40

    9.Dirty White Boy 28:40 - 32:21

    10.Head Games 32:21 - 36:01

    11.Rev On The Red Line 36:01 - 39:37

    12. Juke Box Hero 39:37 - 43:59

    13.Urgent 43:59 - 48:27

    14.Waiting for a Girl Like You 48:27 - 53:18

    15.I Want to Know What Love Is 53:18 - 58:17

    16.Reaction To Action 58:17 - 1:01:52

    17.That Was Yesterday 1:01:52 - 1:05:41

    18.I Don't Want to Live Without You 1:05:41 - 1:09:39

    19.Say You Will 1:09:39 - 1:13:54

    20. Just Between You And Me 1:13:54

      9.25.2014

      Florent Pagny - Combien de gens

      I hear this song almost everytime I listen to Chante France (90,5 FM aris).

      Florent Pagny - Combien de gens

      https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGFRkjomvR0

      9.24.2014

      Timelines

      (Future son) Stephen: "I/we're giving you 4 months (till end of Jan 2015?) to find a job, or we're leaving you".
      "I love you. I want you to be my Daddy."
      I told them that I'm registered with Sara Riel and to be patient a bit until they sort a work program out for me.

      We (they in spirit) saw the movie "This is 40" at Mood Disorders this afternoon, so perhaps he got a bit anxious about my situation. The movie portrays a modern family, with modern issues.

      I said to Andrew & Stephen that if they do choose to leave me, that I would find another son(s) by praying to God and the Angels. There are certainly other male souls who would choose to be my sons, who share similar values - so-called 'permissive parenting', similar music and movie likes, belief in homeschooling, as I do.

      I can't really see myself spending the rest of my life alone. I DO want a family of my own. Sometimes things take time.

      These two great souls have been waiting on me for 25-30 years already. Can it wait just another few months before I get a job, and get back on my feet?

      Circular Shower


      Has anyone ever heard or seen of a circular shower?

      The concept is that several nozzles surround the user
      and instead of the user moving to where the shower head is, he/she is sprayed from all sides at once.

      The nozzles don't rotate, but several are placed at various points and the water comes out at once.

      This is some sort of advanced shower design.

      http://thatslikewhoa.com/revolving-bath-and-shower-in-1/

      Very cool design, I say.

      9.15.2014

      What I Want For My Life

      1. A job that pays well enough to maintain a 4-member family.
      2.  A wife that I love and she loves me too.
      3. The two sons I'm meant to have - Andrew & Stephen, who chose me, years ago, to be their Dad.
      4. A house for the 4 of us in a nice neighbourhood that isn't in a *new* suburb, but is in a mature area.
      5. Driving lessons for me, so that I can drive my family around places. That's better than relying on public transit to go places.
      6. A car. Doesn't have to be brand new. It can be a well-maintained older car. I've seen 2005 GM Pontiac for $4000. It's doable.
      7. Nice furniture for us.
      8. Homeschooling for one or both of my sons, so that they can learn at their own pace, not the pace of the formal school system.
      9. Winter vacations, so that we can get away from this horrid snow, for at least one month.
      10. Go to the same church together. I currently go to The Meeting Place, which is an Anabaptist Mennonite faith.
      11. Tennis lessons for one or both of my sons. Any other hobby sport or hobby they'd want to take up that costs $.
      12. Swimming lessons if they're interested so they can have fun at the beach, and other water places.
      13. Easy access to great, locally grown food in the Summer, from farmer's markets.
      14. A peaceful household where everybody is respected, and there is no abuse of any kind. I endured too much pysical and verbal abuse while I was growing up. This will stop with me.
      15. That we pray together as a family. I've already started doing this with my two sons since mid-July 2014.
      Other things:

      1. To learn to dress so that my clothes fit me well, not having to constantly pick up my pants, or that my pants are always on the verge of falling down.
      2. Learn to cook a bit more than now, so that I can cook meals for my upcoming family.

      9.09.2014

      Grocery Shopping

      I was just laying down, after a long day of traveling to and from an appt. at the HSC area.

      I had a couple of issues, one housing related, the other was feedback on the appt. I had at HSC today.

      I was laying down, it was about 19h30 (7:30 pm). I was thinking at the time... "hmmm I think I'm gonna go to Superstore to buy vitamins, beans, pears, and peaches"... almost immediately I felt a sensation at the top of my head like someone was patting it. No voices I heard, but a feeling of "let's go shopping!".

      Must be my kids.

      8.31.2014

      List of Prayers Before 23h / 11 pm

      1. Our Father
      2. Hail Mary
      3. Glory Be
      4. O My Jesus...
      5. Act of Contrition
      6. Prayer to my Guardian Angels
      7. Prayer to St. Michael the Archangel
      8. Intentions
      After we complete these prayers my two future sons say individually "Goodnight LilZebra", and then they go back to Heaven.

      3 Great New Albums for 2014

      One of a few *new* Disques Compact that are being released in 2014.

      I have so far bougtht:

      1. Jill Barber - Fool's Gold
      2. Sarah McLaughlin - Shine On
      3. Tom Petty - Hypnotic Eye



      8.29.2014

      Growing Your Face | Dr. Mike Mew | Full Length HD





      Very good conference talk (1 hr) on face shape, and how it's affected by several factors like nose breathing or mouth breathing, what kinds of foods we eat, our posture, etc...

      And the best part of it is that we can change the shape of our face by changing the factors.

      It's never too late to look and feel GREAT!



      8.26.2014

      A Beginners Guide To Super 8 and Standard 8mm Film Cine Cameras

      I love the old analog film formats.

      This guy says that you can still buy Super8 film.

      When I have kids of course I'll "have to" use the current standards, but I much prefer using film or tape, which if cared for, will last for several decades.

      8.25.2014

      Glorious by Bryan & Katie Torwalt





      This song I first heard in July 2014 when I first started attending a Mennonite Christian church - The Meeting Place.


      8.24.2014

      What IF in 1971...

      This story is totally fictional. It is based on today's values of letting kids be kids and letting them grow up at their PACE, rather than the pace that the parents want.

      It is based on What IF I had been allowed to continue my babyhood into age 5.


      It's 6 am.  Baby James opens his eyes in his crib. His legs are almost reaching the other end. Soon he'll have to move to a twin sized mattress, but for now he's ok sleeping here.

      He's just wearing an undershirt, a cloth diaper and blue coloured plastic pants. James feels loved and confident. He has a younger baby sister who is about half his age.


      It's May 1971 and James will be 5 yrs. old in about 2 months.

      The weather has been warmer, Victoria Day weekend is the start of the growing season in this part of Earth. Winter is gone for another 5 months.

      James crys out "Mom! I'm awake. I need a clean diaper".

      "OK, I'll be there in a minute", says Mom.

      She enters the room, lowers the crib side and tells him to slide out of the diaper, and go to the bathtub to get cleaned up.

      He does this and after a while, he confidently trots back to the crib where his Mom would put a clean diaper on his son. James has subconscious memories of being a Zebra, but doesn't quite remember.

      James' Mom carries him back into the crib, and lays him there.

      James feels so good inside because his Mom is allowing him to keep his babyhood and is did not take it away from him like most other parents did. He is soooo happy 'being in the moment' as they say.

      "Whatcha gonna do today?" asks his Mom?

      "Can we go to 'ssiniboine Park?" queries James.

      "We can go on the weekend together", and James' Mom tickles her boy on the tummy.

      She wraps the cloth diaper on him, which feels soft, warm, and cuddly. Then she slips the plastic pants over his legs. Next she puts on a clean undershirt on him because the one he had during the nighttime got a bit wet with urine.

      "Uh uh uh mmm mmm".

      "OK, I'm getting your formula".

      She prepares the baby bottle for James, and he lays down across her on the sofa, while they both enjoy watching the tv programme on KCND channel 12 from Pembina, ND.

      It's now about 7:30 am.

      James' younger sibling, also gets her baby formula, a clean diaper too.

      Still more time elapses...

      It's now 10 am and The Friendly Giant is broadcast on CBWT (the local CBC station).

      James loves hearing the calm, soothing sounds of the recorder that one of the puppets plays (actually played by a Human off camera). He feels so good inside and looks forward to the rest of the day.

      It's now 10:30 am and Mr. Dressup appears on CBWT. James likes the show, but thinks that Friendly Giant should have had more air time. His Mom prepares some barley baby cereal for him, his favourite, although he has looked at the supermarket shelf when his Dad has taken him shopping and noticed that barley isn't stocked as much as rice and oatmeal. His next favourite is sobey baby cereal which is made from soybeans, another flavour that is not well stocked.

      11 o'clock and now it's time for Sesame Street, with Ernie and Bert, Cookie Monster and the rest of the cast. James likes this programme because he learns the ABCs and 123s.

      Somewhere in the middle of Sesame Street James has wet his diaper, and Mom will be checking him to see if he's wet or not.

      "I'm ready to put a clean diaper on you, because you're wet".

      James gets up off the living room carpeted floor, and goes back to the crib.

      The sun is shining very hot today. James' room is getting warmer. He can smell the scent of baby powder, clean cloth diapers in the basket in the room. He has a subconscious connection with Owls, but he does not know where this comes from.

      He gets into the crib again, and Mom puts a clean diaper on him. She leaves off the plastic pants and just pins on the diaper on him.

      It's about 11:40 am now.

      "What do you want for lunch, dear?"

      "Oh, I'll have a salami sandwich with some apple juice".

      "Ok, I think we still have some salami, if not is a jam sandwich ok instead?"

      "Yup".

      James hops off the crib and runs to the kitchen. His Mom finds the last slice of salami meat and makes him a sandwich with mustard and margarine. She pours him a cup of apple juice from the fridge.

      A couple of hours later, Mom is watching her favourite soap opera, Anothe World. James is also watching too. He thinks that Rachel and Mac shouldn't get divorced and break up their family like that. "People should stay 'gether Mom".

      After Another World is finished, James has an afternoon nap on the sofa, and doesn't wake until about 5:30 pm.

      James awakes from his nap and pees. His Mom had placed a couple of towels under his diaper so that the sofa doesn't get damaged from the urine.

      Time for another diaper before Supper.

      His Dad is now home, reading the daily newspapers.

      After that James sits on his Dad's lap and they watch the local news on CJAY channel 7.

      It's now 7:30 pm and James is feewing sleepy. He can barely keep his eyes open. His Mom carries him back to the crib and raises the side where it makes a clicking sound.

      Another day has gone by.

      Tomorrow James and his Mom will go on the bus to downtown to do some shopping at Eaton's and The Bay.

      Goodnight Baby James...

      Say NO To Nursery Rhymes

      My two future sons have indicated to me recently that they want me to NOT read them nursery rhymes when they are young.

      They have stated that nursery rhymes can damage a child's mind.

      I am OK with that.

      When I was younger 40+ years ago, I felt the same way.

      I feel that it is in the past 20-30 years that western civilization has realized this truth too, and has moved onto better kids literature.

      http://www.ncregister.com/blog/matthew-archbold/the-horrible-meanings-behind-nursery-rhymes

      The article above says that reading Harry Potter to yer kids may be a safer option.

      Am I A Man Child?

      I have been described by my son Andrew as being a "man child". He says that some women don't like being with people like me. He says it makes them "uncomfortable".

      Well, here is a list of 13 man-child qualities that some men have. I don't exactly line up with this list. The last ones do though.

      http://collegetimes.com/2014/05/13/signs-youre-man-child

      1. Watching cartoons while eating breakfast - I used to when I was a toddler, like in the late 1960s. Then at school age I started watching ABC's GMA in the 70s. By the 1980s I'd wach CTV's Canada AM. The 90s tv was icky and news breakfast tv was crap too.

      2. Breakfast consists of sugary cereals - Uhhh...another NO. Until I was in grade 2 I was allowed baby cereal. More heathy for me...In high school in the 80s I would have no-name oatmeal hot cereal. When I moved out on my own (1989) I went back to the baby cereal, and on and off of it in the 90s, and 2000s, and 2010s. It's just more healthy than some of those crunch sugary cereals... I love the Barley cereal the best.

      3. Wears superhero socks and PJs. Uh close. I did have made for me back in 2005 a PJ with a lamb/sheep print from Babykins. In the 90s I found at Woolco an adult sized fleece sleepers for $20.

      4. Pixar & Disney your favourite films. Yes, some of the movies I saw. Toy Story 1 & 2, Tarzan (1998). But I like a movie if it has a good music score, good dialogue, believable enough plot. It can also be an adult movie I like. I don't go out for Romantic films except if they're romantic a romantic comedy - like Manequin (1986).

      5. Need to take a nap. Yup, thru my own evolution on planet Earth I find I have more energy if I get a nap in the afternoon. Some Asian countries (Japan) and Mexico (?) also have afternoon naps, and they seem to be doing fine.

      6. Laughs at potty humour. I find potty humour revolting, so NO on this one.

      7. Gets read a story before rest/sleep. I'd LOVE it if someone would do this for me. Even CBC doesn't have radio plays anymore. In the 90s I'd have some Jazz music on the radio while reading PC Magazine or BYTE...ya that's kids reading material. NOT.

      8. His favourite band has not changed in years. I have been a fan of Phil Collins and Genesis since the early 1980s. They are both retirement mode. I have moved on to other groups/bands/individuals.

      9. Favourite author is Dr. Seuss. Nah. My favourite author just passed away THIS YEAR... Knowlton Nash, who wrote the excellent biography of Canadian broadasting in 'Microphone Wars' (1994).

      10. Favourite poem is a nursery rhyme. No again. My favourite 'poems' tend to be Rock & Pop lyrics. I do enjoy childish tunes too though....take Carly Simon's Coming Around Again-Itsy Bitsy Spider for example.

      11. Has baby biscuits on him at all times. Sort of. Maybe when I first moved out I had Mr. Cristie's arrowroot cookies at home, and would put honey on them, and have them with a glass of milk. Now honey is as expensive as maple syrup ($9). In the past 2 years I have been eating choc. puff cookies because I had a craving for those. I do eat my fruit like strawberries, pears and peaches to balance things out too.

      12. Still makes pillow forts. No. However, I do like to decorate my sleeping space similar to a nursery though. If I had a wife though I guess I couldn't do that, but then we'd have kids and could decorate *their* room like that for a while...

      13. Sleeps with a cuddle toy. Yup, I still have a 1988 era Teddy bear I bought from Superstore. He's a bit flattened out because I have used him as a secondary pillow, but ...

      OK, that's it. So I'm not exactly like was listed here by the original poster.

      8.23.2014

      TV5 (1989-90) Fabienne Thibeault -

      Decades ago I was watching TV5's Telidon based schedule in the middle of the morning.

      I caught this really cool, haunting French tune, which was from 1978, but this was the first time I heard it in the late 1980s.

      I q, just postiung here so I cqn re,e,ber the link to the song:

      Fabienne Thibeault ~ Les uns contre les autres 

       http://youtu.be/f_pRyIiuq7s 

       


      8.20.2014

      The DROUGHT Will END Within This Lifetime!

      Andrew said the other day... "Making the Impossible Possible" in reference to changing my life fast enough so that I can have my own family - a Wife that's good for me, and two sons that are good for me.

      The past 15,000 years have been a "drought" for me in terms of having offspring. I was told that about 15,000 years ago I had Whale offspring, and they "swam away" which is natural for that type of animal.

      I want to END the drought, and learn to have kids again.

      Praise the Creator! Praise Jesus! Thank you Creator! Thank you Jesus!

      4 People Witness Angels Pulling People From Car Wreck!!!


      8.19.2014

      Portal Between Our Plane and Heaven

      I have figured out that when one of my guides says they're going up to Heaven, I can hear a tone frequency. I assume that this is what I experience when they are returning to Heaven after visiting with me, and that on their side they experience going thru the tunnel of light.

      When I mentioned this last night Moonwalker added that she can open and close 3 portals. Each has a  Portal Name, and each can transport one instantly anywhere around this planet, to/from Heavenly realm. A third Portal accesses the Akashic Records for their charges.

      There is a Portal Name that can connect us via Interstellar Communications to other star systems, like Alpha ********* my home star system before Sol, 500 ly away. I was told that I could send a msg. to Higher Consciousness of the planets of Alpha ********* 1 or 2, and that it'd take a while (several hours / days?) for them to receive the msg. and return one back to me. Andrew said to let him know when I've received the first communications from that star system.

      All I said was:

      "May the Creator bless your whole planet, from a former Alpha ******ian. Love LilZebra"

      As of 19h36 19 aout 2014 I have not yet heard anything back.

      I will write here when I do. But remember, I have been advised by Andrew not to reveal the name of the star system I came from.

      8.11.2014

      Stephen's Animal Past Lives

      Stephen spent some time this evening telling me of his animal past lives:

      "I was a Tiger", "I was a Whale", "I was a Horse", "I was a Chimpanzee", "I was a Hallucinogenic Herb" (?), "I was a Hurricane".

      "My last Human life I lived in Poland, close to the border with Ukraine, in the Crimea"


      Interesting.